“I still don’t like this, it feels like I’m using you,” Mila mumbled with a frown on her face as she put some of the groceries in the fridge.
“Can you please stop fussing about it?” Emma rolled her eyes at her best friend, gathering her long dark brown hair in her hands and wrapping a hair tie around it. “Just because you don't pay rent it doesn’t mean you’re using me. My parents got me this apartment, so I won’t charge you for rent. It’s not like I’m paying less than you. They bought it, not me, so if you want to think about it this way, then we are both using them. You pay half of everything, you seriously need to chill.”
Emma and Mila had been best friends since elementary school, and despite how different they were from each other, their differences were never the cause of a fight between them. In fact, they barely fought. A lot of people envied them for the kind of friendship they had. It was the friendship you’d kill for, the friendship that completes you.
Everything about the two girls was different, even the way they looked like. While Mila had light brown hair with brown eyes and her skin was tanned a bit, Emma was pale with blue eyes and dark brown hair. Just by looking at their faces, anybody could tell that Mila had a strong character. Her eyes screamed with determination to achieve her goal in life which was to be a successful journalist. She was the extroverted one in the friendship, the one who would usually do the talking if her best friend was reluctant.
Unlike Mila, Emma was a little shy, which made people usually mistake her at first as an introvert. She had always felt more confident and comfortable when she was around Mila because she knew quite well that her best friend would have her back if anything happened. After all, the beginning of their friendship was Mila defending Emma when she saw a guy trying to forcefully take her Twinkies.Ever since they were seven years old they had become inseparable. They did everything together and what made everything better was the fact that they were neighbours. They lived across the street from each other, which was enough to strengthen their friendship as there was basically no distance to separate them.
Emma’s family was wealthy that people usually mistook Emma as the spoilt brat; however, she was never arrogant and she had never shown off the privileges she had in her life. Mila’s family was not poor and was not rich; they were average but that did not make her jealous of her best friend. Mila was quite content and satisfied with her life.
“Fine, Em,” Mila said in defeat. “I need to leave now, my shift starts in forty minutes.”Mila was able to get a job at a huge library in Seattle, so it paid her well and she already had a good amount of savings in her bank account which made her not worried about money. She knew that if she needed anything she could contact her parents, but she wanted to be independent, she wanted to build her success by herself.
“I don’t know if I should get a job or not, I want to feel like I’m doing something for myself, but at the same time, I’m scared that it might affect my studies,” Emma mumbled, letting out a heavy sigh.“You can give it a try, Em. Work for one month and see if it will affect your studies or not,” Mila suggested.
“I will think about it, see you later,” Emma said smiling and waved goodbye to her friend.
When Mila left, Emma started to think about getting a job, but what Mila did not know was that Emma’s parents did not want her to work. She did not want to tell her best friend something like that as she was scared that Mila might think low of her. Although part of her knew Mila would never do that, a voice inside of her kept telling her that a strong person like her best friend would definitely think lowly of a dependent one like her.
Emma did not know that she was totally wrong and Mila would never judge her for something like that. Mila was quite aware of how Emma’s parents were very concerned with her studies and made her study business, so she would take over the company later. They did not care that their daughter had always dreamt of being an interior designer and when she thought about confronting them about what she wanted for her future, they crushed her dreams before her eyes. They wanted her to bear the consequences of her brother’s mistakes, not thinking about what the girl wanted to do with her life.
“You know it sucks being a freshman again,” Mila said to Emma as they walked through the campus of Washington University for the very first time. Although Emma did not have any classes until 1 pm, she went with Mila at 11 am to explore the campus, hoping to make a friend or two. “How so?” Emma wondered, looking at Mila for a moment as she adjusted her backpack. “We were seniors in high school and everybody looked at us like we were on some kind of superior level. Here, we are freshmen again, juniors and seniors look at us like we are fresh meat and they probably laugh at us, sophomores are the only ones who MIGHT have some mercy on us,” Mila explained with a simple shrug. “Can you just promise me one thing?” Emma asked her best friend quietly. It was a thought that had plagued Emma’s thoughts for a long while and she wanted to give her mind a rest. “What?” Mila asked her softly with a frown on her face, knowing quite well that Emma was nervous and sca
“Just message her, Em,” Mila whined. She has been trying to convince Emma to text Ariana for the past half an hour, but Emma was too scared and shy to do it.“What if she doesn’t want to talk to me again?” Emma murmured, looking down. Her social anxiety kicked in. “She wouldn’t have given you her number if she didn’t want you to message her!”“I don’t know...Mil, look you’re more than enough for me and I don’t want any more friends,” Emma said quietly. Mila sighed heavily and snatched the phone from her best friend’s hands.“What are you doing!?” Emma squealed and tried to get her phone back from Mila.“If you’re not going to do it then I’ll do it!”“No no no no! Please don’t!” Emma begged her.“No, Em, I will do it, end of discussion,” Mila said and messaged Ariana quickly.
The weekend came faster than expected and soon enough it was Friday. Emma was in her room getting ready. She was nervous and excited at the same time. She has gone to parties before, but she has never gone to a party without Mila.Emma put on a floral high-waisted skirt and styled it with a tight off-the-shoulder powder pink top. Her outfit was not showy, it was cute and nice. She applied some light make-up and put on pink lipstick that matched her outfit.Ariana told Emma that she would pick her up. By 8:30 Ariana messaged Emma and told her that she was waiting for her.“You live in a very nice neighbourhood, how do you manage to pay the rent girl?” Ariana asked Emma as she drove off to the party.“It’s not rented...my parents bought it for me,” Emma said quietly. She was not fond of telling people that the place was actually hers, but she did not see any point of lying and denying the truth.“Oh wow! You’re
When Emma walked inside the apartment she frowned and sighed heavily. She found Mila asleep on the couch, her head resting on its arm. She picked her phone from her purse and checked the messages; the last message Mila sent was around five in the morning and it was eight by the time she arrived.Emma walked towards Mila and gently shook her body. The tired sleepy girl opened her eyes slowly. On seeing Emma in front of her, Mila quickly jumped up from her position.“I’m so sorry! I was so drunk last night to message you and I only checked the messages this morning,” Emma said, worry was obvious in her voice. She felt guilty for making Mila that anxious.“Drunk? Since when do you like drinking?” Mila’s confusion was written all over her face. She knew quite well that Emma did not like drinking; not one bit.“I just wanted to try something new, it didn’t taste that bad,” Emma shrugged.Just one
It was Sunday and it was a lazy day for both of Mila and Emma. Mila finished all of her college assignments on Friday and Emma finished everything she was supposed to do on her weekdays since she had nothing else to do."Julie is coming over," Mila informed Emma as she drank her coffee."And Ariana too," Emma told Mila, checking her Instagram out of pure boredom."Great." Mila smiled and sat on the couch beside her.Mila was texting Julie a lot and she had a lot of classes with her. Julie was a nice girl and she was a lot like Mila, so she was comfortable with her and she did not feel pressured with the friendship she developed with her.Emma was also building a growing friendship with Ariana and she liked the friendship they were having. She loved how Ariana was making her experience new things. Mila was a little uncertain about Emma's friendship with Ariana and was concerned about how Ariana was pulling Emma into a whole new life, yet she kept he
"I honestly don't like her at all," Julie spoke as she sat beside Mila. The professor had not come yet to the lecture, so the girls used the opportunity to chitchat."Same, I don't know what Emma sees in her, this troubles me." Mila sighed, opening her notebook and writing the date."Are you still going to the party?" Julie asked her."Only to keep my eyes on Emma.""I don't know if I should come or not." Julie thought out loud."Come, I don't want to be alone at that party, I know Emma would be busy with her new friends.""I will think about it," Julie told Mila, earning a nod from her."I want you to meet Leila and Hannah. We share a flat together," Julie said with a smile on her face."Sounds good to me. I have a shift today from 4 to 10, if they are free after we finish our lectures today then we can meet," Mila suggested."Sounds like a plan," Julie agreed.After two lectures, Julie and Mila went to meet the
"Are you sure you want to come? You know I will be fine on my own," Emma told Mila, giving her a skeptical look. "Did Ariana tell you not to bring me? Too bad for her if she did because I'm going," Mila said the first part teasingly; however, she was serious about the second part. She did not want to leave Emma alone at that party; she had a bad feeling about it."She did not say anything else, we haven't really talked about you." Emma shrugged as she applied some lipstick. Emma was lying, Ariana would always make fun of Mila."Julie is coming, so I will most probably be with her all the time, and I'm sure you'll be with Cole, Ariana, and your new friends," Mila said, applying more mascara."That's not true." Emma frowned as her stomach twisted in guilt. "We will spend time together.""And even if we don't, it's okay. You're supposed to have new friends, I'm just worried about the kind of people you hang out with," Mila spoke. Ever since they starte
The next morning, Emma woke up around noon with a killer headache. She winced as she got out of bed. She walked slowly to the bathroom and took a hot shower, hoping it would ease her headache and relax her exhausted body.Once she was done she dried herself and put on clean clothes then went back to her room. Emma could not remember anything at all from the night before and that was annoying her. The more she pushed herself to remember, the more the pounding in her head intensified. When she was done brushing her hair and applying deodorant and body lotion she walked out of her room."Mil," she called out as she walked to the kitchen. Emma was a little surprised when she found Julie in front of her instead of Mila. She did not recall Julie staying the night with them, but she also failed to recall any other event."Good morning Julie, where is Mila?" she asked her, opening the fridge."Morning, I bet you have a strong headache, here." Julie handed her Ibupr