CHAPTER 2

Czarina’s POV

Ryscel helped me lay on my bed at nilagay ang mga gamit ko sa aking desk. We just arrived at my mansion, hinatid na ako ng sekretarya ko na ‘to dahil baka ano pa raw ulit ang mangyari sa ‘kin.

Those two assholes na nawalan ng malay, who tried to harass me, the police already took them away.

Good for them.

“Are you sure na okay na po kayo?” Napatango-tango ako sa tanong nito.

My secretary always cares for me, parang kuya na nga turing ko sa kanya.

Tinutulongan niya ako sa lahat

“Miss Czarina, I know this is none of my business but you shouldn’t drink this much, it’s bad for your health.” He started nagging me.

Napahilot ako sa sintido ko dahil sa sakit ng ulo ko tapos this man still wants to scold me.

I let out a sigh.

Hindi ako umimik kaya napayuko ito, he gave me water to sober up at kaagad ko naman na ininom iyon.

“Can you get the beer on the fridge?” Nagulat ito sa sinabi ko.

“You’re already too drunk, miss Czarina, you can’t even walk straight tapos gusto mo pa uminom?” He couldn't believe me.

Napa asik ako.

“You don’t understand Ryscel, I need to forget everything, gusto ko makalimutan ang sakit, I'm really hurt.” Hindi ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko at napaiyak.

He let out a sigh.

“You should rest, uuwi na po ako.” Akmang aalis na ito but I quickly grab his hands.

Nagulat naman siya sa ginawa ko at nag-aalalang napatingin sa ‘kin.

“What’s wrong, miss?” He crouched down para mapantayan niya ako.

I sob as remember the sight of Saint and his mistress.

“Please don’t leave, I need someone to talk to.” Patuloy ang pag luha ko as I pleaded him.

Ryscel didn’t have a choice and decided to stay by my side.

He started drinking with me as I told him what happened, kung bakit I’m drinking this much. I told him kung paano ko nakita si Saint kasama ang kabit niya.

“Si sir Saint po? You caught him with another woman?!” Gulat ito sa sinabi ko, maybe because he also fell for that asshole’s lies.

“He's a fucking asshole Ryscel, he told me he just used me for their freaking company.” Humagolgol ako.

“I don’t understand, why would he say that? He loves you right?” I smiled faintly sa sinabi nito.

“That’s also what I thought.” I bite my lower lips dahil sa kirot na naramdaman ko. “I’m just as shock as you are, I loved him so much, Ryscel. Mahal na mahal ko but anong ginawa niya? He fucked another woman and he proposed to that bitch, tapos ako na girlfriend niya for 3 years, I didn’t even receive a single flower from him, I never even complained.” Napasapo ako sa noo ko.

Napatingin ako kay Ryscel, nakikinig lang ito sa sinasabi ko. Looks like he’s pitying me.

“I don’t know anymore Ryscel, I feel lahat nalang ng mga importanting tao sa buhay ko, they all betrayed me.” Lumagok ako ng beer after saying that.

He grab the beer from me at seryoso akong tinignan. He moved closer at walang pasabi na niyakap ako.

I didn’t resist, his hug was warm and comforting. I really need that right now.

“It’s okay, you can get through this miss Czarina, you’re strong and independent, you don’t need those people.” He wiped my tears with his fingers making my eyes softened.

Napatingin ako sa kanya as he drunk the beer na kinuha niya sa ‘kin but my attention immediately drawn to his neck.

His strong perfume is making me more dizzy. Why does his neck suddenly looked delicious? I wanna bite it.

Kaagad akong napalunok. What the heck am I thinking? Shit, I think I'm really really drunk.

Nakaramdam ako ng matinding init ng katawan, I don’t know why, siguro dahil sa alak na iniinom ko.

I should stop drinking.

“Are you okay miss Czarina?” My vision begun to blur again. I gently caress his neck.

I couldn't stop myself, my body is moving on its own.

“M-Miss Czarina, w-what are you doing?” He was confused as I lean towards his neck.

I begun sniffing it, damn, it wasn't the alcohol’s fault bakit uminit ang katawan ko, I was turned on by his scent.

Damn it Czarina, anong ginagawa mo? he’s your secretary!

But shit, his neck is fucking tempting.

“I want you Ryscel.” I whispered.

“B-Boss—”

I gently bit his neck making him cut his words with a moan.

“Ugh~ m-miss C-Czarina~,” he moaned my name, that turned me on even more.

Damn it, I couldn't stop myself anymore.

I started planting kisses in his neck at naramdaman ko naman ang mahigpit na pag hawak niya sa kamay ko.

As my kisses deepened, he suddenly stopped me. Napalunok ito at napatingin sa ‘kin.

Kaagad akong napasimangot, why did he stopped me?

“W-We can’t, m-mali ‘to—” I put my fingers in his lips to stop him from uttering another word.

I smiled seductively.

I started kissing his cheeks while unbuttoning his long sleeve.

I can see how he’s trying to refrain himself from moaning dahil sa ginagawa ko.

Akmang huhubarin ko na ang long sleeve niya but he suddenly grab my hand. Nagulat ako sa ginawa niya at napatingin na lamang sa kanya.

“Are you sure about this?” Tumango ako. He’s also drunk, amoy na amoy ko ang alak mula sa kanya.

Such a weak tolerance for alcohol.

He looked at my face and paused his gaze on my lips. “I won't hold back anymore then.” The next thing he did, shocked me.

Sinunggaban niya ako ng halik. Not just the typical kiss but it was deeper and more passionate.

No one ever kissed me like that.

My lips began to move with his and the next thing I knew was, he carried me to my bed and gently lay me down without breaking our kiss.

Wala na akong paki-alam kung mali man itong ginagawa ko.

I softly moan dahil sa galing ng dila niya. Shit, I'm really fucking horny right now.

Sobrang lakas nang tama ng alak sa ‘kin.

He glanced at me again and smiled.

“I’ll be gentle, miss Czarina…” Kaagad akong namula sa sinabi niya.

Damn, that was hot.

He kissed my forehead before he took off my clothes. I didn’t resist and let it happen, I was under the influence of alcohol and I liked it.

As we continued on what we were doing, I just found myself forgetting what my asshole boyfriend did to me.

All thanks to my secretary.