They Keep Pulling Me Back In นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Everyone knows I pushed them away before, and eventually they stopped coming back. Drew looks at me. "I want you to remember this. Remember you told me to keep coming back, because I'm going to be a thorn in your goddamn side. I'll annoy the shit outta you. You want me? You're gonna get me, but you're gonna get me at one hundred." I laugh, knowing so much this is who he is. "I wouldn't expect it any other way. Just please don't give up on me again."

Why would I feel this now, after everything I had fought to put behind me? Moments later, I felt another pull, this time toward Clay, and then Lucian. It was like an invisible thread stretching out to them, one I desperately wanted to sever. But every time I tried to resist, the connection seemed to intensify, an unwanted longing threading its way into my heart.

I fought against the warmth radiating through me, the instinct to lean into him and forget the issues that are threatening to destroy our lives. He continued pulling his hand through my hair, caressing my cheeks and kissing my lips passionately, trying to get a reaction out of me, hoping it reminds me of our love and how we used to be. but nothing did he get, I did not react as he expects because that would only encourage him to push me further to come back home.

I was making progress in what I was doing. "Damn you!" I grabbed the pack triumphantly, but the joy didn't last long because a certain voice distracted me," What the fuck!" I missed the landing of my feet, and before I knew it, I was falling down to the floor, my eyes shut close tightly, waiting for the cold impact of the ground, but it didn't come. Instead, strong, muscular arms wrapped around my waist and neck securely. "Do you have a death wish on your bucket list?" His deep, husky tone reprimanded me.

Anger blazed hot in my chest as I tried to keep the lycan beast at bay. I haven’t felt this pull from him since my 18th birthday, and I will not allow history to repeat itself! “Kai! Kai, where are you?!” I hear the voice of Konstantin coming through our shared link. “Kon, I’m… I’m losing control. I can’t… his pull is too strong!” I breathe out, falling to the ground on all fours. If I shift now, I know he would have me in his grip. “I’m struggling to keep… struggling to hold him back, I-”

“Physical pain? That’s not good, Jordyn. I’ve heard of bonds causing discomfort, but pain like that usually means something’s seriously off.” “Yeah,” I muttered, rubbing my chest where the bond seemed to tighten. “It’s like every time I try to move forward with Amelia, the bond pulls me back harder. The more I try to distance myself from Brianne, the more it hurts.” Josh scratched his chin thoughtfully. “Bonds like that don’t just disappear. You know that, right? Unless you officially break it—reject it, you’re going to keep feeling that pull.”

Falling back onto the rocky shore, I rematerialize next to my mate. "Carnelia," his eyes are wide and unable to focus, his body tight with fear. "Where did you go? You just disappeared!" "Primus, I might not have much time," I speak quickly, as his arms wrap around me, pulling me into his chest, his rapidly beating heart anchoring me to this place. "They are coming back for me. I can feel their pull. I won't last long enough to see you all to safety." Holding back the shadows they start to burn as the council pulls together, using their combined strength to bring me back.

And the sooner I got rid of her, the better. "That’s enough walk," I announced loudly as though I was talking to someone, "time to head back to the cave. I’ve got a genocide to plan." Just as I was about to head back, I had this irresistible urge to walk in a certain direction. It was like a magnetic pull that I could not deny. I tried to resist, but every muscle in my body, down to my tiny atoms, rebelled against me. I’d heard about the pull of the Alpha, and the pull of the Mate, but never have I heard a pull this strong. Even my wolf yearned to follow the pull, and that was exactly what I did.

It just sat there – quiet and patient, like it was waiting for a bus that was always late. "The bond is pulling harder," Tala noted. "Even I can feel the tension from here. Yikes." "I know," I replied, holding myself steady against it. It wasn't painful—but it wasn't gentle either. It pulled and called and urged me towards them in a way that took active effort to resist. I resisted it anyway. "You can try," Tala snickered. "But I hope you have a backup plan. Should I start taking bets?" "I will," I said stubbornly.

Days passed and we were finally back to Henry deciding to touch me sometimes. After I'd begged, of course and when luck wasn't on my side—he just wouldn't, no matter how much I begged. Currently, I was in the latter phase. It was funny how I had a feeling it'd come back to this. Push and pull. When I decide to let go, he'll be there to pull me back. And once I'm back, he's letting me beg him again.