All the Names She Wore
My body trembles, both from fear and from the sickening possibility that I’m not imagining this, not misinterpreting it, not creating drama out of loneliness.
What if…
What if this is real?
I swallow against the lump in my throat and type:
Why are you doing this?
No answer.
Only three blinking dots.
Then they disappear.
I feel like the floor drops out from under me.
I stagger to my feet and go to the bathroom, turning on the light. The brightness is harsh, spotlighting the dark circles under my eyes, the tension in my jaw, the exhaustion lining every part of my expression.
I press my hands to the sides of the sink and try to steady my breathing.