My father, Alpha Benjamin, watched me from across the room as I stood at the window of the border outpost, staring out at the forest where Hazel would soon disappear.
“You made a mistake,” he said quietly.
Here we go. The lecture I’d been expecting.
I didn’t turn around. “I protected this pack from a traitor.”
“Did you?” His footsteps crossed the creaking floorboards until he joined me at the window. “Because from where I stand, you just banished the most suitable Luna we’ve ever had.”
Suitable? He thought Hazel was suitable?
“Suitable?” I finally faced him, anger flaring in my chest. “She hired rogues to kidnap her own sister. She’s a calculating bitch who—”
“Who served this pack faithfully for three years,” Benjamin interrupted. “Who never complained when you treated her like a duty instead of a wife. Who gave you an heir and asked for nothing in return.”
“She asked for plenty. She wanted love she didn’t deserve.”
“She deserved all of it, Ulysses. She gave you an heir.” My father sighed. “That boy is your future and he’s half hers. What happens when he grows up asking about his mother?”
Liam would never ask about her. I’d make sure of that.
“He’ll learn the truth about what kind of woman she was.”
My father sighed. “I’ll tell you what kind of woman she was. She was steady and loyal. Wise. Kimberley is beautiful, yes, but beauty fades. Character doesn’t.”
“Kimberley is my mate.”
“Is she? Then why do you look like someone tore your heart out?”
It was true, the mate bond rejection still burned in my chest—a constant ache that made breathing difficult. I’d expected pain, but not this. Not like someone had carved out pieces of my soul.
“Mark my words, son, you will regret this decision for the rest of your life.”
“I will never regret it.” The words exploded out of me. “Never. Hazel showed her true nature, and I won’t be fooled again. I’ve seen through this woman’s evil completely.”
Benjamin shook his head slowly. “Stubborn as your mother.”
At least mother understood protecting the pack from a traitor.
My father was quiet for a long moment, so I turned back to the window, eager to escape his knowing stare.
“You know,” he said finally. “There’s something I need to tell you about the war with Ironheart Pack.”
Thank the goddess. Something I could actually handle. “What about it?”
“Years ago, I killed their Alpha—Brayden—in battle. Honorable combat, witnessed by both packs, but his son Jacob…” My father’s jaw tightened. “Jacob doesn’t care about honor. He wants revenge, and he’s been building alliances for months. This declaration of war isn’t impulsive—it’s calculated.”
“How many allies?”
“At least three neighboring packs, maybe more. He’s promised them territory if they help him destroy us.”
We were outnumbered, possibly outgunned. “What do you suggest?”
“Focus everything on this threat. Jacob won’t stop until one of us is dead.” My father looked directly at me. “And I need you completely present for this fight. Not distracted.”
Distracted by the woman I’d just banished.
I nodded, but my gaze drifted back to the border. In the distance, I could see two figures at the pack border—Hazel and Uma, holding each other while they cried. Even from here, their grief was visible.
Why did watching them hurt so much?
Something twisted in my chest. An indescribable feeling that felt almost like…loss.
But then I remembered what Kimberley had told me. I would not fall for her lies again. Kimberley was the victim here. Not Hazel. Besides, I now had my true love back. What did Hazel matter?
But if I had my true love back, why did I feel so empty?
Even the reunion with Kimberly I’d dreamed about for three years felt hollow, like going through the motions of happiness without actually feeling it.
That should have been my first warning that something was wrong.
I had actually never liked Hazel—had I? She was quiet where Kimberley was vibrant, steady where Kimberley was exciting. I’d married her out of duty, nothing more. So why did severing the mate bond cause such intense pain in my heart?
The ache that lived in my chest now was worse than anything I’d felt when Kimberley disappeared during our mating ceremony, back then, I’d been devastated, yes, but it had felt like losing a dream. This felt like losing a piece of my actual soul.
It made no sense. Kimberley was my destined mate, the woman I was supposed to love.
So why did breaking the connection with Hazel feel like ripping myself in half?
I pressed my palm against my chest where the mate bond used to pulse with life. Now there was just emptiness, a hollow ache that seemed to grow stronger with each passing hour.
I pushed the thought away. It was too late now anyway. Hazel was leaving, crossing the border as I watched. Soon she’d be gone forever.
Later that evening, I sat in my room reviewing pack member files when Kimberley entered. She’d changed into a silk nightgown that left little to the imagination.
“The baby finally went to sleep,” she announced, settling onto the arm of my chair. “He was so fussy without his…” She paused delicately. “Well, without what he was used to.”
“Good.” I didn’t look up from the papers.
Kimberley’s hand trailed down my chest. “You seem tense. Maybe I could help you relax?”
Her touch felt wrong somehow. Why did it feel wrong? “I’m not in the mood.”
“Come on, Ulysses. We’re finally together again after all this time—”
But it didn’t feel like being together! It felt like playing a role.
“I said no.” I moved away from her touch. “The war declaration has me stressed. I need to focus.”
Kimberley’s face tightened with annoyance, but she quickly covered it with understanding. “Of course. The pack comes first. I’ll just…go to bed then.”
Even she didn’t really care. She just wanted to seem supportive.
After she left, I reached for the pack member registry to update some information.
That’s when I saw it.
Hazel’s name was gone. Not just marked as exiled—completely deleted, as if she’d never existed. Her birth record, her mating ceremony entry, even her medical files.
Like she’d never been here. Never been mine. Never given me a son.
Everything erased.
Ulysses’s POVAs we rounded the corner toward the eastern training grounds, the sound of children’s laughter drifted through the evening air. It was a rare occurrence these days—most of the pack’s young ones had become more subdued as the war with Jacob’s forces intensified.But tonight, genuine joy echoed from the play area behind the buildings.I followed the sound, curious to see what had lifted the children’s spirits. What I found made me stop in my tracks.There, in the center of a group playing hopscotch, was Liam.My son was actually laughing—a bright, carefree sound I hadn’t heard from him in months. His whole face glowed with happiness as he hopped from square to square, completely absorbed in the game.His movements were lighter than I’d seen them in ages, like some invisible weight had been lifted from his small shoulders.When had I last seen him look so genuinely joyful?The moment Liam spotted me approaching, he abandoned the game entirely and came running toward me with
Ulysses’s POVI walked through the pack territory like a man haunted, my boots scuffing against the worn stone paths as I tried to focus on my patrol duties, but my mind kept circling back to that hypnotherapy session like a vulture returning to carrion.What the hell had I been thinking, exposing myself like that?My hands trembled as I gripped the fence post at the training grounds. The wood was rough under my palms, grounding me in the present moment, but it couldn’t stop the memories from flooding back.I’d revealed too much. Shown too much weakness to that woman—Mila.She’d seen straight through every defense I’d built over six years, straight to the pathetic truth I’d been hiding from everyone, including myself.She’d witnessed the depth of my obsession with Hazel, the way guilt gnawed at my insides like acid, how losing her had left me fundamentally broken.A cold sweat broke out across my forehead. If word got out that the strong, decisive Alpha was actually a mess of regret an
Hazel’s POV“Enough about my family drama,” I said, forcing my voice to lighten as I settled back onto the bed.The conversation about Kimberley and my parents had left me drained, and I needed something positive to focus on.“What about you? Tell me everything I’ve missed. Please tell me some wonderful man has been smart enough to pursue the most amazing healer in all the territories.”Uma’s cheeks flushed pink immediately, the color spreading down her neck and disappearing beneath the collar of her tunic. She looked down at her hands, suddenly fascinated by her short, practical fingernails.“My romantic life has been pretty nonexistent,” she mumbled, her voice barely above a whisper. “I’ve been so focused on work, on taking care of Liam, on just…urviving each day.”“Come on.” I nudged her shoulder playfully, grinning despite everything we’d just discussed. “You’re brilliant, beautiful, and the best healer this pack has ever had. There has to be someone who’s caught your eye.”Uma’s b
Hazel’s POVUma touched at her cheek with the tips of her fingers, her brow furrowed in confusion. She rubbed at a spot near her temple like she was trying to erase something invisible.“What are you staring at?” she asked, tilting her head again. “Is there something on my face? A mark or a scar I don’t know about?”Damn. I’d been too obvious comparing her features to Elena’s, searching for the similarities that had struck me so forcefully.“Nothing’s wrong,” I said quickly, forcing my lips into what I hoped was a reassuring smile. “After being separated for six years, I’m just trying to memorize every detail of seeing you again. I was afraid I’d forgotten what you looked like.”Uma’s shoulders relaxed slightly, but her eyes still held a flicker of doubt. She’d always been perceptive, even as children. It was part of what made her such a good healer.“God, Hazel.” She ran both hands through her hair, messing it up. “I still can’t believe you’re really here. Do you know what this place
Hazel’s POVUma’s eyes darted around the room like a cornered animal searching for escape routes. Her pupils dilated with fear, and I could see the rapid pulse beating in her throat.She slowly lowered the dagger. She didn’t put it away—just held it ready while watching me with wary eyes.“You have thirty seconds,” she said tersely. “Then I’m calling for help.” A thin sheen of sweat had broken out across her forehead.My hands shook violently. Six years of dreaming about this moment, and now that it was here, terror threatened to overwhelm me.“I’ve been dreaming about this moment for six years,” I whispered, my voice thick with tears that were already starting to fall.“What moment? What are you talking about?” Uma’s free hand pressed against the wall behind her, as if she needed the support to stay upright.Instead of explaining with words, I started peeling away the magical glamour from my chin. The material felt strange under my fingers—not quite solid, not quite liquid, but someth
Hazel’s POVUma straightened at once, her whole body coming alive the instant she learned she might help. The healer in her that I remember so well surged forward, intently focused on me now.“What kind of symptoms are we dealing with?” she asked eagerly, leaning in slightly.This was my chance. I needed to sound convincing but not too rehearsed.“There’s this patient back where I was working,” I said, making my voice sound frustrated. “Drives me crazy because I can’t figure him out. Every full moon, he transforms fine, but afterward? Complete mess.”Uma’s brow furrowed with interest. “How so?”“He can’t sleep for days afterward. Just lies there staring at the ceiling, completely wired.” I shook my head like it genuinely puzzled me. “And even in human form, he’s jumpy. Reacts to every little sound like something’s hunting him.”“Hmm,” Uma muttered, her eyes darting slightly as though running through options in her head before settling back on me. “Sounds like his wolf is having trouble