The 99th Time He Gave Up On Me の小説・ストーリー

Maybe he will love me and he will serve me tirelessly But, that's all I can do It hurts, it hurts that no matter how hard I try to squeeze myself into him, because remon padin he came back Until I can no longer count the times you want me to disappear from your life because it is all past with us It hurts, it hurts so much I didn’t notice that I was slowly losing strength because I had nothing to hold on to That day, I gave up. The last time I waited for him to tell me that even though I was important to him I would stay even if it hurt.

“I don't care if you've never slept with anyone else. You gave up on me. I wanted you, and you gave up on me.” I swallowed The ball what if formed in my throat, diverting the to look in your expression intense. I no it could to have that talk to him again. He seemed to be rejected over and over again. I gave some steps for back. "I go ask The Candice for bring some pancakes or something. Stay if you want. I don't really care anymore. I have to get back to work.” He grabbed my pulse before what I could go although. Sparks danced at the my arm It is warmed up my skin.

“You don’t have to learn shit for me. You’re already perfect. But fuck, if you keep doing that—I’ll never let you leave this bed again.” I grinned against his mouth, heat curling low again. “That’s the plan.” END OF CHAPTER 99

he said Don't give up! Is he kidding me?! He is hopeless, he can't get anything right and he want me to not give up on him! I almost scoff If not that he is so pitiful , i would have said stuff that would make him hate me forever I force a smile " I won't give up on you " I lied I just did! I have given up that he would be able to do it I turn to look at him"I have stuffs to do so you will be practicing alone from now , okay? " I force a smile

his voice cracked, “...please, just trust me one more time.” I shook my head, tears spilling freely now. “You think I’m not carrying anything? I lost Mama Linda. I’ve lost myself…I'm losing you. I feel like my whole world is collapsing and I’m expected to just… understand?” He reached out, then stopped himself. His hands trembled. “I’m not asking you to understand everything,” he said. “I’m just asking you not to give up on me because at this point in my life…I NEED YOU.” My heart was pounding so loud I was sure he could hear it.

“Every day for the last five years, I had only one regret. I failed to fulfill my wedding vow. Not a day went by that I hadn’t thought of changing the past…” “I don’t wanna hear it,” I said, but he continued. “I wish I hadn’t left that morning to check the South Border. I wish I didn’t hand down that sentence.” “I don’t want to hear it!” My vision quickly became blurry. Tears that I had been holding on to for years were threatening to fall. “I gave up, Serena, and I failed you. I won’t let that happen again,” he finished off by breaking through my walls.

I was never his first. And I would've never been his last. Now... There was Genaro. For a moment, I had thought... Maybe this time would be different. Maybe I could still have that kind of love. That kind of bond. But twenty-nine. Not one. Not two. Twenty-nine. The number echoed inside my head. Again. And again. No matter how hard I tried... I couldn't make it seem small. I couldn't make it feel normal. I couldn't convince myself...

I know what you're going to say, but trust me, I tried. And not just once. I timidly looked at myself several times in the mirror with a detached air, and I pronounced these three words which have the power of striking in the chest: "I leave you." I said them, I assure you. Quite loud even, in the hope that he hears them and accepts them. At 39, it might be about time. He cannot stay to contemplate this grumpy love that turns its back on him. Even an icy gust of wind doesn't dare to make me go towards it.

and he walked out on me. I wasn't going to give up, I had suffered worst ordeal the first time and I triumphed So i wasn't going to give up on him this time, until Axel acknowledged me.

For the umpteenth time, I'm glad I didn't give up.