The Way I Used To Be นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I can't sleep, I've been thinking about you and how we messed up Thinking bout my old self, how you want no help Damn it was rough But we came a long way since then I know that it's late, but I got things to say to you, I know that we've changed, but I got things to say to you We don't really say anything anymore and that's okay Since you were mine, and I was yours Remember those days? I'm just reminiscing, reminiscing, reminiscing I smiled as we listened to the rest of the song playing on as I looked out of the window. We always sang along to songs together so much when we were still in high school, and this one was one of our favorite songs.

Same as always. The best way it had ever been.

It seemed like centuries since I’d allowed myself to be carefree again… These past few years had changed me, I thought to myself sadly, hardened me; I wasn’t the same easygoing happy kid I used to be. I f I looked inside me now, I wouldn’t be able to find even a shred of the naïve girl who had lived in me before. I decided I didn’t want to ruin my good mood by dwelling on the past, so I focused on what I was taking with me.

She can't sense any sadness from her voice anymore. From the moon, she turned her gaze to the stars. Every time she does this she always remembers a song for the person you love so much that you can no longer see again. It is a song by FM Static, the song title is Tonight. Then she hummed it on her mind, "Never thought not having you here would hurt so much....Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up, and every night I miss you, I can just look up, and know the stars are holding you, holding you tonight." "She's with the stars now, right mom?" She smiled forcely and turned to her mother.

I needed to find a way to master my powers and because my work was kind of useless at sort of connecting on another another place it was hard from the beginning. “Very hard.” But I did what I needed to do and then I spoke to this place where I am currently. What is worse is I'm trying to remember I would feel to be put in such a position? But I just constantly simply remember. It's like it happened years ago. “I'm back.” And it's not years ago, I and my friend talked about how all I needed was to use him and get away with it, you know, that mindset burn and soon I realized that I'm not the kind of person I'm not the one to use somebody and get away with it.

Abigail was truly at a loss for words, "Haven't I been responding to you all along?" "You became indifferent." "..." "How can you understand me?" "..." "Speak to me like you used to before?" Ronan held her tightly and didn't let go. "..." Abigail couldn't remember how she used to communicate with him before. She seemed unchanged all along. Could it be that she didn't pay attention to what he said when she was lost in thought just now, and he felt neglected?

“I'm on my way I'm on my way On my way On my way I'm on my way On my way to you, oh” I choke back another sob when my parents walk out next with Axel’s little girl in their arms. A couple of oohs and aah’s run out through the garden. I smile seeing how sweetly my niece is sleeping. “And every heartbreak was a yellow brick road Pointing me straight, just taking me home I was never lost, I was just passing through On my way to you (On my way)”

"- SUN ME! - The air being lost in my chest, that's what I was feeling at that very moment." "- Be still, it's going to be over real quick! - His whisper, it was there that I began to surrender, I went back to my old self, where I was beaten quietly, and cried without anyone hearing, it was also my fault, I let it, I let those people do this to me, I let it be used as a doll and I let it be used as a tranquilizer for someone angry, I knew I had let it, it was also my fault."

I did once but it was gone now there was nothing else that could be used against me no weakness nothing. I was a walking wild card.

3 months have passed. *** How I wish it were only a dream Even now I still dream of you I brush the dust off from old memories Like returning home to retrieve a forgotten item In the end, it was you who taught me that Some happiness can't be reclaimed My dark, hidden past I dared not speak of Without you, they would have remained forever dark I know there is no way I could ever hurt More than I do now Even the sadness from that day, even the pain from that day,