Wala Na Malungkot Na Ako Everyday 소설 & 이야기

I still had a wedding to plan for and a whole life with this adorable, loving, romantic man. I know it's a bit sudden to start my story with the best day ever, but like I said, keep looking for the next one. This was the first best day ever, so that is where my story of best days begins. I can still remember the smell of salt on the sea as it lapped against the side of the boat and the sound of the waves gently rocking us as tears welled up in my eyes. I felt I was the happiest girl in the world. I can't believe I was that girl, really. It feels like centuries have passed since then, although

Hinayaan ko lang 'to dahil wala naman sigurong makakakita sa 'kin sa ganitong sitwasyon ko. Crying silently. Nothing like a good cry in the shower so no one can see just how much pain you're in. Pagkatapos kong mag shower ay agad na pinalibot ko sa katawan ko ang malaking puting roba ko. I step out of the shower, every night I stare at my reflection in the mirror--hating everything I see. I fall to the floor and cry because I wish I wasn't me.... Mabilis na inayos ko ang sarili ko at ginamot ang sugat ko bago tumungo na sa higaan ko at humiga bago malalim na bumuntong hininga at pinikit ang mga mata.

A vast of energy came, at wala na akong nararamdamang tao sa likod ko. I'm extremely angry. I want to cry. Let me cry, let me burst into tears... Please.. Humarap ako sa likod ko. Wala nang tao roon. At nakasara ang pinto. I took off my mask. Ang bigat bigat ng dibdib ko. Pero tanging dugo lang sa ilong ko ang natulo. Pinunasan ko ito nang pinunasan. Pero wala, tumutulo pa rin.

] "Uh hello Gideon, Ano'ng kailangan mo?' ["Nothing at all. Galing lang akong trabaho and I want to know how's your day?"] How's my day? Kung sabihin ko kaya sa kaniya na nakipag usap sa akin si Maliyah at kulang na lang ay maglabas siya ng kutsilyo para talagang matakot ako at layuan na siya Humugot ako ng malalim na hininga at hinanda ang sarili.

Alice’s cryptic words were not helpful either. He has me seething, restless and utterly desolate inside. My tears have frozen like jagged tiny icicles inside me to inflict even more pain. As though a cold front moved in and killed all my internal organs so that even crying is impossible. Just bloody swell and my plans and hopes that today would be a great day are defunct. Killed my mood, brought down the sun and ruined everything. Like a typical son of a b*tch whose internal compass points only at his own egotistical needs and thinks nothing beyond that.

Alex Nothing feels the same anymore. Everything around me feels heavy, wrong—like I’m slowly sinking and no one even notices. I’m completely drained, from home to work, trapped in a cycle that leaves no room to breathe. Every day, I wear that same fake smile, pretending I’m fine while something inside me is tearing apart.

I don’t want to lose him. I went inside my house, it felt so cold like a dead cold. It didn’t feel like a house, it felt like a cabin with no warmth, and with the warmth, I don’t mean heat, I mean heat. Today is proving to be the worst day of my life. I sat over the floor and my eyes were oozing out of tears. I can't believe what's happening with my life. The person that I love is leaving me, I have no idea about my family my papa. Nobody loves me. I feel like giving up my life. It's been a tragic day. I was crying and crying and crying, then a message popped up on my phone. It was papa

"Why are you crying this time? Where are you now? Pupuntahan kita." When I heard that cold but worried voice, mas lalo pa'kong napaluha as I'm starting to miss him now. Missing him keep annoying me to hell. He was like that anyway. Nagagawa nitong pawiin kung anumang problema ang kinakaharap ko with him kept ticking me off and getting into my nerves.

you dont have any choice but to tell me kung ano talaga ang nangyari bg gabing iyon alam kung may hindi nasabi sa akin si zandra kaya ginawa iyun sa kanya Sometimes I feel like im heartless but sometimes I feel like im not. I don’t know what I am I feel mystery I feel like im empty and I need to fullfil it. I don’t I just want to suffer who made me suffer, am I wrong? I am wrong ? no one teach me no one told me about my mistake and my right it just me

His еуеѕ dropped down, almost rеаlіѕіng thе impact his wоrdѕ wоuld hаvе on mе. “Fuсk уоu, Rуаn! Dо уоu еvеn know whаt іt’ѕ lіkе tо hаvе уоur hеаrt rірреd оut? Tо lоѕе thе реrѕоn you lоvе thе most, tо wаkе up every day tо a huge gаріng hole. Yеаh, I just fucking love bеіng thіѕ brоkеn, іt’ѕ thе hіghlіght of my dау to drаg еvеrуоnе dоwn with mу mіѕеrу,” I ѕоbbеd, аѕ mу bоdу ѕhооk with аngеr аnd tears. “Iz, I juѕt meant . . .”