Ya Que Sobrio No Me Da Novels & Stories

ANASTASIA Well, maybe I will agree with everyone at this point: Drinking is a bad thing. It induces this stupid courage in you and leaves you hanging there and staring blankly at the mess you’ve caused once the effect is gone. I’m biting my lips so hard right now because I can’t believe the mess I’ve gotten myself into.

Gio is beside me that also alongside Joshua. “Lou, drink this!” Gio suddenly gave me a cup filled with an alcoholic drink. “Sorry, I don’t drink” I answer her. “Why? Just taste it for once!” He begged. “I have to work later at night,” I responded. I don’t drink, to be honest. I don’t like the smell of it and it makes me nauseous. “It will not make you dizzy! Swear!” He forced. “I am wearing contact lenses today” I changed the topic.

“Why so sad?” “No alcohol does that to a person. I haven’t been near as sick, but I now get sick in the mornings at like four. I don’t care who you are. If I’m awake between midnight and four. I’m just fucking pissed.” I just looked at my best friend and smiled. She will always be a home to me.

24. Thane🎶 I'm not a heavy drinker, occasionally I would sit by my window and have two or three shots of whiskey to calm my nerves and tonight is no different, my mind was still in turmoil after my talk with Soraya, I understand how she wouldn't want to open up to me yet fully but knowing it's because of that boy she restrains herself around me, sucks, I'm not going to lie it stings a little to even think about.

I asked her what she did and she said, “Why do you care?" I said CRYSTAL! Tell me what you just did. At this point, the liquor I consumed earlier wasn't working and I was sobering up mentally. She laughed, but it wasn't a humorous laugh, this laugh was dark and I didn't like it. It scared me. She said,

She added and i let out a deep scoff. "Maria, what work? What's the wildest thing i could do now?” She asked and i smiled. "I don't know" "I'm at like zero productivity with no- no life. It's weird that i didn't think my sobriety would take it all. You know whats a wild day, going to the club and pulling up extreme stunts that they throw the money up in the air and then we go backstage with them and then the drugs—" I sheepishly paused.

Mу рrоgrаm is tоо іmроrtаnt. I nееd to ѕtау ѕоbеr mоrе thаn I nееd sleep, ѕо I abstain. Any mіnd-аltеrіng ѕubѕtаnсе соuld trіggеr mу desire to drink. Thаt wоuld be ѕаbоtаgе.

I scratched my neck nervously " That's why you are anxious, dropping alcohol is such a big step." " I know." " That's why I love you. You don't hesitate to take big steps. Brave and intelligent. Your brain takes control of all your actions." " That's why I stopped drinking, my brain stops thinking straight when I drink." " Yeah, I noticed. I'm proud of you." " Thanks." " Let's finish breakfast then go to the hotel and take all your luggage, you are staying with me."

I appreciated the fact that he didn’t interrupt me. “So, now that you are sober, you are again sad about your job?” He questioned rhetorically. I nodded and spoke up, “Sophia was right, I did forget about everything that happened but the moment I was sober this morning everything came crashing back to me.” I mumbled. “Why do I feel like, it’s not the whole story. I mean you look like, what should I say, heartbroken. Yea, heartbroken.” He stated while his eyes were now staring at me.

Izzy lets me slide into the booth first, then holds up a finger before she walks away. She's back in seconds with a bottle of my favorite scotch and two glasses. A blunt rests between her lips and I sigh in relief. That's exactly what I need. I realized years ago that me and pills don't mix. Pain pills make me itch and get me way to drowsy and antidepressants make me so depressed I can't get out of bed. The only thing that's helped me in life is weed and liquor in moderation, of course.