You Deserve It Or You Deserved It Novels & Stories

Unti-unti siyang nawawala sa aking paningin, na tila ba ay hindi ko na siya maabutan. To what extent... Hanggang kailan ko kakayanin? Kaya ko ba talaga? The person who used to remind me every single time that I deserve all the good things , makes me question my worth now. Do I deserve this? Napahinto ako sa paglalakad at napaharap sa kalsada nang makarating ako sa waiting shed. Napaangat ako ng tingin at pinanood ang magagandang ilaw na nanggagaling sa mga dumadaang kotse.

If he think that I deserve this then I don't think I deserve this. My heart deserves a warm hug. I don't deserve this kind of pain but I need to deserve it because I loved him and with the name of love I will accept all the pains.

Bakit iba ang nangyari? “Deserve mo talaga ang lahat ng ito. Deserve na deserve mong pagdamutan ka.” kumakalma ng wika ni Oliver na pinunasan na ang agos ng dugo sa pumutok na kilay. “Deserve na deserve mong pagkaitan ng karapatang makilala bilang isang ama.”

“At ngayon, pinag-laruan ulit tayo ng tadhana. Pinag-tagpo tayong muli and this time kinasal na. Ang kulit no? Sa walong buwan na nakasam kita Jace, aaminin kong naging masaya ako. Pero minsan napapatanong ako sa aking sarili, Deserved mo ba ang isang katulad ko? You‘re almost perfect. Pinatunayan mo sa akin na totoo ang pagmamahal mo sa akin. Hinayaan mo ako sa mga gusto kong gawin, naka-suportado ka sa lahat ng gusto kong gawin... “Do I deserve you? you are too much for me, I don't think I'm suitable for you?” *******

You should fix the brokenness and the bleeding. I don't want to cry no more. We deserve to be happy. We deserve to be loved. We deserve to be broken. We deserve to be strong. We deserve to be thinker. We deserve to be hard. We deserve to push our bottom up! We deserve to be queen and king. Because we are equal. You'll make it. Huwag magpatalo. Kailangan mong piliin ang pagkaka-panalo mo. Umulan man o bumagyo? Katamtaman man o mabangis! Kahit anuman ang mangyari sa dulo'y laging may bahaghari.

“Bakit kasi ganyan ka makatingin?!” “Bakit? Tiningnan lang naman kita ah, anong masama do’n?” “Duh? Mayroon kaya tayong tinatawag na implied meaning.” “Whatever,” “But really, I’m over it. Hindi ko na nga maalala na may ex ako. Saka isa pa, he don’t deserve me because I deserved the universe.” “Yeah, you truly deserved the universe. You’re a loss to him.” “I know right, magsisi siyang binitawan niya ako.”

“Ang tigas talaga ng ulo mo. Kaya ko naman, e.” “Alam ko pero… gusto ko lang talagang gawin ‘to.” “Ga…” tawag ko sa kanya. “Thank you. Hindi ko alam kung deserve ko ba lahat ‘to.” He smiled at me thoughtfully. “You deserve them all and you deserve even more.”

“You’re still here.” And somehow, that made me smile. --- Late Morning Naglatag ako ng clean page sa desk. Binuksan ang laptop. Pero hindi agad nag-check ng email. Instead, I opened my notes app and typed: --- “What I Deserve:” * Peace * To be chosen * Love na hindi ko kailangang ikompromiso ang sarili ko * Work that makes me proud * Boundaries * Respect, regardless of job title * A love that shows up. Loudly. Publicly.

She deserved what she got and she has no right to make me feel guilty. "Wala!? This will never happen if you didn't injure my legs! Kung tinulungan mo lang sana ak--" "Tulungan? Naririnig mo ba ang sinasabi mo?" I scoffed in disbelief. "Ikaw ang makapal ang mukha! How dare you ask me for help after what you've done to me! Sinubukan mo akong patayin! Sinaktan mo ako! And you think I will help you? You are the one who did that to yourself! Ikaw ang gumawa ng sunog, hindi ba? Napakasama mong tao. You are horrible, and you really deserved what you got."

She deserved the happiness in this world. She deserves everything.