CHAPTER 3
LENA MERRICK GLOBAL HOLDINGS occupied the entire twentieth floor, according to the sign in the lobby. My stomach growled as I waited for the elevator. Seeing as though I’d just had breakfast, I knew it was nerves, and that pissed me off. Why was the thought of coming face to face with this jackass making me nervous? His looks. Deep down, I knew it was his looks, and that was ridiculous. I wasn’t a superficial person, but a part of me couldn’t help swooning over this jerk. That part of me really needed to shut up right now. The elevator made a dinging sound and opened up, allowing me and an older businessman to step inside. It was just the two of us as the doors shut. When the man scratched his balls, I looked down at the feather tattoo on my foot to distract myself. Why was I a magnet for men who scratched their junk? Thankfully, the car arrived at the twentieth floor soon enough. I exited the elevator, allowing the man free reign to go to town on himself in private. A black sign with gold lettering that read Merrick Global Holdings hung above two clear glass doors. Taking a deep breath and adjusting my little red dress, I made my way through the entrance. Yes, I’d gotten dolled up for this crap. Don’t judge. A young redheaded receptionist smiled at me. “Can I help you?” “Yes, I’m here to see Christian Merrick.” She looked like she was trying not to laugh. “Is he expecting you?” “No.” “Mr. Merrick doesn’t see anyone without an appointment.” “Well, I have something very important of his, so I really need to see him.” “What’s your name?” “Lena Venedetta.” “Can you spell your last name for me? Vendetta? Like a vendetta against someone?” “No, it’s Ven-E-detta. There’s an E in the middle. V-E-N-E-D-E-T-T-A.” If I had a nickel for every time someone butchered my last name… well, I’d be richer than Christian damn Merrick. “Okay, Miss Venedetta. If you’d like, you can take a seat right there. When Mr. Merrick arrives, I’ll ask if he’s willing to see you.” “Thank you.” Straightening my dress, I took a seat on the plush microfiber couch diagonally across from the front desk. It shouldn’t have surprised me that Mr. Big Prick wasn’t here yet—he wasn’t on the usual train this morning. I wondered how long I’d have to wait; I only took a half-day and was due back at Ida’s after lunchtime. Mindlessly flipping through some financial magazines, I almost didn’t notice when the doors opened. My heart started pounding the second I caught sight of him—Christian, looking as angry and untouchable as ever. Black pants, crisp white shirt rolled at the sleeves, that gleaming silver watch wrapped around his wrist. He was holding a burgundy tie in one hand and a laptop in the other. A waft of his cologne hit me like a punch in the nose as he passed by. Of course it smelled like raw power and sin. He didn’t even glance at me. Just stared straight ahead, completely oblivious to everything around him. The receptionist lit up as he walked by. “Good morning, Mr. Merrick.” Christian didn’t respond. Just let out a barely audible grunt as he disappeared down the hallway. Really? I turned to her. “Why didn’t you tell him I was here to see him?” She laughed awkwardly. “Mr. Merrick needs time to decompress in the morning. I can’t hit him with an unannounced visitor the second he walks in the door.” “Well, how long do I have to wait?” “I’ll check in with his secretary in about thirty minutes.” “Are you kidding?” “Absolutely not.” “That’s fucking ridiculous. What I need to do will take two minutes. I can’t wait all morning—I’ll be late for work.” “Miss Vendetta—” “Ven-E-detta.” “Venedetta, sorry. There are certain rules here. Rule number one is, unless Mr. Merrick has a meeting scheduled in the morning, he is not to be disturbed upon arrival.” “What exactly will he do if you bother him?” “I don’t want to find out.” “Well, I do.” I stood up and marched down the hall as the redhead scurried after me. “Miss Venedetta, you don’t know what you’re doing. Get back here right now! I’m serious.” I stopped in front of a dark cherry wood door with Christian Merrick engraved on the placard. The shades to the glass windows surrounding the door were closed tight. “Where’s his secretary?” She pointed to an empty desk across from his office. “She normally sits right there, but she’s not in yet. Which is even more reason not to disturb him—he’s probably already pissed about that.” She turned to a woman in a nearby cubicle. “Do you know why Rebecca isn’t here?” “Rebecca quit. The agency’s looking for a replacement.” “Great,” the receptionist huffed. “And she lasted all of what… two days?” The woman laughed. “Not bad, considering…” What the hell kind of person was this Christian Merrick? Who did he think he was? Adrenaline coursed through me. I marched over to the secretary’s desk and pressed the intercom button labeled CM. “Who the fuck do you think you are… The Wizard of Oz? I’m pretty sure I’d have easier access to Queen Elizabeth.” The fear in the receptionist’s eyes was palpable, but it was too late now. She stayed frozen on the sidelines. There was no response for a long moment. Then came his deep, commanding voice. “Who is this?” “My name is Lena Venedetta.” “Venedetta.” He repeated it clearly, no hesitation. Unlike everyone else, he pronounced it precisely. When he didn’t say anything else, I pressed the button again. “I’ve been waiting patiently to see you. But apparently, you’re whacking off in there or something. Everyone here is scared shitless of you, so no one wants to tell you I’m here. I have something I imagine you’ve been looking for.” His voice came on again. “Oh really?” “Yes. And I’m not going to give it to you unless you open that door.” “Let me ask you something, Ms. Venedetta.” “Okay…” “This thing you claim I’m looking for. Is it the cure for cancer?” “No.” “Is it an original Shelby Cobra?” A what? “Um… No.” “Then you’re wrong. There’s nothing you could possibly have that I’m looking for, that would make opening that door and having to deal with you worth it. Now please leave this floor, or I’ll have security escort you out.”Christian slipped his arm around me. “Well… that’s going to be happening soon. Lena and I—we’re expecting. You’re going to be a big sister.” For a moment, Chloe didn’t respond at all. But then, she started bouncing in her chair, her whole body jittering with excitement, and both Christian and I released a breath we hadn’t realized we were holding. She slid out of her seat and walked straight over to me. “Where is it?” she asked with wide eyes. “It’s in here,” I replied, placing my hands on my stomach as she gently laid her palm on it. “Will it come out with pink hair?” I laughed. “Nope. But we’ll find out who it looks like in about six months.” Without hesitation, she leaned closer to my belly and began talking to it. “Hey, you in there! I’m your sister.” Christian and I exchanged a quiet, overwhelmed smile. Then she looked up at me, and her next words nearly undid me. “Thank you.” “You’re very welcome. And thank you for being so kind to me.” Truthfully, if it hadn’t
EPILOGUELENAChloe sipped noisily on her frozen hot chocolate while we sat across from each other at Serendipity 3. Christian had been sending me texts non-stop—he was panicking because traffic was at a standstill after dropping Meme off at her first Jazzercise class since her return. He wanted everything to go just right tonight, but I kept assuring him that Chloe was perfectly content and that there was no need to stress over being late.I could understand why he was a ball of nerves. To Chloe, though, this was just another evening out to dinner with us.“Mind if I try a sip?” I asked her.She nodded, angling the straw in my direction.“Mmm. That’s amazing. No wonder you love it so much.”Propping her chin in her hands, Chloe admitted with a sigh, “My mom got really upset with me this morning.”“Why’s that?” I asked, still chewing on the rich taste of the drink.“I wanted my hair to be pink like yours.”Genevieve must be thrilled about me.“Oh no. What’d you end up doing?”“I tried
I had walked in with so many emotions bottled up, it honestly worried me—I thought there was a real chance I’d lose control with her, that I wouldn’t know how to touch her gently. But then she looked at me… and something inside just shifted. She calmed the storm inside me like only she could. “I love you too, gorgeous,” I murmured, voice low with reverence. “More than anything.”I took a breath, regaining a steadier sense of control. The craving was still there—burning in every inch of me—but I could manage it now. “Even so,” I continued while starting to undress, “I still need to be inside you.” I paused as my shirt dropped to the floor. “Tell me something…” I unfastened my jeans, eyes fixed on hers. “Do you want me to make love to you first, and then fuck you hard afterward… or should we reverse it? You want it rough now, and soft later?”She didn’t respond right away. I slid off the rest of my clothes quickly, stopping only as my fingers caught the waistband of my boxer briefs. My
As I waited inside the diner, anticipation crawling under my skin, the strangest sense of déjà vu came over me. That guy I passed earlier—the one casually walking a goat—he might’ve seemed absurd at the time, but he wasn’t wrong. Here I was again, parked in a decommissioned train car, staring at photos of the body I couldn’t get out of my head. Her curves, her skin—her. There was no randomness in this. No fluke. No accident. The path we’d taken, as messy and chaotic as it had gotten, had always been meant to lead us here.Lena: I’m out with Delia. Won’t be back for a few hours.My hand slid through my hair with a groan. I couldn’t stand it. I needed her—right now. And if seeing her wasn’t possible yet, I needed at the very least some clarity. Something real between us.Christian: Just tell me I’m right. I can’t keep waiting. You didn’t sleep with him, and this was all for me and Chloe, wasn’t it?Every second that passed dragged behind it a weight. Then finally, her response came.Len
CHRISTIANI rifled through her handbag with disbelief settling over me. Could it really be that simple? She’d stashed the damn thing in the most predictable spot imaginable. Clearly, she’d put her faith in me—a faith I didn’t deserve.As the screen lit up with the familiar apple logo, my chest tightened.My heart immediately dropped.A barrage of missed calls and unread messages stared back at me.All from Christian.Had something gone wrong?With trembling fingers, I scrolled to the very beginning of our text thread and began reading. My mouth ran dry.Where are you?I need to see you. Are you at home?You lied. I pieced it all together.You forgot something crucial when you decided what you thought was best. You can’t make me unlove you.When I’m not okay, my daughter picks up on it. She already has. I know you’re convinced your life would’ve been different if your parents had stayed together, but did it ever cross your mind that it might’ve been worse? That your dad might’ve been p
Where the hell had she gone?“Where to now, sir?” Louis inquired as I slid back into the car.“Eighth Avenue. Tig’s Tattoo Shop,” I instructed.When we reached the shop, I told Louis to remain outside—I’d need him ready to bolt the moment Tig gave me what I needed.Tig flicked the last ash from his cigarette and exhaled a heavy cloud. “Mr. Merrick? What brings you here at this hour? We’re closing soon.”“Where is she?”“She’s not here.”I took a step forward. “Where is she?” I demanded, this time louder, sharper.“She’s in California. With Del.”“California?” I echoed, my tone ice-edged.“Yeah. The two of them took a trip. Just a girls’ getaway.”“And where are they staying?”“I’m not about to hand you the damn address. You’re her psycho ex, man.”“I have to get through to her. She won’t answer my calls. Actually—call Delia. Tell her I need to talk to Lena.”“Nope.”I advanced, moving into his space until we were nearly nose-to-nose. “Give me what I’m asking for, Tig. You don’t want t