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Alex didn’t waste time as he took command and roughly helped me remove my shirt, not even bothering to unbutton it. He just pulls it off and throws it to the floor. Then, he turns me around, forcing me to bend over his desk.My dick stood at attention, my pants were the only thing stopping me from being completely exposed. My breath became shaky, and I felt lightheaded, like I could faint at any moment. This wasn’t how I thought this would happen. I had thought that we would make love after having lunch and teasing each other, not have hate sex in his damn office.I whimpered, a noise I had never made before as Alex pushes my trousers down, my dick springing free and hitting the cold wooden table. I gasped, feeling both anticipation and humiliation at the same time. Alex pushed down his own pants, his cock rock hard and angry-looking. He didn’t even bother with a lube, he just spits in his hand and rubbed it over his huge length. I heard the wet noise as Alex pumps himself a couple o

“What the hell are you doing here?”His voice cracked through the air like thunder, sharp and low, as his eyes goes over the flowers, and low flickering candles. It made my heart skip a beat before racing. I froze, still holding a red rose, the candle flames flickering as if startled by Alex's entrance. He stood in his office doorway, his suit fitting him sinfully, showing his muscles and height. His cold eyes stared at me as if I was an intruder who had wandered into a king's private space.I opened my mouth, a small smile forming, but it faded quickly. “I thought—““Answer the question”, Alex snapped, his eyes narrowing. His presence made the room feel smaller. “What are you doing here, Ethan? Is there a problem? Do you need something?”I swallowed, my went throat dry, my fingers gripping the tablecloth I had carefully arranged. The lunch I had made, the candles, flowers, his favorite meal now seemed like a stupid attempt to get his attention. Still, I tried to smile. “No, I brough

Ethan’s povI woke up sore with a smile on my face. It was a good, lingering kind of sore that reminded me of the night before. Sunlight streamed across the sheets of my big bed and I lay there for a bit, breathing in Alex’s scent on the pillow. I remembered him holding me, kissing me, and something new in his eyes not just coldness, but something softer and real.I moved and blushed as my body reacted to the memory. My plan to seduce Alex into bed had worked, maybe too well. He had given in completely, until I was screaming his name and the sheets was a mess because we couldn’t stop and he stayed after. I was so happy, he didn’t get up and leave like before…..he fell asleep holding me.The thought warmed me, giving me hope. He had stayed the night that means something had changed between us. I could feel it from the way he looked at me, his touch were gentler and more eager. Maybe I was winning and the ice around Alex’s heart was starting to melt.I stretched, then sat up and looked

AlexI went back to my office and poured myself a drink. I sat down behind my desk and took a sip, trying to clear my head. What the fuck was wrong with me? Why was I feeling like this? My mind was racing and my heart was aching like there was something missing. Why was I feeling this way about Ethan? I didn’t want to care about him. I didn’t want to want him. I downed the rest of my drink and poured another one. I was trying not to think about him, but I couldn’t stop. I kept thinking about how bold he was tonight, how he had looked when I was fucking him in my office. How his eyes had looked up at me when I was holding him down. How he had begged me to cum inside him.I was hard again, just thinking about it. I took another sip of my drink and tried to will my dick to go soft. It didn’t work.I stood up and walked over to the window, looking out over the city. It was late and most of the lights were out, but there were still some cars on the road. I felt restless, like I needed to

AlexI swallowed, the words striking me, my dick went rock hard threatening to explode. Ethan smiled enjoying the surprise on my face. He moved closer until the heat between us was nearly visible. He came to where I was sitting behind my desk, and slowly unbuttoned my shirt running his finger across my chest. I looked at him, trying to figure out what he was up to.“Is that so?” I said, trying not to be distracted. I needed to focus, I couldn’t afford to get sidetracked by his gorgeous body. “Why?”“Because I miss you.” He whispered in my ear.“You do?” I was trying to get my heart rate to slow down. His sweet, soft voice was doing something to me. “How much?”“I want you, Alex. I really do.”I could have pulled him to me, right then, but I was enjoying the game. “Show me how much you want me, Ethan. I want to see how bad you want it.”He stepped between my legs and dropped to his knees, his hands on my thighs. He looked up at me. “Can I?”“Do it,” I said.Ethan’s fingers were quick o

Alex's Pov Control is the only god I bow to.That idea is a part of me, It's like a set of rules I live by. Control has kept me safe all this time. She moment I lost control over people, power, or myself, I suffered. So, I promised I would never let that happen again. Caring is a weakness, trusting is like waiting to be stabbed in the back. Love? It's just a sweet lie people believe before they get hurt.I learned that the hard way more than once. People seemed kind at first, promising loyalty and acting like they were good, each one hurt me until I became hard. That's why I'm cold now, that's why I only show the world what I want it to see.In my world, no one stays. Everyone is just a tool to use for a while, and then throw away. That's how it is, and I've lived that way without regret. Or so I thought, till Ethan. He's innocent, kind of dumb, and unsure whether to listen to me or fight. I told myself he was just something pretty to add to my collection. A pet, nothing more but som