Novel & Cerita What It Means To Be You Chapter 1

He thinks: this is the always. He thinks: this is everything. The day begins. The coffee is made. The FT is open. The space between them is known and occupied and entirely, irrevocably, theirs. This is Tuesday. This is always. This is the last chapter, which is also the first day, which is also every day, which is also the only day that has ever mattered. The day begins.

What the hell was I doing? I wasn’t a boy chasing after a crush. I wasn’t stupid or impulsive. I’d spent years building walls thicker than this damn estate. And yet… The hallway stretched out in front of me. Dark. Empty. I pressed a palm to the back of my neck and let my head drop forward. Abigail Davenport had no idea what she did to me. And I had no idea how to stop it. Eventually, I turned the other way and forced myself to walk toward my room. Each step felt heavier than the last.

"They’re trying to turn a Life back into a Story. But as long as we keep the Hearth warm, they’ll never be able to find the 'Full Stop'." I looked at the horizon. The 190th Chapter was over. It wasn't a cliffhanger. It wasn't a tragedy. It was a Settlement. And as the Moon-Apex light in my marrow settled into a steady, peaceful hum, I realized that for the first time in my life, I wasn't waiting for the next chapter. I was In it. The Audit is a Memory. The Asset is a Mother. The North is Home.

Welcome to a chapter of introspection and self-discovery. What follows is a dialogue with self, an intimate conversation that delves into the depths of one's thoughts, aspirations, and inner conflicts. This is not merely a monologue, but a discourse between different facets of the same being. In this chapter, you will witness a journey of questioning, reflection, and realization. It is a moment captured from the protagonist's narrative, a moment where they engage in a profound dialogue with themselves, exploring the intricacies of their desires, fears, and ambitions.

How much I miss her smile, her voice, her chasing me when didn't used to eat but play. I felt someone shaking me, I opened my eyes to see a pair of beautiful hazel eyes,looking at me with pure innocence. Oh don't tell me you came to show me Pity! "Hey are you alright?" I heard her sweet voice which was full of ....pity?? God I hate it when someone shows pity to me. "You don't have to come here showing me your pity I don't need it!" I snapped. Hurt flashed in her eyes. She too snapped on me,"I'm not pitying you, you idiot. I saw you crying so I wanted to be there for you"..."God why do I even think of helping someone." She said the last part more to herself.

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“What made you so scared?” *** The chapter you have been waiting for, I guess lol