Why God Why Novels & Stories

Using my mind, I told God how thankful and happy I am for his gift of life and for everything that's happening to me. I agree that there's always a flaw in every star .. and I found mine. I asked God if he will forgive me and Wyatt for having this sinful relationship together. I asked him if it is so wrong to follow your heart, and if everything really has a reason why they're happening, I wanna know why .. why did we end up like this?

I walked to him and asked. " Why are You're back?! But why now?." "Because......

My only family was lying in the hospital bed, fighting for her life day and night. What would I do now? Why God is doing this to me? I looked up at the ceiling. Grandma used to say God sees us, hears us and helps us if we choose the right path. Then why is he not helping her? Why is she suffering? She was a good soul, and neither did I do any wrong in life, then why? Why God is taking my loved ones one by one? First mom and now Grandma. What did I do wrong? Please tell me...

" WHYYY? WHAT DID I'VE DONE WRONG!! *Sniffed* WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPENED TO ME? WHY I'M SO FRAGILE? WHY I'M ALWAYS FOOLED BY SOMEONE? WHYYYYYY? " I cried, literally in pain. " Why does nobody loves me? " " I do love you! "

He kept his hands deep in his pockets and began jingling his keys in the right one. "Why do you believe in HIM?" he asked. "Because HE believes in me." Her response sounded too cocky that he scoffed. "Yeah, right." "A few days ago, my mom explained God to me like this," — she ignored his remark — "She said, ‘the world refuses to believe there's a God, but they believe in love. And love is an emotion we can't see, touch, but only feel. If we can believe so much in love, why not in God?" She checked his face to see if he was listening, then stopped walking.

He was deaf to my pleas. "Please William, this will not change the outcome. Let us not spend our last days together like this." I pleaded with him, and he looked at me with his black eyes. "Why El, Why us. Why does it have to be us? These gods have tormented us for too long. Now they want to take you from me. Why should I be calm El, Why?" he asked me, and I could not answer his question. I could not tell him why. All I did was stare at him and cry.

This time his eyes stopped on a poem. "Why do we love? Why do we dream? Why are we failing? Why do we forgive? Perhaps because love is the force that keeps us alive, because it is love that has guided us from the beginning. Why do we love? Why do we hope? Why do we suffer? Why do we forget? Perhaps because loving is the most human thing possible... I have no other answer, I only know that I love you and you love me. Why do we love? Why do we dream?

I whispered to myself. "What have I done to you?.....WHY?????...WHY????....FUCKING WHY?!" I shouted to the sky. "WHY DID YOU LET THIS HAPPEN?....WHY DID YOU TAKE MY FAITH FROM ME?....WHY?" I shouted to God, while pointing to the ceiling. "YOU KNEW EVERYTHING....YOU WERE WATCHING EVERYTHING YET YOU DIDN'T STOP ME....YOU DIDN'T SAFE HER....WHY!!" I yelled at God. "I BELEIVED IN YOU BUT YOU TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME" I cried.

" Why it has to be only her God? Out of all why it has to be her? Why she? Why not me? " *sob* " wasn't my love pure enough for him that rather it being me it's her!? " *sob* " You know how much I love him but still someone else! Why? " *sob* " Why it has to be her when I love him? " *sob* " Why she's his treatment why not I? " *sob* " It annoys me! It is fucking killing me with the mere thought of letting my man around another woman for the sake of his treatment? "

Her eyes eery as I see the flames reflect in her white eyes. “And the other part?” I ask her and she looks back at me. The look in her eyes sends a shiver down my spine. Why the fuck did I have to ask that? “Well, the other part is from the gods themselves. Do you know how often the gods hear prayers asking why? Why things were happening to them? Why did their mates hurt them? Why things never went their way? Why they weren’t loved? Why they aren’t good enough?” I shake my head at her words and she looks down.