Novel & Cerita Will You End My Pain

I wanted it all to end. I was forced to the ground but the sharp pain in my waist. I am all alone in this house. There is no one I can meet for help. Is this it? I am finally wolfing out? This have to be it. It will end in five minutes, that is what people say. I will just have to endure until that time is over. I closed my eyes and kept screaming in the unending pain. It was more than five minutes but the pain isn't over yet. I was wolfing out. No fangs, no long nails, no furs, nothing.

“You are not? But I took the pill and…" “I understand that the pain you're in is unbearable and if I were in your shoes, I would have probably done the same but it's not good for you, Kiara. I know it helps with the pain but you are going to have to be able to withstand the pain on your own. Don't worry, I'll be right by your side holding you hand. If you need to hurt someone to lessen your pain then hurt me. I want to share your pain with you"...

Unable to bear that pain, I start to convince myself that whatever she said must be lie. I could not believe and accept that she had left me.. Therefore, I went to all her friends house in search of her but no one knew where she had gone.. I could not bear her separation.. Wherever I look, the pain I had given her came and stood before my eyes like fire.. I was wandering around like crazy not knowing what to do.. I started to consume drugs to endure all my pain.. I began to torment myself with the thought that I was the reason for her pain.. I don’t know how to endure my pain without help of drugs.. I knew that I took the wrong way to find the relief for my pain and it's going to destroy me

It was really severely red and must be hurting too. “Didn't you say I will never understand the pain of not being able to hate the person I want to hate the most? I do. I do understand the pain. But, never mind... just do what I told you to do." ~The end (part 1)

I wasn’t able to stop the howl of pain that escaped me as I felt my own heart being ripped to pieces. I couldn’t breathe… I couldn’t… I saw Endora’s body drop to the ground, her barrier dissipating as my body began shutting down. The last thing I saw was Kiara’s terrified face as she rushed towards me, the strong taste of blood and the pain consuming me as my vision darkened… I had never felt so much pain… ‘Hold on...' The electrifying current of her touch was faint before my world went black. This was it. My End. I'm sorry.

He asked. I balled up my fist in anger till my knuckles turned white."Yes." I admitted. He sighed. "Faith let me tell you. That never works." He said sadly. "Believe me I tried that before. Drinking doesn't get rid of the pain permanently. You only get to live without the pain for a day, but then the next day it goes back and will stay there forever. Following you around like a ghost." He explained. I turned away from him. Everyday I always have to live with the pain for 3 years. I just want to live without that pain for just one day. One day is all I ask for.

You can just sit and watch that person suffer. You’ll be mine someday, I’m sure of it Your life is my life I won’t be able to live without You for even a single moment. Where sunlight will be cast upon darkness. Our haven will be there My destination is there, where Your traces are. I won't let that thing have you you. I will reduce the pain. I will do anything that I can to reduce your pain to help you. I promise.

Martin coaxed, giving me renewed strength. I nodded and bit my lip, gripping the handle to apply more pressure as I squeezed my stomach. How long have I been like this? I do not know. All I know is that I wanted this suffering to end. Even Alaric, who never left my side, could not do anything to alleviate the pain. Only release will stop the pain, and so I pushed harder and harder, timing each with my breathing. Alaric hovered over me. I gripped his hand as another pain hit me. Then, I made one last final push.

It's all me. I started crying nonstop because the pain was so overwhelming. That's all I can do, cry. Cry it all out. But even if I cry until the morning it just won't stop. My hearts bleeding so much. Then I saw a sharp glass next to me. It came from the glass table I broke down. My mind's in a haze. I think that I better die now. To end the pain. To end this overwhelming pain I can't even stop. To stop my my heart from bleeding. And to stop myself from breathing. I though, I just want to die. Right now.

"I just want this pain to go away, please, help me, I can't take this anymore, I wish I could just forget everything that had happened" "I can help you get over the pains you're feeling, I can make you forget but I'll need your permission for that" was he really asking for permission to help me overcome my pain? He's got to be kidding me, "anything, I just don't wanna feel this way anymore" he thought for a moment and suddenly stood up, "I'll be right back" with that, I was once again left alone, I thought of Dylan, he had promised that I'll be the only woman he'll love for the rest of his life but it seems like they were just talk, he didn't mean any if them, flashes of Myla wrapping her ar