You're Not Enough And That's Okay Novels & Stories

Please Andre, I saw my shortcomings after I met you. I saw my inadequacy when I couldn't help my obsession. I am addicted to you even from a distance. I want to get closer, I am a novice in love and relationships. I'll definitely make a lot of mistakes, but correct me and put me right. If you think my love is not enough, tell me what I should do to earn your cravings. Tell me how I should behave to be a proper woman, to be your kind of woman and make you fall in love with me.

This time— It’s true. Not forced. Not constrained. Real. And as the silence settles once more— It finally feels right. Not perfect. Not fixed. Just— Balanced. And for the first time— That’s enough.

Not perfect. Not magical. Not fairytale. Just real. And real was more than enough.

Not because I was strong enough alone. But because I wasn't alone anymore. And that was okay. Better than okay. That was everything.

Tonight, there’s only us. And that’s enough.

I'm just not good enough. He has her because I'm not good enough. I'm not pretty enough, not captivating enough, not sexy enough, not enough. It's not that he doesn't want a Mate—maybe he does, just not me. It's back to this. It's my fault. It's my fault I'm not good enough. If only I were like the other girls, right? If only I were them. If only I brushed my hair every morning and wore tight clothes and acted properly and starved and wore makeup and... But even then, I couldn't change my face, or the size of my breasts, or the thickness of my hair, or the color of my eyes, or the sound of my voice. I feel my throat closing up.

I would have done the same if I was in her shoes. "Then If you are my father why did you leave me. My mother said I wasn't good enough for you."his said sobbing. Why would Victoria say such cruel words to a child. Even if she hated me , xavier was still her son. You don't tell little children there weren't good enough. "You are perfect xavier, I'm the one who isn't good enough,I didn't search for you and your mother to fix things rightly." I said to him bowing my head down in shame.

I couldn’t help the sob that escaped my throat. “No...” I admitted. “I’m not... okay.” Another sob. I felt a comforting hand on my shoulder as Violet grabbed me in a hug. “I’ll never be okay...” “Yes, you will....” Samantha whispered in my ear. “No! It won’t.... I.... I.... will never be enough!” I finally admitted. “I was rejected because I wasn’t enough! I’m not the one who was supposed to be alpha, because I’m not good enough!”

And it is enough. It is more than enough.

But it might be the one that actually lasts. And right now, that's enough. More than enough. Exactly enough.