MasukLIA'S POV
"Get her in the car!" I barely even had time to look up as the man quickly ordered his guards to help me into his car. I clawed the strange man's palm deeply with my nails, as my contractions came in concurrent waves, but instead of complaining, he quietly let me. I was delivered of my baby successfully, and when i was finally placed in a room, I requested that the doctor let me see him. "Are you sure? You know you need to rest." The doctor chided gently. "I'm sure," i replied and the doctor nodded. The door to my hospital room opened, even though I was weak, I was curious to see the asshole who had almost killed me. He was tall, dark brown hair, near symmetrically shaped face that had rough stubbles along his strong, defined jawlines, perfectly arched brows, a half angled nose that had probably been used to being broken and reset due to violence. From his posture, I could tell he was well ripped. His broad shoulders carried the suit he wore perfectly, and despite the hassle of the day, he still managed to look in order. And when he came into the light, I heard myself gasp, as I stared into the most striking almond shaped, coffee brown eyes ever. Yes, i had a thing for eyes -- and his were gold. He smelled of danger, yet, he was handsome in a way that one couldn't look away from even if they tried. He looked at least twenty five, making him five years older than me in age and yet, he looked like he sheltered so much responsibility, and then i noticed it - the bandage on his palm. Did i do that to him? A self aware scoff escaped the man, and I collected myself. "You wanted to see me." He stated obviously. "Yes -- i heard you paid for my hospital bills." I replied in a quiet, yet controlled tone. "You were told correctly." He replied. "Well, it's the least you could do after you almost killed me." I stated, to my own surprise. The man chuckled, "That sounds pretty entitled." "You're the reason i got admitted early. I could have died!" I baffled at my own tone. How did i manage to choose the most dangerous looking man in the world to be confident with? "But you didn't. A simple note of thank you would have done the trick." He replied calmly. "A simple note of I'm sorry i almost ran you over with my car would have done the trick." I retorted sharply. "And yet, i paid for your hospital bills, and every other neccessity needed for you and the baby's delivery care." "Consider your apologies accepted." I replied. "I haven't heard a thank you yet." He insisted after a moment's silence. I rolled my eyes, knowing quite well he deserved it. He had overdone his bid. "Thank you, Mr..." "Judas-Caine. Just call me Judas-Caine Brex." He replied, his lips slanting in amusement as he studied me. "I will never be able to repay your kindness." I added half-heartedly. "I have a proposal for you. A way to repay my over generosity." He said in a serious tone now, glancing at his bandaged palm. I looked up at him, eyebrows cocked in questioning. "Be my girlfriend, just for a couple of months and i will take care of you." It was shocking to hear the sound of my own laugh ring out through the room. But I also could not remember the last time I had laughed so hard at a joke that wasn't even funny. Maybe it was postpartum adrenaline, or the fact that I had just put to birth and still had absolutely no idea what the fuck life was going to throw at me. My laughter was immediately accompanied by tears. "Are you okay?" He asked when I didn't stop laughing and crying, and then my roaring laughter reduced to hiccups. "Are you mad?" I asked in a hoarse voice that was alien even to myself. "Excuse me?" He straightened up. " Did you miss the asylum on your way here? Or perhaps, was that where you were being rushed to before you nearly crushed me?" I laughed so hard at my own dry humor that tears blurred my vision, and then I quickly recalled myself when I remembered he could destroy me with one phone call. "I'm sorry, but no, you assumed too easily that i do not have a man of my own." "But you don't, or else he would be here." I shot him a look of disdain. "That is not for you to worry about." "And I'm not, but let's pretend I'm concerned." He clocked me. I scoffed lowly, unable to believe his audacity, but at the same time, I felt cornered. "I am not that kind of person. I would never sell my body just for money." I replied sternly. He nodded-- apparently, he meant business. "Fair enough, but i was not asking for sex. I am not exactly interested in you or the idea of love that jobless, love starved malcontents choose to engage themselves in these days." "I just want to prove to my mother that love is dead and useless." I gave him a once over, noticing how serious he was. He looked like a man used to getting a yes from everyone and I toyed with the idea of being the one to disappoint him. But in a way, his words struck open a wound in my heart, and for a moment, I was reminded of how much I thought the exact same way. Love was indeed dead, and that was all the reason I was not going to play pretend again with a life that was far above my standards. "I'm sorry, you would have to find someone else. I have a baby to think about." "I will pay you and take care of all your needs, whatever it is." He stated again. The offer was tempting, but I just couldn't. And while I was about to say no to him again, the doctor walked into my room. "May i speak to the patient alone for a moment please?" She requested. Judas-Caine calmly excused himself and waited outside the door. The doctor checked my pulse and vitals again, but I knew that was not why she was there. "What is it?" I asked, worried, when the doctor was done checking my eyes. "It's the baby." She sighed in defeat, and suddenly, I panicked. "What about my baby?" I asked.LIA'S POV "Here, this should be everything you need. I'll take turns checking the baby. The rent already expired, so, if you need anything, anything at all, remember, you have a home with us." Grace said to me, as she helped me pack my bags. It was finally discharge day, Mr. Judas-Caine had been visiting from time to time, but most times, he'd just sit at the waiting area for forty minutes and then leave without saying a word to me. He seemed like such an odd guy. "Hey, are you alright?" Grace asked, when she noticed i was staring too hard into space. I shook my head and nodded. "Yeah, i was just thinking about ---" A knock on the door cut me short. Grace opened the door and a young woman, average height, light skinned, porcelain almost, asian looking, and very beautiful, walked into the room. She was dressed in a classic pair of blue jeans, with a striped lurex sweater, and double breasted cream blazer. She looked gorgeous. "Hi, my name is Amika and i am Mr. Judas-Caine's a
Judas-Caine's POV We arrived just outside the company building and the nostalgia i tried to hold back hit me rather hard. Taking in one breath at a time, i shut my eyes to the shaking feeling and looked up to find Antonio staring at me. "You don't have to do this if you don't want to do it. We can always come back when you're ready." He said to me. I sighed and shook my head, "No, it's been eight months, the company is drowning. If we waste anymore time, we would not be able to pull it out." Antonio let out a deep sigh and nodded. I had always kept my composure, even when i felt like dying. I was probably the toughest person people knew. It was easier to act like the world wasn't happening to you and you were the most emotionless person in the room, than to let a bunch of people swarm you with their understanding of how you felt. And so, i reached into my pocket, tossed a pill in my mouth, washed it down with water and stepped down. Two other bodyguards, Effy and Stone met me
Judas-Caine's POVI sat still in the waiting area, staring intensely at the floor, a sarcastic smirk crossed my lips.I even ignored the blood dripping to the floor, and the annoying sting i felt in my right palm."Boss, we need to get a nurse to check your wounds again." My bodyguard, Antonio muttered."Oh..." i stared at my hand, as if oblivious to its presence."Sure." I nodded.It took a short amount of time, but a tiny thing of a nurse came and worked on the injury again."This should hold for some time," she smiled at me, making sure to flash her seductive boobs at me.I was never the simping type, but i had a thing for boobs, yet, over the last couple of months, it did not matter what size they came in, i was not interested.She held my hand a little longer than necessary, and so, i pulled it away. I didn't like being touched."Do you want me to give you a shhh-shot of painkillers?" She eyed me, acting shy but obviously being boldly flirtatious."No. I enjoy the pain -- it rem
LIA'S POV"I'm sorry, but, your baby has neonatal respiratory distress -- meaning his lungs are underdeveloped and has to be given an emergency surfactant now.""But why? How is that even possible?" I panicked."Apparently, you didn't take enough nutrients during your prenatal stage and your baby survived primarily on water. It is not uncommon with struggling mothers but it is dangerous for the baby." The doctor explained sympathetically. "Will he be alright?" I asked, unable to hold back the tears anymore and they fell. I had lost so much already and could not stand to lose my baby too.Even though, a silent part of me wondered if losing him would be the worse thing yet. It reminded me of all the times i toyed with the idea of jumping in front of a speeding car just so i would lose the pregnancy.Was i such a horrible person? Was this the universe paying me back for all my stupid wishes and efforts? I was hyperventilating now, trying my best to keep my heart steady."Yes, he will be
LIA'S POV "Get her in the car!" I barely even had time to look up as the man quickly ordered his guards to help me into his car. I clawed the strange man's palm deeply with my nails, as my contractions came in concurrent waves, but instead of complaining, he quietly let me. I was delivered of my baby successfully, and when i was finally placed in a room, I requested that the doctor let me see him. "Are you sure? You know you need to rest." The doctor chided gently. "I'm sure," i replied and the doctor nodded. The door to my hospital room opened, even though I was weak, I was curious to see the asshole who had almost killed me. He was tall, dark brown hair, near symmetrically shaped face that had rough stubbles along his strong, defined jawlines, perfectly arched brows, a half angled nose that had probably been used to being broken and reset due to violence. From his posture, I could tell he was well ripped. His broad shoulders carried the suit he wore perfectly, an
LIA'S POV "The Bon Aires VIP Charter flight carrying twenty Long Island business elites, including six politicians and a former US Air Marshall has crashed." Life had thrown dust in my face for the one hundredth time and this time, it had taken everything from me. "It is with a broken heart that we commit the souls of these two loving people to the heavens. May their souls rest in perfect peace." The hot summer sun burnt onto my skin as tears rolled down my face. My parents were gone. The news of the crash had sent my mother into immediate shock and that was it. I stared with stranger's eyes at the whole procession, nothing seemed to make sense to me, not even the people who showed up to the funeral. I could barely recognise anyone, other than the reverend and the nurse who had been my mother's friend. But what hurt me most was the Dunst family, and this time, I was furious. A couple of days after the funeral, no word had come from them, not even a single condolence me







