LOGIN~*JUNE*~
I spin on my stool so fast I almost topple over.
“Where is he?” I ask, feeling my heart lurch in my chest.
“Over there,” Tyler says, pointing toward the VIP booth.
My eyes follow his finger, and the world seems to slow, the music fading into a dull roar.
Andrew and Maddie come into view, bathed in the glittering light near the VIP booth.
His back is to me, but I recognize him instantly—the slope of his shoulders, the curl of his hair.
In his arms is… Maddie.
Her fingers are tangled in his hair, and his hands grip her hips like claws.
They’re tangled together, mouths locking with a desperate, hungry intensity.
My body goes rigid, and my limbs grow heavy, every nerve turning numb all at once.
My heart skips a beat, then hammers in my chest, racing twice as fast.
The world around me moves, then blurs into shadows and the muffled thumps of music, as I stare at them, unable to tear my eyes away.
As I watch them kiss, my heart squeezes so tightly in my chest I think I’m going to have a heart attack.
I feel betrayed in every possible way.
Andrew apologized to me just a few minutes ago, and now he’s shoving his tongue down Maddie’s throat.
Does this mean he meant everything he said earlier?
That he only apologized because he pitied me… or probably took me for a fool?
No. I shake my head.
He does not get to play with me like that.
Anger surges through me, heating my body so intensely it’s a miracle I don’t burst into flames.
Before I realize it, I’m off the stool.
My legs are moving on their own, pushing through the crowd.
“Hey, wait!” Tyler calls from behind me, but I don’t look back.
I keep moving, my vision narrowing, locked on Andrew and Maddie.
A girl passes by, carrying two glasses of red wine.
Without slowing, I snatch one, feeling the cool glass press into my hand.
I weave through the crowd, until I’m right beside Andrew and Maddie.
His cologne hits me first—sharp, familiar, suffocating.
They’re lost in each other, lips glued together, completely oblivious to the world—or to me.
Maddie’s perfectly painted nails dig into his back, and every subtle movement between them twists my stomach.
And in that moment, I don’t think.
I just act.
I swing my arm and the glass of red wine sails through the air, splattering across Andrew’s face and soaking the front of his white shirt.
He jerks away from Maddie with a wet, startled sound.
“The fuck—?!” he groans.
Maddie stumbles back, her mouth open in shock as a few drops of wine speckle her dress.
Andrew scrubs at his eyes, smearing the wine as he blinks.
Then his gaze locks on me.
His face pales. “June?”
Every betrayal, every twist in my stomach, ignites into a burning fury I can’t hold back.
My fists clench tightly, pressing into my palms until they almost draw blood.
I step closer to Andrew until barely any air could pass between us.
“What the fucking hell, Andrew!” I hiss.
“What are you doing here, June?” he grumbles, more concerned with my presence than the fact I just caught him cheating.
"I just caught you cheating on me, Andrew, and that's what you ask me?" I retort.
Maddie spins toward me, her gaze flicking to the empty glass in my hand before snapping back to my face. “You psychotic bitch,” she hisses. “Why did you pour wine on us?”
I ignore her.
My eyes stay locked on Andrew’s, burning into him.
"Let me guess—you couldn’t wait, right?” I spit. “Had to come straight to the club and shove your tongue down Maddie’s throat? Was my body not good enough?” I tilt my head. “Or did you just need to see if hers still tasted the same?”
“June, it’s not what it looks like—” he sputters.
“It’s exactly what it looks like, Andrew! I’m not blind!” My voice echoes over the club's pounding music.
The area around us falls silent, conversations cut off, and all eyes turn toward us.
“Andrew, who is she and why is she screaming at you?” Maddie asks, narrowing her eyes, giving me a look that says I’m crazy.
Maybe I am.
Figuratively, at least.
But one thing is certain—Andrew is the one driving me to the brink of madness.
Andrew turns to Maddie and smiles. “She’s just a friend, Maddie, and nothing happened. You don’t have to worry yourself.”
What the…
I’m just a friend?
Bloody hell.
This has to be some kind of sick joke.
He turns back to me, jaw tight, eyes flicking with something I can’t read.
“Andre—”
Before I can finish, he grabs my arm tightly.
“Let’s go talk somewhere else,” he says, dragging me to a corner before I can protest.
The moment we get there, I yank my hand free. “Let go of me!”
He exhales sharply and takes a step back, his fingers running through his hair as if he’s trying to wrestle with his own thoughts.
“What was that just now, huh?” I scowl, narrowing my eyes. “I’m just a friend? Seriously?”
“Let’s not do this here, June,” he mutters.
“Like hell we are!” I snap.
The people around begin to stare at us but I don’t care.
Andrew looks around, then stares back at me. “Calm your voice down. People can hear you.”
“I don’t fucking care!”
He ruffles his hair and lets out a loud sigh.
Gritting my teeth, I step closer. “Why the hell were you cheating on me?”
“It was a mistake, June, I didn’t mean to,” he says quickly, trying to sound casual.
“A mistake?” I fake a laugh. “You’re really full of shit, aren’t you?”
He presses his lips together, then opens his mouth only to close it again, staring at me as if the words refuse to form.
The silence stretches between us before he finally speaks. “Let’s just put this behind us and pretend it never happened.” He steps closer and strokes my arm. “You love me, right? So, you’ll do that for me, won’t you?”
Feeling repulsed by his touch, I step back, keeping a distance between us. “Do you even hear yourself? Pretend it never happened? How is that supposed to work?”
He sighs. “You’re just overthinking this.”
“I’m overthinking?”
“Yes, you are”
“Oh, really?” I scoff. “Then explain it to me. Why the fuck were you kissing Maddie? Give me a logical reason, so I don’t overthink it.”
He opens his mouth, hesitates, then avoids my eyes. “It’s… complicated.”
“Complicated?” I fire back. “The hell, Andrew? Are you fucking kidding me right now? You apologized to me just a few hours ago, saying you never meant what you said about still being in love with Maddie and using me… and now you’re locking lips with her?”
He runs a hand over his face. “Okay. If it’s an apology you want, June… I’m sorry,” he says quickly.
“Fuck you and your apology, Andrew. I don’t need it!” I snap.
"Look, relax, okay? There's no need to be dramatic. We'll talk about this once you've calmed down. Just go home and wait for me there."
Go home?
My blood boils.
After everything, he expects me to turn around and leave without getting an explanation, like some trained dog obeying his every command.
“If you think I’m going home without an explanation, you’re joking,” I snap.
“I have no explanation to give you, June. I didn’t do anything that warrants one,” he mutters.
I run my hands through my hair, trying my best to calm myself before I actually lose it.
My jaw tightens. “You’re truly something else. You cheat on me, and you have the guts to say that!”
Andrew’s eyes dart away for a split second, then he meets mine with a flicker of something I can’t place.
“Oh, come on, June… don’t act like a fucking saint, like you’ve never cheated on me before.”
I feel my world crash around me, my stomach turning to a puddle at my feet.
“How dare you accuse me of cheating? I’ve been nothing but faithful to you! And what do I get in return? You cheat on me with your ex and then have the audacity to gaslight me!”
I bite my lip until it hurts, swallowing back the lump rising in my throat.
My voice cracks as I force the words out. “Be honest with me, Andrew. Did you… ever love me?"
He stares at me, silent, his expression completely blank.
Closing my eyes, I count to thirty, waiting for him to give me an answer—but he doesn't.
His silence is all the answer I need.
My chest heaves as I press my lips together, forcing back the tears threatening to fall.
Opening my eyes, I glare at him.
“You know what?” I spit. “Tyler was right about you. You’re such a selfish asshole, and I should’ve broken up with your pathetic ass a long time ago.”
He opens his mouth, but I cut him off before he can speak.
“You want Maddie? Fine. You can have her. We are done.”
He freezes, his eyes doubling in size. “What… what do you mean we’re done?”
“It’s over between us, Andrew.”
He shakes his head stubbornly. “It’s not over until I say it’s over.”
I scoff, a bitter laugh escaping me. “Well, newsflash, asshole—I’m breaking up with you.”
A waiter passes with a tray of filled wine glasses.
Without thinking, I snatch one, pour it over Andrew’s shirt, and brush past him, leaving him drenched and stunned.
And just like that, my first love of three years is over.
~*JUNE*~Well, this is inconvenient.It’s Monday… again.The weekend slipped by in a blur, and now the weight of the workweek settles over me like a heavy, damp blanket.I wish every day could be a weekend.Mondays are the worst.It’s not just that work starts again—it’s the crowded roads, the frantic energy of the city, and the relentless traffic that makes everything feel like a race I’m already losing.I almost arrived late today.The narrow miss leaves my heart hammering against my ribs.I really need to start getting up earlier to catch the train or the bus.Using cabs every time is becoming far too expensive, and I need to be strict with my savings for my new apartment.Ugh… life as an adult is exhausting.Nobody warns you about the constant, grinding pressure of just existing when you finally grow up, the way the bills stack up, the way sleep becomes a luxury, the way your back hurts for no reason and your patience runs thin, and yet you still have to show up every single day a
~*JUNE*~I can’t catch a fucking break.My life feels like a living hell.Now I don’t just have to deal with my crazy boss, I also have to deal with my ex who won’t stop calling me.The past week has been nothing but stress, and Andrew just won’t stop calling.No matter how many times I block his number, he always finds a way around it, using new numbers, private calls, and sending endless messages.My phone has become a constant source of noise.It vibrates, lights up, drags me out of whatever fragile peace I manage to find.There’s no quiet anymore. No break.Even today, which is a weekend and my one chance to claw back the sleep I’ve lost to this exhausting week—the one time I should be able to sleep in, breathe, and forget everything for a few hours—my phone on the nightstand is buzzing like a trapped hornet.It started before the sun was even fully up.At first, I ignored it, burying my face deeper into the pillow, hoping it would stop, hoping Andrew would finally get the message.
~*JUNE*~I blink at Mr. Macaulay, like a confused owl that’s just been smacked in the face with a fish.Are my ears playing tricks on me, or did he really just ask me that?At this point, I am absolutely certain this insufferable excuse for a man has finally lost his damn mind.Something in that overpriced British skull of his has snapped. Melted. Completely short-circuited.No sane human being asks their secretary, before nine in the morning, whether she enjoyed watching him get… his cock sucked."Didn't you?" he repeats, that infuriating smirk spreading slowly across his face.God… I want to wipe it off his face. No—smack it clean off.I really want nothing more than to grab the folder on the desk in front of him and bring it down on his head—again and again—until that smirk fractures and crumbles like cheap plaster.But I can’t actually do that, can I?I just stand there in silence, my jaw working like I’m chewing on glass.He looks up at me like he’s expecting me to say an answer.
—•TRISTAN•—When I hear June’s voice, I almost dismiss it as another trick of my mind—but it sounds too vivid, too real.I’ve replayed her voice in my head a hundred times before, yet none of them have ever come close to this.I snap my head toward the door, and my body freezes.June is standing in my office doorway. Her hand is still on the door handle, her body frozen mid-step.She’s clutching a folder to her chest like a shield, her knuckles white around the edges.Her face has gone pale, drained of all colour, and her honey-brown eyes are wide as saucers, locked on me and Bianca.She looks as though someone’s just thrown a bucket of cold water over her.For one terrible, suspended moment, I don’t move.Bianca is still on her knees between my legs, my cock still in her mouth.And June… June is watching.Then instinct kicks in."Stop," I say, my voice hoarse.I shove Bianca away, pulling my cock out of her mouth with a wet sound that seems to echo in the sudden silence.Fumbling to s
~*JUNE*~As I step toward the glass doors, they slide open like a mouth waiting to swallow me whole.I cross the lobby and make my way to my desk, settling into the chair.It’s more luxurious than my old one, bigger, sleeker, but it feels empty. Lonely.There’s no one to talk to.The only person around is a security guard at the far end, slumped in his chair with his chin on his chest, never missing a chance to sleep on the job.I pull out my phone and stare at the messages I don’t want to read."Hello, Miss June," an unfamiliar voice says.I look up.A middle-aged woman is walking toward me. Her blonde hair is pulled back so tightly it looks like it’s fighting to escape.Her blazer is pressed, her lips painted the color of a fresh wound.She stops in front of my desk and looks down at me."Good morning. My name is Sarah," she says."Good morning, Sarah."She smiles, but it’s clearly fake.Even someone blind could see through it.She extends a folder toward me, holding it between two m
~*JUNE*~"June! Your phone is ringing!" Tyler calls from downstairs, his voice echoing through the apartment like a foghorn."I'm coming!" I shout back, my fingers fumbling with the hairbrush as I yank it through the tangles in my hair.I fling the brush onto the bed, snatch my bag, and sling it over my shoulder.My gaze flicks to the clock on the nightstand.7:25."Shit! I need to hurry."Even though I hate my job—hate being that annoying prick’s secretary with every fibre of my being—I still don’t want to be late."If you don’t come get your phone now, I swear I’m throwing it out the window!" Tyler bellows from downstairs."Relax, I’m coming!" I call back, rushing out of the room and down the stairs.My feet pound against each step until I burst into the sitting room.Tyler is draped across the couch, one hand buried in a family-sized bag of chips, crumbs scattered across his chest like a messy snowdrift.He shoves a handful into his mouth and speaks through the crunch."Your phone’s







