Novel & Cerita You Had Me In The First Half

Deep breaths in and out, I closed my eyes to regain control. “You are the first person I am saying about this. Pls, don’t say a word to another.” I grabbed my mobile and admitted it to my friend. “I feel like I might faint.” Ignoring whatever she had written after her “OMG” message, I let my phone slide from my lap to my feet and hid my face in my palms. Before I had a minute to myself…or maybe to faint, I was startled by a surprised guy’s voice “M, what the Hell?”

he teased. Charlie's comment made me pout. Maybe what he said was true—I wouldn't be able to see them in La Union if I weren't already heartbroken. My girlfriend used to be my first choice over my friends, but she betrayed me. I'm this idiot again, but I did whatever my ex asked because at that time she forbade me from connecting with my friends here. I foolishly believed that if I did so, we would remain together forever, which we did not, by the way.

He knocked twice before walking into the office. *** The First One was staring at the prettiest one in the group and trying to look interested in the others but it was difficult resisting her charm. The First One made a joke and they all laughed. She was beautiful, gorgeous and perfect. The First One finished addressing the group and left them. He headed for the parking lot. Today had been quite an exhausting day. Just like the others, he was dedicating a lot of time towards knowing her. He already knew her turn-on, turn-off, taste, daily routines and even her bedtime.

Focus on you. And for the first time in a long time, I actually listened.

Maybe that was what a healthy relationship was supposed to feel like. On the day of my engagement party, I received a text from an unknown number. [Congratulations.] I knew exactly who it was. I didn't reply. I simply blocked the number and put my phone away. Some chapters are meant to stay closed. And this time, I never looked back.

Had not been anyone I could place in the first half second of hearing it, which was the part that settled in my chest with a weight that the afternoon had not had until this moment. Someone had been here. And they had seen us.

I’ve been like this for half an hour now after I ran. Before tonight, I never had a clear picture of him. The memory of our first meeting was hazy, marked only by his bright hair. Now I see him fully, and I hate it. I wish I’d never laid eyes on him again. The pain he caused me had been fading, and I thought tonight might finally be good. But now it’s ruined.

POV: Victoria You know, the first time was a bomb. The first time we met, we had spent some time shopping and talking about our lives. I always enjoy my time with him because he makes me feel special and he makes me forget my problems with my family. All my life, I have always felt that I needed a friend I could confide in. That void in her heart was filled when I met Miguel, he is my other half that I never even knew was missing.

The more clearly the image in her mind was held as she thought, When she first met Jackson that night, she was so enraged that she almost immediately freaked out when she saw him screwing himself inside her. It took her some time to finally put everything into perspective. She began chasing her breath as she held it inside of her. She didn't trust what her mind was telling her, and as she left with a Jackson doppelganger rather than the Jackson she had been with, tears began to fall from her eyes. She don’t think she can face him.

Like it’s losing its grip. I don’t fight it. Not fully. Not yet. But I don’t let go either. I stay there. Somewhere in between. Half awake. Half gone. And for now. That’s as far as I get. But it’s not nothing. Not anymore.