THE days passed quickly, turning into months, and I got busy preparing for my graduation in Business And Management, just like my twin brother Jonas. Our parents were very proud of what we had achieved, although they couldn't shake off their doubts about whether my twin passed, especially our father."We are so proud of you, Son, and that's my boy! You always make us proud, really, just like your Mom!" Daddy said once while we were on a video call. Jonas was beside me, listening. Even though I knew my brother didn't contribute much, and I understood where our parents were coming from, I still didn't agree with disregarding Jonas' little effort.My brother's face darkened when he heard our Daddy's compliment."Thank you, Dad, but you should be proud of Jonas, too. He also has good news for you!" I happily said, then hugged Jonas, who was smiling, "Right, Bro? Tell Dad and Mom the good news!""Hmmm, just make sure that's good news, Jonas!" Daddy replied."Thus, let Jonas speak, dear. I
MY eyes widened when I saw Jonas looking at us. I pushed the girl away while Jonas suddenly lunged forward. I raised my hands to stop him from whatever he was about to do to me."Jo-Jonas, let me explain. It's not what you think it is!" I quickly said to him, but he still aggressively pinned me to the wall.Our eyes met with my twin. I can't blame him, but I must also explain that it was all just a misunderstanding."Jonas, will you please let him go?" the girl who had been flirting with me earlier also pleaded and tried to pull Jonas away. "C'mon, stop that! You're making a scene here, and it is so embarrassing!"Jonas chuckled at the girl's words and looked at her."Wow, you feel embarrassed while I'm trying to let out my anger on my fucking twin brother seeing him flirting with my girl, but you never felt embarrassed while you almost kissed in front of everyone?!"Jonas's sharp glances shifted between me and his girl."Jo-Jonas, let me explain—""Shut up! I don't need your fucking
THAT night, Kaye and I were sitting on the hood of my car. I was thankful to her because, somehow, the heaviness in my chest lessened. I cried for a long time while Kaye hugged me.I really couldn't hide my true feelings at that moment. It felt like my heart was being sliced and squeezed, making it hard for me to breathe and my chest tight. "It's a Good thing Kaye was here; otherwise, I might not have been able to handle it, and who knows what would have happened to me."We gazed at the stars in the sky and the twinkling lights from the houses and buildings in the city. The cool breeze made me hug myself, and Kaye did the same. I felt guilty since we didn't plan to go here; it happened out of necessity.When I felt better, we drove to the highland part of the city. Kaye invited me. Now, we are silently admiring the city lights and stargazing simultaneously.A long silence fell between Kaye and me. One thing I also liked about her was her ability to listen well to me. She knew when to
A week after our parents died, I was caught up in their leftover responsibilities. We decided to have their bodies cremated because they were almost unrecognizable—wholly burnt. The wake didn't last long, only three days. The worst part is that my brother and I didn't speak. He refused to talk to me until after our parents' wake.Everything happened quickly, like a ticking time bomb, and I don't know where to begin. Jonas took the opportunity to party as much as he wanted, and I could do nothing about it. He's always been rebellious and stubborn so that I couldn't control him. He went wild and didn't care about anyone. I know he's still hurting, so I let him be.I continue doing what I'm supposed to—studying hard and living my life until I can stand on my own two feet again. The goal remains the same: I need to become what my parents wanted me to be—at least, that's the only way I can make them happy after everything. But there's one thing I must give up—spending more time with the pe
"HMMM... I like your lips; get that dress off. I want your boobs out!" Jonas said with authority, and he was a little bit tipsy when he grabbed my waist and pulled me over him. If earlier I had been too nervous because of my decision to do this, that feeling is gone now that I know that he’s the right guy for me.My heart is thumping as quickly as the beat of the drums, and I can hear it. My mouth opened slightly, releasing a small moan. I have no idea where my bravery comes from, but I've also now noticed that my breathing is becoming more aggressive. Because of the tension and lust that is flowing within us, I also feel hot and out of breath.“Ba-Babe...” I moaned his name under my breath while I was kissing his ears, then neck, and his lips. I felt his excitement through his lustful eyes on mine. I was above Jonas while he was lying on this huge bed. His hands were tightly holding my waist while he was watching me shyly undressing myself in front of his very eyes. Lucky for me, on
I AWOKE as I caught a glimmer of sunlight coming through my window. I smiled broadly as I recalled what had happened the previous evening. It was lovely and fantastic. I had no regrets about what had happened between us as I stared at Jonas, who was laying next to me. It's okay, even if I still felt sore. I sighed heavily and turned to face the one man who had ever captured my heart.The only man that I truly loved, my first and definitely my last.Jonas was lying face down while he was sleeping. Even though I couldn’t see his face because it was buried on his pillow, I admired how stance was so calm and soothing. As I ran my fingers through his hair and scented his manly scent, I couldn’t help but feel in love all over again. It's been two years since we started dating, but my love for him has never left. In every minute that we’ve been together, my love has just gotten deeper.I heard him groan and was about to shift positions, so I instinctively moved away to allow him to move free
(1 week Later) EXPECT the unexpected, as everyone always says, and in my case, that's exactly what’s happening right now. I don’t know if I have to be happy or mad about it, but whatever my reaction could be, I can’t do anything about this. My situation right now won’t change.It’s already been a week since I slept with someone whom I thought was my boyfriend, but I couldn’t move on yet. In that one week, Jonas cut off his communication with me. I tried to call him multiple times; I even had to go to his workplace just to reach him, but to no avail. No Jonas has faced me since then. I couldn’t even go to work due to the embarrassment that I’ve felt. I felt like I was going to be depressed. Every time that I remember that day when I went out of the hotel not in joy but in embarrassment, I’m still hoping that it could be erased from my mind... hoping that it didn’t happen. Jonas’ malicious and judgmental eye has never left my memory since then. The moment I left the room back then,
(5 YEARS LATER)In every pain that we’re experiencing, a new beginning emerges from it. Just like the rain that brings sorrow, it will subside as soon as the bright sun arises: a symbol of hope that a new day will come. "HAPPY Mother’s Day, Mama!" Nicolo and Nicolai said in unison. They were both smiling with gratitude towards me, and I felt my heart melt with so much gladness for my two adorable sons. They are already 5 years old. They handed me their own homemade Happy Mother’s Day card. I bent my knees and sat down so we could be on the same level. They approached me with their smiling faces and gave me their Mother’s Day card. I hugged them passionately in return.“Here, Mama, open my card first, please…” Nicolo told me cutely. “Alright, since these are so pretty!” I excitedly exclaimed as I got the card that he was giving me. “Yehey!” “Mama, me too! Look at this, it’s colorful and it even has many hearts for you!” Nicolai bragged and showed me his card with I smile. I got i