The Monster Within Me Novels & Stories

I fed on their satisfaction. Taking deep breaths, I counted backwards. The foggy shower disappeared behind my lids as I closed my eyes. Monsters... Thousands of them.... Inside me, breathing in me, feeding my conscience. Or were they feeding on them? But they were my inner guardian angel, my inner protector. These monsters made me the vigilant and feared man I was today. They made me believe that it was better not to believe. So, I paid heed to them. Opening my eyes, I stared at the mirror gloomily.

I took over like I could recall it happened yesterday, that’s when it went bad, the poison was now a part of me and the monster he had always said I am, became me, each day I would do what his last words. You are a monster Dominic, and one day everyone will see that. I guess it happened when I turned twenty, I became a monster, maybe even worse; maybe even more than he had always thought I will be and I loved myself, atleast that’s what I always wait to me, I hate who I had become, I hated that I am not who I always wanted to be and I hated that, I don’t get to be the man I always what’s to be.

he croaks, his head lowered. "Warned me about what?" "I'm not just a werewolf, dove. I'm worse. Much worse. There are many monsters in my world, you see? But among all of them, I am the monster they all fear." My stomach churns as my fear grows. He's unfolding another layer of himself, and I'm not sure if I'm ready for it. "W-what do you mean?" "I'm a tribrid. Three creatures exist inside of me. But at the same time, they're unified. I am a werewolf, a vampire, and a—"

"Why wouldn't I be? No one would like associate with a monster" He hugged her from behind, placing his chin on her shoulder. "You are not a monster. That is why you need to get use to animal blood so you won't get kicked out of Woodville and I can't let you be out there all on your own" Willow picked up the bag and sipped again. "I can get used to this. It's not bad. But I'll warn you not to get this close to me. I can hear your blood flow in your veins"

What a monster. ************

"I was told I was born from darkness… I don’t know what that means, I was never told who my mother was and why I was given this title. There is darkness within me, and I know there is… I feel it when I'm angry or jealous…" "Isn’t there fucking darkness in all of us?" He replied, taking a drag on his cigarette. "I’ve always considered myself a monster and I believed it up until she came into my life. I still know there is darkness there, but she’s shown me there’s more to me than the monster within me. I'm sure Rayhan’s the same for you. We can both agree that he’s definitely the calmer one of the two of you." I frowned, but it was the truth, I couldn’t deny th

You liked it. “I didn’t.” Didn’t you? Shapes formed in the miasma, faces, bodies, the vampires I’d burned alive in the Hall. Their screams tore through the silence until I had to shut my eyes. When I looked again, they were gone. Ah, Illusions. They were all just illusions. Accept the monster you are. Accept your uniqueness. It’s what sets you apart. It’s what makes you even more powerful. My throat tightened. I shook my head, whispering continuously to the air with a trembling breath. “I’m not a monster.”

I couldn't move if I tried. "Eggs" I hear Magma say when I tune back in. I look at the tears shining in her eyes and know that no matter how much I hope for it not to be, those are tears of joy. She is not ours. I have told you this. I grit my teeth against the voice in my mind. Every time it speaks it's as if it is trying to crawl it's way out. The magnitude of its body causes an instant chill of my blood and makes my back go ramrod straight. Hating the feeling, I close my eyes and focus on reforming the barrier. We must stay separated. As I reinforce the barrier the monster inside roars at a deafening pitch and my skin breaks out in a cold sweat. As the roar of the monster fades I feel the

I could feel the other presence in my body, making it self present that we both share it and open my eyes all of a sudden. My lids turn into a colour as that of a bloodshot, crimson red and soon, I am connected to my inner core, to my monster. By the way, we haven't talked in a very long time, in this manner, where he is able to have a spirit of his own, his essence, able to talk individually, and not from the inside of our core. My monster begins, "you have not summoned me because of that unnecessary meeting, have you?" Fine, he's pissed and he wishes to lash it out at me.

Looking at his worried face, into those eyes that I used to drown in, I felt a tightness in my chest. "It's nothing. I'm just a little scared." That was the truth. But what scared me wasn't the ritual tomorrow, or losing the child. It was the mystery hidden behind all this. Kael gently wrapped his arm around my shoulders, pulling me into his embrace. His voice was gentle to the extreme, yet it made my skin crawl. "Don't be afraid. I'm here." "Tomorrow, once we enter the secret chamber of the altar, you'll drink the medicine and sleep. It will all be over."