The guard looks unsure when I arrive but my glare gets him cooperating immediately. I shove him aside when his wits don’t tell him he has to move and I crouch to peer through the keyhole.
Layla’s taken a blanket to every security camera in her room.
She’s shut down every electrical appliance and blocked all her windows. There’s barely any light filtering in through the glass and her room has been thrown into semi-darkness.
I frown because how many dresses can one woman have? And how thick can they be?
A voice from behind interrupts my thoughts.
“I… almost went in to dissuade her, Sir Ryan. I remembered you said we shouldn’t.”
I turn back to glance at the guard and I peer at him, “You’re new aren’t you?”
He nods eagerly and I take stock of his features
Tall the way all my men are tall, although he’s a bit on the shorter side compared to most of their general height. He’s stocky the way all my men are stocky.
He’d have made a typical Earl guard, except he seems a bit empty up there where it matters.
“What’s your name?”He stares at me skeptically, “Jax, sir.”
I nod.
“Next time Jax, when you almost mess up, don’t tell your boss about it. You aren’t going to get a pat on the back, you’ll get fired.
You’re fired. Now Leave.”
The silence on his end is pin drop but I don’t have the patience for dumb men. What’s happening in Layla’s room interests me more.
I pulled myself out of some good fucking for this. It better have been worth it.
“I’m sorry for my mistake Mr Earl. This… this job is all I have now. I need it to feed
my family sir.”
“Does your family know you possess toothpicks for brains?”
I angle my head to the side to get a better view of what’s happening in the room through the keyhole as I speak. My eyesight isn’t picking up anything that looks like Layla despite all the other things it does.
Jax’s answer is a slow stutter.
“N... no sir. I’ll get smarter.”
This irritates me.
I get up, straighten my shirt, and knock on the door.
“Layla.”
There’s no reply.
I knock again, “Layla.”
I try to turn my tone soft as I speak, “Layla, it’s Ryan. I need to know if you’re okay.”
There’s no response so I strain an ear against the door and listen. I pick up a heartbeat inside.
It’s hers.
Layla’s breathing is heavy and annoyance fills me at her behavior. She’s hearing my knocks.
She hears the concern in my tone, yet she refuses to answer.
“I want to go to the kitchen Ryan, clear your men out from that space, and be nicer. You don’t think everyone wants to work for someone who treats them like shit right?”
Her voice rings cool and clear and I bask in the feeling of the slight husk in her voice. I lean against the door once more and ask, “Will you promise me you’re okay first? We can talk if you need to”
Layla scoffs, “Let’s not get ahead of ourselves, Ryan Earl. This watching thing you’re doing is creepy enough, let’s leave it as it is.”
I signal to the man behind me to carry out her orders and I hear his shudder of relief as he walks off.
I just got chided in front of my own employee. My guts roil as a smile spreads on my lips. I ask,
“Are we going to talk about this Layla?” I drop my voice a note lower as I add, “About us?”
I want to hear her say there is no us.
That we don’t have anything and we never will because she’s who she is and I am who I am.
It wouldn’t make me give up on her though, but maybe it’d get this strange rushing in my blood to subside.
Maybe my cock wouldn’t thrum for her and begin to go hard from the sound of her voice in a mere conversation.
I hear Layla huff and I hear fabric ruffle as she gets up. The outline of her becomes evident in the room and blood rushes to my brain immediately.
I can make out every inch of skin on her body.
Though there’s barely any light I can see she’s undressed. I can see the planes of her body, like darker ink against dark ink. She slips into clothes and responds, slowly.
“I’m not having this talk, Ryan. I want to use the kitchen.”
I straighten my posture and nod while clearing my throat, “The kitchen will be ready soon, Be safe, Layla.”
If she hears that she makes no indication of it and I tap a message out on my phone to have all the cameras in the kitchen hidden and doubled. She can cover some, but she can’t cover all and that means I won’t be totally blind again.
I feel my brain cloud my mind with images of need and soft bodies. My unsated desire sits heavy and my wolf growls at the fact. Everything in me tells me to go back to finding a way to get release. It’s an itch under my skin,
But I can't.
I have to watch Layla and make sure she doesn’t do something radical like try to stab herself or kill one of the guards with a knife.
I pick up my phone again and place a call, “Hide all the knives in the kitchen. Cover anything sharp with a blunt end.
Stay out of sight.”
The response is a brief grunt and I cut the call, opening the door to my room and going in. I strip, leaving myself in nothing but my underwear, and I try not to touch my erection as I watch the feed come alive.
Different security cameras around the house display empty rooms, empty hallways, and an empty kitchen.
Layla comes out of her room and I feel my blood heating immediately. She’s in a tight white top and jeans but that’s not what catches my eye.
That’s not what has my brain sparking with lust.
It’s the sight of her nipples, two pointed peaks stark against the fabric of her top.
She walks to the kitchen with decided determination, and then she goes to the wine cellar.
Layla picks out two bottles of wine, and then she begins to drink.
38: Alek doesn’t ask me weird questions anymore and I feel thankful for that. There would have been a limit to my answers and once I passed that limit, I’m not sure I wouldn’t have snapped at him.Right now though, there’s something else on my mind, something more pressing.How do I…deal with all this?I know that sounds incredibly vague but it’s still what’s on my mind. Today is the first day of 120 days I need to be around Damien and Alek.Alek just said he and Damien came into the city to track down someone who’s been giving the pack trouble, and even though I have no idea who that might be, I want to assume that it will take up most of their time.This trial we’re having is for them to see if they can get me to come over to them, but for me, it’s a way to fulfill a simple formality. I don’t think Damien and Alek can ever change.Sure. I might have thought that yesterday, but today, I feel differently.The images of Damien I caught while in his wolf form as he hunted still flash p
“Is Ryan being rude to you?”I find that I haven't really forgotten how to ride. It just feels like it’s a memory I locked up for a while, and which is now taking some time to come back open. I try to keep my hands to myself, and not in my hair aiming to get out the twigs and leaves that have taken root in it.My horse shot me right into the copse of trees on the Earl mansion grounds.Alek dangles the reins in his hands lightly so I can return my attention to him and I do. He’s helping me lead the horse now, so I have to pay him some attention at least, I respond to his unanswered question,“Why should that be any of your concerns?”I sound like I just got told my favorite cat died.“Because there was tension between you two earlier today?”And in response to that, I look up to meet Alek’s eyes in a gesture that I hope shows I do not appreciate whatever it is he’s doing right now, and he looks away, shrugging and clearing his throat. The air between us grows awkward even before he sp
Alek’s voice is an annoying presence when it enters my head,“Trouble in paradise?”But I ignore him. He sidles up closer to me, and this time he asks verbally, clearly seeing I don’t like how he speaks into my mind,“Trouble in paradise Layla?”Alek’s voice is a husky soft thing and I take it in, letting myself breathe a bit before shaking my head and responding to him calmly,“What paradise?”Alek chuckles and out of instinct, a smile lines my lips. I wipe that smile away immediately because it’s obvious I'm letting their joint effect influence me too much. The task in front of me is what I should focus on right now, and I do, trying to clear my head as I look at the stables.Ryan is gone like I asked.Damien is somewhere behind, and I don't know if he’s behind trying to talk to Ryan, or if he’s behind because he’s trying to figure out where he can get what we’ll need for hunting. Absentmindedly I ask,“Is Damien still…”I catch myself before I can complete the statement but Alek
Layla’s pov.Alek and Damien are waiting for me by the time I get back to my room and something in me squirms at the sight of them. I did not think they’d be here so I was not ready for them. I still am not, and for some reason, I feel it’s because of what happened just now with Ryan.I frown because what even happened with Ryan?The confusion that question brings to my heart is brief, and yet it plagues me in an odd way. Damien’s voice interrupts my thoughts and I snap my head to him as he asks in his deep baritone again,“Are you okay, Layla?”Ryan’s voice echoes in my mind as he asks me that same question and I shake my head just to get it out. That felt like deja vu just now, and there’s no need for anything like that.I feel Damien’s and Alek’s gazes fixed on me and I decide I have to take some deep breaths, just to get this choking feeling out of my heart.They watch me close my eyes and take those deep breaths.They watch me as I try to stabilize this strange pounding in my hea
Ryan’s pov. Layla is standing outside my door when I open it and I can see it in her eyes. She’s caught me.She caught me red-handed, And while I don't want to let her know if that affects me, I know it does.There’s a stilted kind of hurt in her green eyes, and then it seems she gathers herself rapidly, pulling on a brave face and giving me the kind of look that tells me she understands this game, she’s brought herself to understand it for a while now and she’s done all that for a reason. Her eyes tell me if I want to screw half the population of the help in the mansion, then I can. If I want to have more girlfriends that she can count on the fingers of her hand, then I can too. She’s not going to stop me. It’s not like we had an agreement that I wouldn't take my fun where I could find it.Somehow that makes the reality of all this even more depressing, because as much as I can, I’d like her to know it’s not like that. This was just a one-time thing, but before I can even formulate
Damien is the first to show up at my door the next day.I feel surprise run through me when I open the door to meet his face, and he also looks surprised when he sees me, all dressed up, all ready for whatever the day might bring. He swallows awkwardly, and then he drops a statement,“You forgot this outside yesterday.”I frown, lost at first as to what he might mean, then I look at what’s in his hands and I see it’s a bracelet. My bracelet.How…I snatch it back almost selfishly, because this is one of those things I do not joke with. How did it even get outside?Damien huffs, a sound that I think is laced with amusement, and I recollect myself immediately because this isn’t what I'm meant to be doing. I’m not meant to be grabbing things so greedily. I should show them I am as in control of myself as I need to be.“Thank you.” The words, thankfully come out sincere, and also aloof at the same time. I clear my throat and go on, “I didn’t know I'd taken it out yesterday.I must have fo