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The kind of love I felt with her was different, unique, and special. "You love her?" He shook his head and looked down. I guess he knew he had messed up badly. But my whole attention was on that word *love*. Were my feelings for her more than an addiction? I never thought the day would come when I would become addicted to love. I stared at him with no emotions in my eyes, but a thought—a thought of giving her everything she has been missing—appeared in my head. "Tell me what have you done to her in the past." I looked at him and shoved one hand in my coat’s pocket. I wanted to know where to start from.

He apologized the next day but had more drinks that night. Spencer did not want to admit he was using alcohol as an excuse to do things he would not dare sober. Perhaps it was a man's baser instincts, but his initial guilt gave way to indulgence. He even found pleasure in ways he had never imagined before. Even when Ariana resisted, he felt an intense satisfaction. However, Spencer's guilt multiplied as Ariana's mental state deteriorated afterward. But his craving for her body was addictive. He could not control his urges to be close to her.

He had encouraged it—demanded it—to keep them tethered to him. Nora fingers tapped a frantic rhythm. She paused, the blue light reflecting in her wide eyes. “Yes.” She pivoted the screen toward Robbin, pointing to a digital rap sheet. “These were the substances in her system after her arrest. It’s a list of heavy narcotics.” Robbin leaned in, her eyes scanning the clinical jargon. “Severe withdrawal symptoms... frequent hospitalizations for overdose. So that’s where she’s been. Chasing the ghost of a high while we were chasing the sun.”

“During a pool party organized by one of our classmates then, I secretly heard Jason telling Tasha that he still wanted her back in his life. I was instantly shattered. I can't even fully explain how broken I was the moment I heard him explaining how he wanted her to give him another chance. But Tasha made it very clear to him that night that she was over and done with him. However, I still felt like trash, and that same night, for the first time, I got hooked on drugs to cope, and that became my next addiction. Jason and I were still in a relationship, or so I thought, but I was no longer getting much of his attention and his so-called love he once said he had for me. Even the sex started m

“I know what he is going through. I don’t have anything to tell him. Why don’t you try?” “He won’t listen to me.” “He had never listened to anyone and that’s why nobody wants to stop him even if we all can see he is calling his death.” “He used to smoke and drink but the addiction has increased after your sister’s death.” “Even Samira couldn’t change him.” Rudra Reddy glared at Ryan Jenkins. “Even nature can’t change him. So, don’t even think about it.” Yohan Dixon gulped the brandy and walked to the trolley beside the couch.

The distance is correct. The snow is still falling outside the window, though lighter now. The blizzard's fury has downgraded to something quieter, a steady, patient accumulation that shows no sign of stopping. The roads are still buried. The world outside this room remains inaccessible, which means the world inside it is all there is. My father died because he couldn't control his need for his mate. Chained himself in silver. Chewed through his own wrists. I grew up terrified of becoming that. The madness, the loss of control, the animal need that ate a man alive.

he said, leaning casually against the edge of the desk. I raised an eyebrow, picking up the folder. “You work fast.” “I aim to please,” Xander said with a grin. Let's just say that Henry wasn't as squeaky clean as you might think. Opening the folder, I scanned the contents, my eyes narrowing as I flipped through the pages. The further I read, the darker my mood became. Photos, texts, receipts—all damning evidence that painted a clear picture. Henry wasn’t just cheating. He was blatantly, unapologetically unfaithful.

I don't know if it's due to our poor communication or if my love for him is just escaping the window. Chase and I have come along, and the last thing I want to do to him is cheat on him, but it seems I don't have a choice. All this guilt is killing me day by day, but still, I can't stop. I have become so attached to my coach lately, and it all started after that single night we spent together, and I'm sure tonight will form a steal for my addiction to him. "What's wrong with me?"

In my mind, I'd fantasize about some lecherous man charging at me, shoving me to the ground, and roughly forcing my legs apart. Then came the weekend. My roommates invited me to a bar. I'd heard there were plenty of good-looking guys there. It was like waving a red flag at my hungry inner demon. Soon we arrived at the bar. A few drinks went down smoothly. And I couldn't resist the urge to expose myself again, right there in the crowd. That craving was more addictive than poison. It felt like ants crawling under my skin. I couldn't sit still. But my roommates were right next to me. There was no way I could do that kind of thing in front of them.

“I think she knew that we were related long before. And I think that she used that information to get money for her business.” “Are you sure? I mean, she was doing pretty well with the whole modeling thing.” “She also had a very, very big shopping addiction and a party lifestyle. She…. She’s always been important to me, but she’s always had her own share of problems.” I made a face. “What kind of problems? I always thought she was just America’s Sweetheart or something.” “I don’t really know all of it. I know they made her go to rehab once. When she came back, she wasn’t really herself. She stopped partying up until that year that she disappeared.”