Novel & Cerita The Way I Used To Be

Jane said. I need to do this. I wore a dress that was not so special, just casual wear. I wasn't very happy and excited to see him. I was nervous and terrified. My biggest problem was that I am too talkative usually and when it comes to nervousness, I talk way too much.

I say after clearing my throat and effort to look calm before him. I have been good, excellent, in fact. Not thinking about Liam Westbrook for long periods, living life, and enjoying a sane relationship with Beck. I'm not miserable like before, I don't stare at the walls lost inside my head in zombie mode, I laugh at ordinary things again, I have friends. I'm back to being the girl I used to be, just without the long hair and maybe more mature, but yes, I'm me again. I think I am.

The man who might still love the woman I used to be… …or the wreckage I’d become. I didn’t know which scared me more.

A world I used to be a part of. I exhaled, my breath trembling. “Let’s do it,” I said.

𝙸𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎, 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚑𝚘𝚠, 𝙸 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚠, 𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎. 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏

"We used to be great." "No." I swallowed. "We used to be a lie."

You know that’s not true Boy I want you bad I hate you so much But I love you oh so bad When I say I’m leaving I don’t mean it I just want you back (La la la la la la la) Tell me a way we can make this better Boy I want you back now forever (La la la la la la la) We can base it all on this week together Boy I want you back now forever” She wiped the tears off her face and changed into a jogging outfit. The sun had set and it wasn't a bad time to go jogging to clear her mind and forget all that had happened.

"Ermmm. Thanks Shay. But there is really no need for that. I'm fine" "Relax" Shay said, pushing him back so he could relax in the chair. "Wow. It's just a massage. You don't have to over think everything. The Jensen I used to hang out with then wasn't so uptight. Sometimes I wonder what happened to you. You know what I think, maybe you and I should hang out again sometime. Maybe I can help you relax. Get you back to the way you used to be." "I'm fine the way I am" Jensen said.

I need to back my old self again. I need to back myself when I was happy. A happy woman who always smile to anyone. A joyful woman who don’t mind any of her problem. And a courageous woman who fight for her perspective. I miss the old me, where is she? When is he coming back?. And is there still a chance that I can bring back the one I used to have ?. The former personality I have ?. I hope so… I hope so, ‘cause I really miss the old me. The old me who is always happy and smile to everyone even I had a heavy problem and a very bad day.

The morning sun shining down on the forest and birds chirping woke Uri up. Although he only slept a little in the early morning, his health had completely recovered. He stretched and sat up dreamily, looking around. It took him a while to realize where he was and what had happened. Sighing, he splashes water on his face to wake up, then takes out a packet of cookies from his backpack and eats it. The dry crackers were nothing like the delicious hot breakfast Mrs. Jane had, which his mother made for him and his sister every morning.