A shooting star catches my eye, and I smile as I watch it zoom passed this oddly beautiful world. Deep rich hues of color are everywhere you look. From the people to the soil, this world is like a rainbow. I know I won't be able to sleep in the massive bed, so looking out the window until I grow drowsy will be fine. There is so much to look at.
I lean my forehead against the glass, and within seconds, a soft knock vibrates off my door. I freeze on instinct before slowly thawing. I am no longer trapped in my father's home. I am safe.
I whisper those three little words over and over as I climb to my feet and straighten out my nightgown. I take even measured steps to keep my heartbeat down before opening my door to find the tall chocolate-skinned human I met at breakfast.
"Hey Fiadh, right," she says, and I nod as my fingers tighten on the door.
"I wanted to stop by and see if you would like to get to know one another. Two of the other girls are hanging out tonight, and Xiu isn't interested in making friends," She says with an eyeroll that makes me grin a little.
I nod and open my door a little more so she can come in.
"Why do you have all the lights turned off? Were you trying to sleep? I'm sorry if you were, I could go," she says as she stops inside the door.
I shake my head and point to the window.
"I was window watching. My last room didn't have one," I whisper, and she looks at me curiously for a second before nodding.
"This place is beautiful, isn't it," she says as she walks back to my window seat.
I follow and grin as I nod.
"Very pretty," I whisper, and she gives ne a smile.
"You don't talk much, do you," she asks, and I freeze.
My eyes drop to the ground, and I shake my head. The horrific memories of my life begin to fill my mind, and I start to tremble.
Father forbid me from speaking in his presence years ago. I was told if he heard my voice, he would beat me until I couldn't walk. He chose that as my punishment after I tried to say something to him and coughed blood on his shirt. From that point on, I was as quiet as a mouse.
"Hey, I'm sorry," she says quickly before placing a hand on my shoulder.
I flinch a little, but soon, the gentle warmth of her palm makes me look up.
"You are safe. I would never let anyone hurt you," she says with a kind smile, and my eyes widen as this stranger pledges to protect me.
"You don't know me," I whisper, and her smile grows sad.
"I can recognize when a person needs a little protection. Trust me, Fiadh, when I am around, I have your back," She replies, and my mind explodes as a million thoughts rush through my brain.
"Thank you," I whisper after a few silent seconds, and she nods.
We both sit down on the window seal, and she smiles as she looks down at the strange world we are on.
"It's so colorful. It almost hurts your eyes, doesn't it," she asks, and I grin while nodding.
"I want a mate from a calm planet with basic colored vegetation," she says, and I giggle a little, which makes her eyes twinkle.
I point toward the sky as another shooting star zooms past, and she gasps a little before laughing.
"It's so beautiful out here. It really shows how small Earth is," she says lowly as she looks at the sky.
I nod and pull my knees to my chest. I have always felt small and secluded. I didn't need to come to space to feel that way. That has been every moment of my life.
"What kind of male do you hope for," She asks after a few silent moments and my eyebrows furrow as I force myself to think about the Harvest and what it means for me.
I look at her to find her watching me intently. I blush and look down at the blanket for a second to collect my thoughts. I have never thought about a man sexually looking at me. Or vice versa. Males have been the bane of my existence. They have hated me, and I have feared them.
"Someone nice...Someone who won't hit me or hurt me in any way. Someone who will protect me against the world. Or I guess worlds," I suddenly declare as my dream man begins to appear in my mind.
"I don't care about his looks...or his coloring. I just want someone loving and sweet," I finish before looking at Zuri, who has tears in her eyes.
She clears her through and looks away quickly.
"Well...umm. Yeah, that sounds good," she says, and I laugh lightly.
"Sorry," I whisper, and she shakes her head.
She looks at me cautiously, and I can practically see the questions forming in her mind.
Unlike earlier with Krystal, I feel comfortable. I'm not worried about Zuri's questions. She seems genuine and caring. I think I am ready to answer her questions. I think I want a friend. I want to tell my story. My mom's story.
"Who hurt you," she asks, and I stiffen a little even though I was prepared.
I lick my lips and give her a tiny smile before taking a deep breath.
"My father mostly, but my brothers would occasionally join him. My father hates women. He married my mother to have sons. He abused her regularly, but as far as I know, it wasn't terrible until...Well, He received two sons before my mother gave birth to me. My birth was her doom. She loved me...She protected me as best as she could. She freed me in the end, and I am sure it cost her...He wouldn't have let her live after finding me gone. He wanted her to see me die. He spoke about that constantly," I whisper as silent tears trail down my cheeks.
I look at Zuri, and she shakes her head as if to clear her mind.
"My God," Zuri whispers, and I can instantly tell my story has hit her hard.
She has tears on her face, and her hands are clenched in fists. She looks angry and sad about my answer. I am glad someone else knows about his evil. It feels comforting. I have an ally...a friend. I wish my mom had found a partner and or friend. Maybe she could have been saved like I was.
"I hate him," Zuri declares loudly after another second, and I laugh, which catches her off guard.
"I hate him too," I reply, and she smiles while wiping her face.
"Good. Well, you deserve the nicest guy at the tournament. I will help you find a prince. You deserve it," Zuri states in a matter fact tone that makes me giggle.
"Thank you," I reply, and she pats my knee.
"I wish I could travel back to Earth to teach your father a lesson. Maybe we can find you a guy that will do that for you," she says with a distant look in her eye that makes me laugh again.
"Maybe, but I hate violence. I would prefer to just act like he never existed. My whole past life never existed...That is what I want," I explain, and she nods.
"I understand. I won't bring it up again, then. It never happened...Thank you for trusting me and sharing such personal information. You didn't have to, but your secret is safe with me. I will be your memory keeper so you can walk away from it forever," she says, and I smile harder than I ever have.
"Thank you, Zuri," I whisper, and she smiles.
TERRAX POV "She has been unconscious for hours," I whisper as I trail my fingers down my mate's creamy cheek. "She is safe here. You should go to Earth. You will return before she wakes," my father says as he watches from the wall. I stare at Fiadh's face and weigh my options. I really don't want to leave her weak like this, but it might be the best time. She is safe with my parents and she won't have to stress while I am away. I slowly bend forward and place a soft kiss to her small forehead. Desire and love course through me the moment her warm skin brushes my lips. As I stand up I give my father my full attention. "Father, I realize you have your own mate... And you are my father, but if...," I say before my father raises his hand. "I will protect her with my life. I will not fail you my son. Your sweet mate is safe here. I swear it," my father says as he lays his hand over his heart. I nod once as our matching eyes stare at one another. "I will return as soon as
FIADH POV I smile as Duya leaves the room looking rather smug.She always insists on helping me dress even though I have told her I am completely capable. But I must admit her help today was very much needed...and she knows it.I look down at my pale blue dress and bite my lip. I like my choice. The flowy material and modest neckline look lovely, but my nerves won't let up. Terrax has finally convinced me to meet his parents.After one whole week of pleading I agreed and now I am terrified. I know that my experience with my parents is a complete 180° from how Terrax was raised, but that doesn't erase my fear. They might hate me. They might be upset that their son chose a human at the Harvest instead of one of the other females. Not to mention the fact we haven't mated. All my friends have already sealed the bond with their mates. I am not even comfortable with sharing a bed with mine. "Fiadh," Terrax calls softly from behind me and I turn away from the mirror to see him standin
TERRAX POV The word has spread across the allied planets. Zor of Makskin is dead. Her father is being tried for treason, and Krystal of Earth...a female human, has earned the rank of gold. I glance at Fiadh's tranquil face again before taking another gulp of sukku. I hate this stuff, but it has helped me today. Between Fiadh's confession of abuse and Krystal's kidnapping, my nerves are fried. I couldn't close my eyes if I wanted to. I have too much to think about...too much to plan.Not only has my mate made it clear I must avenge her, but I must also avenge Burk's mate. Burk and I are not friends, but we are linked through our mates now. Krystal's safety matters to Fiadh, so Krystal's safety matters to me. All the humans who came through this Harvest are now tied to my life. I glance at Fiadh again before leaving the room.I have to set up meetings for tomorrow. One of our enemies has surrendered, and while that is joyous news, I feel like it is the turning point. Krystal
FIADH POV I sob as I listen to Terrax request a meeting with the Harvest professionals. I feel terrible for failing him. I am broken, and he shouldn't have to put up with me. I understand why he is requesting to speak with them. I wouldn't want me either. He begins to march away, and my heart cracks right down the middle. I thought we would be together forever. I thought he would protect me, not be disgusted by me and my weaknesses."Terrax," I sob as the pain becomes unbearable. I want to beg him. I want him to hold me. To my surprise, he turns around. He comes back to me instantly, and hope springs to life within me. "I am so sorry. I was consumed with hate," he whispers, and I search his face looking for the regret I know he feels. "I am sorry I am broken. You probably wish you chose someone else," I cry, and his mouth falls open for a second before he shakes his head. "I am the proudest male in the universe. I have the strongest, bravest female of all! I swear
TERRAX POV Pain. There is so much pain and fear in her eyes. I do not know what I have done to make her fear me, but I have to fix it. No female should look at her mate as if he is about to hit her."Fiadh, I know we are strangers, but I want you to understand that you may speak honestly with me. You never have to cover your feelings. Please, tell me what I said that bothered you," I say gently, hoping I can coax her into being honest with me. Her deep blue eyes begin to storm as if a battle is waging within her, and I grow nervous. Something in her past has affected her deeply."Fiadh, trust me," I plead, and she opens her mouth. "I am not ready to share a room with anyone yet. I have never been with a man, and we barely know each other. You said "our" room, and I guess I panicked. I don't have a healthy past, and men scare me," she says quickly, and shock slaps me in the face. I stare at her, unable to respond. I can not believe I didn't think of that. My sweet human has only
FIADH POV "Captain Terrax, it is your turn to choose a mate," the male Kea announces, and my heart practically bursts through my chest as hope overloads my internal systems. Every second that has passed and every couple that left here happy has reassured me that this tournament is truly magical. The courtship between the males and us is so brief I didn't think love could genuinely blossom, but every couple, not counting Zor's, has left smiling. The joy radiating from them is almost visible in the air, and now it's my turn. My eyes are glued to Terrax as he cuts across the empty space between us. More than half the champions have chosen their mates, but being chosen first was never something I was concerned with. I don't mind the wait if it's for him. "Fiadh of Earth, I offer you my hand and my heart. If you accept, you will control both until the day I die," Terrax says as he holds out his pale yellow hand, and my eyes widen due to the sincerity in his voice. I lick my lips