Novel & Cerita To Drown In You

I was being cooked alive and my lungs were choked. "Sap—" the voice cut off as the ground shattered beneath me like glass. My body plunged into cold water, sinking below with speed and great heaviness. I tried to move, I tried to kick my hands and legs but my body had gone stiff. The cold ate into my bones and froze them even more. Water ran into my mouth and nose as I helplessly drowned in the depths of the cold ocean. "Sapphire!!!!"

Was I so evil that I couldn't even be bothered to care that I didn't care? Sliding down towards the foot of the deprivation tank, I allowed my head to fall beneath the surface of the water. Wondered what it would feel like to stay down here long enough to drown. I could recite the different physiological reactions that happened during drowning. Could time it down to the millisecond how long I had before my brain and lungs gave out. One inhale. Flood my lungs with water. Force myself to stay at the bottom. Show Eden, Ivan, and everyone else -

This can't be happening to me, no God, no. Except.......... Fuck, there's something in the water and it's triggering allergic reactions in my body. God, I'm going to drown, I'm going to die!!!

Nothing but the storm swirling in his irises. I feel myself starting to drown, sinking deeper and deeper into those grey depths, pulled under by a current I have absolutely no hope of fighting. And if someone doesn't save me right now, I'm going to fucking drown in them completely.

Swim. Panic floods my chest faster than the water does. My arms flail. My mouth opens. Water rushes in. My nose burns. My eyes sting. My vision blurs. My limbs feel heavy. The surface gets farther and farther away. I scream, but nothing comes out. Nobody moves. Nobody helps. They think I’m playing. Splashing for fun. But I’m drowning. Drowning in this stupid luxury pool with rich people sipping wine like they’re watching a show.

Always. Me: You don’t need to beg, beautiful. You reach for me, I come. That’s how this works. She took a few seconds to type back. I could see her hesitation through the dots. She was scared, but desperate. God, it made my chest ache. M: I just… I don’t know what else to do. I feel like I’m drowning. My thumb hovered, and I could feel the laughter threatening to rip out of me. Drowning? In my house. In my love. In me.

I was drowning in them, unable to look away, not even for a moment. Down? Down where?

Don't Say You Love me - Fifth Harmony 💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰 Crushed! Die! Down! Dying! How to describe my current condition. I'm down. I feel like dying. I did not expect my fate ended tragically like this. Who wants herself like this? Nothing! Only one thing I can do. Cry! After three days of slumping, I shut myself in the room and could only cry. I remember, for three days, only one meal entered my stomach. Miraculously my stomach always feels full.

"And now that I'm in too deep, I won't drag you down with me." """"""

I wet my lower lip after seeing those shining blue pools that made me want to drown myself. To be continued…