Go Away Chris
Simply because the moment for it never seemed to arrive naturally, and I let the evening pass without manufacturing one.
She was reading when I came to bed, and she turned the light off when I settled in, and she said goodnight in the particular way she did when she was slightly tired, warm but economical, and I lay in the dark and thought about the word distance the way Vanessa had used it and how neatly it had sat in the space between one sentence and the next, doing its work without anyone noticing it being placed there.