Elle sat patiently while I devoured the food she’d given me, smiling as she brought me a second glass of lemonade. I'd drained the first before I'd even sat down at the table. “Been a long time since someone has enjoyed something I cooked so much, most i get out of Sam these days is a grunt or two”. “Who’s Sam?” i asked between bites “Oh Sam is my Mate, we found each other nearly 40 years ago now. That's why I live out here away from my pack, my Sam is a human, and my alpha just couldn’t accept that.” “A human?” I asked, my shock strong enough to take precedence over the food “ I didn’t know that was even possible!” “Oh it is” she chuckled, “the mate bond is about who they are, not what they are” she said with the patience of someone who’s had this same conversation a whole lot over the years. “Well...that’s just garbage. Finding your mate is so rare and so special that it shouldn’t matter who they are, nobody should try to keep two people apart that belong together.”
“I’m really glad you feel that way, this world likes to over complicate things - love is love” Elle reminded me of a gentle old hippy, she wore a long comfortable looking denim dress, with colorful beaded jewelry at her wrists, ears and throat. Her long white hair was pulled over one shoulder in a simple braid. “I tell you what, how’s about I make you another of those sandwiches?” she said with a pointed look at my plate that now only held crumbs that i was already considering going back for “and while i’m doing that you can tell me what happened to you that would make you run away from your pack, and don’t bother lying to me either - I always know when i’m being lied to”
So I spent the afternoon there in Elle’s kitchen drinking lemonade and telling her of my life, how it had gone so wrong and why I desperately needed to get away and start over. I never really meant to tell anything more than the important parts, but once i started talking everything just came out, all the pain and hurt i’d suffered through, the loneliness and rejection I’d felt surrounded by the family that should have loved me, but never saw me as more than a useful tool to their scheming. She stayed mostly quiet, just allowing me to vent it all out, bringing me tissues to dry my eyes as I went through some of the harder parts only asking occasional questions along the way for clarification when she needed it.
Once I had gotten it all out I felt very vulnerable sitting there in Elle’s open kitchen with the afternoon light streaming in around me. I had been holding so much darkness inside myself for so long, I didn't know what to do now that it was all out in the open.
Lucky for me I didn't have long to think about it. A loud bang resonated through the kitchen as someone slammed the front door open and stomped inside.
“ELLE!” a gruff voice yelled “Your never gonna believe it, but that lousy no good kid i hired stood me up AGAIN” The rather red faced owner of the voice finally made their way into the kitchen, an older woman in a clean but well worn button up and blue jean, she had her greying hair cropped close to her head in a flattering no frills sort of way. Standing there hands on hips she looked at me and then looked at Elle accusingly “Who did you bring home now Elle?”
“She's like me Sam, and she needs our help.” Elle said, standing up from the table she crossed her arms under her breasts and braced herself to face off against her mate.
“Elle.. You promised. After the last catastrophe we wouldn’t be getting involved in anything like this again.” Sam said with a hard look across the kitchen at me
Elle had a pleading look on her face as she walked up to Sam, she took both her hands and placed them gently on Sam’s wrinkled face, looking up into her eyes as she spoke “But this is different, She’s a wolf Sam. She’s lived her entire life in that world, not this one. You remember how hard it was for me in the beginning don’t you? At least I was lucky enough to have you there to guide me. She’s completely alone, and it just feels wrong to turn her out onto the street.”
Seeing them interact like this, to see the love and respect present even when they weren’t necessarily on the same page put a dreamy kind of smile on my face. This was the moon goddess’s real gift to the werewolves, love, not the power our wolves gave us. I closed my eyes and I sent out a silent prayer to the goddess that If I had a mate out there somewhere that she’d allow me to find them and experience her gift myself.
A loud sigh from Sam caused me to open my eyes again, she was running her hand over Elle’s haid, absently toying with her braid “Ughh, I don't know why I ever bother trying to put my foot down with you. Fine, she can stay here a couple days while we get the apartment over the bar cleaned up, will that make you happy?” Elle responded by pulling herself close to Sam and nodding her head that now rested in Sam’s neck. “Good, but we still have another problem we gotta figure out. The entire stock order is still sitting outside where the delivery driver left it, that worthless kid I hired to unload it never showed up and if we don’t get those kegs of beer inside soon it’ll never get cold enough before we open, and nobody buys warm beer. “
“Umm.. Sam?” I ventured “ Can I help?”
Cole was pacing again. After the trail had gone cold a week ago I’d given up waiting for my people to find my mate for me. In a fit of frustration I had driven out to her last known location hoping I'd be able to pick up on something they hadn’t. I’d found nothing, not even the tiniest hint of her scent even lingered, it was like she was never here. I should have known better, my people were the best, and if they hadn’t found anything then there was nothing to be found. A gnawing feeling had taken up residence in my gut, and the longer I was away from her the worse it got. I was barely sleeping these days, day and night my wolf was howling in my head for his mate, his desperation was only feeding my anxiety. Not knowing was tearing me apart. I needed to let my wolf out, I'd been holding back afraid of what would happen if I let that side of myself free. I had never gone this long without shifting, constantly battling myself wasn’t helping anything. I’d read som
I sat quietly while Sam drove, unsure what I could say to the gruff woman that would lighten the mood in the cab of the old truck. Sam and Elle’s place was a few miles outside of the main part of town and I spent the ride looking at the houses that were nestled back into the hillsides and cliffs along the ocean’s edge. I loved the way the trees seemed grow by clinging onto the rocks and how they were shaped by the coastal storms, it was all so vastly different from lands I had grown up on. I found myself enthralled by the smallest things, a peek of the ocean as we turn a corner, the bright pinks of the flowers that seemed to grow everywhere, fishermen going about their day working on the docks, my eyes ate up the details.As we came into town, I tried to pay attention to the streets we were passing, their names and the businesses on them, so I could build a mental map of my new home. It was difficult, the uniformity of the white buildings that made the town look s
The drive out to the campground was a short one, I just followed the highway and soon enough I found the turn off I was looking for. Once I hit the dirt road, I turned off all the lights and allowed my wolf to come forward enough to enhance my senses. Driving to the back of the campground I backed into a space that was well hidden. Stripping down to my bare skin I piled all my clothes onto the back seat. I had a special hiding place for the keys for times just like this, since I couldn’t exactly carry them, and I hated just leaving her unlocked.I took one step out away from the car and finally released my hold on my wolf, allowing him to come fully forward, on the second step hair sprouted all over my body, by the third you could hear my bones breaking and reshaping, and at the fourth step I was walking on all fours, fully transformed. Some took longer to transition, but being an alpha definitely had it’s perks. Being in my wolf form was pure joy for me, and I ho
I took an exceptionally long shower, possibly the longest I have ever taken in my life. Standing there with the hot water kneading my sore muscles was therapy I didn’t know I needed. It felt so good to wash away all the dirt that had collected on my body, but as I watched the soap suds up on my skin while I scrubbed I imagined I was also scrubbing out all the bad that I’d endured living with my uncle, every insult, every bit of loneliness and unworthiness I was made to feel daily. By letting all that ugliness float free of my body and head straight down the drain, I felt truly clean, and when I finally stepped out of the shower and onto the bathroom’s fluffy yellow rug, I felt a lot more like myself than I had in an awfully long time.I dried off my body and put my hair up in a towel, then wrapped the borrowed robe around my body before stepping out into the hall. The house was silent and dark, I guessed Elle must have gone off to bed, the only visible light
It was no surprise I dreamed of her, she consumed all my waking thoughts, and not a night had gone by since meeting her where she wasn’t in my dreams as well. Something was different tonight though, where my other dreams had the quality of an echo, this seemed more.. real. I could hear her moving, listened to the soft steps as she circled me, coming closer bit by bit. I was enveloped in her scent, thick and rich like it can only be when she’s close. I didn’t need to open my eyes, all my other senses were on overdrive with her this near. I could hear her heart beat, listened with satisfaction as it spiked when she started touching me. I laid there, reveling in her shamelessness, letting her touch me however she pleased. Her light touch did nothing to stop the waves of electric tingles from racing across my skin in response to her, and I thought my pounding heart would surely give me away when she lay her palms on my chest. As she trailed her fingers lower it was a miracle I held stil
I lowered my head into her neck, inhaling the beautiful scent that was so unique to her. “Just one taste” I murmured. Lost in my own need I ran my tongue along the length of her neck, starting just below her earlobe and ending at her delicate collar bone. I allowed my canines to lengthen and grazed them across her skin, moving down towards her shoulder and back to the crook of her neck where I planted a slow and deep kiss. Lifting my head I allowed my hand to come up, and pushed back the open robe, exposing her full, round breasts to me. A low growl of approval radiating out from my chest as I took in the sight of her like this. I reached out and twirled one perfect pink tip in my fingers, the combination of pleasure and pain dragging another desperate moan from her lips. Moving my hand back upwards, I wrapped my fingers around the back of her neck causing it to arch towards me, her submission was only spurring me on. Allowing my thumb to graze along the front of her throat, I was e
I crashed into consciousness, it felt as though I had been ripped bodily from my dream, my heart was racing and a fine sweat was covering my entire body. I looked around for someone or something that would explain my sudden waking but I found nothing, all was just as it had been when I had fallen asleep. The slight breeze coming in the room from the open window was the only relief I felt from the heat underneath my skin. It reminded me of how I felt before my first shift when my body was beginning to change, the heat coming from within was impossible to extinguish. While I lay there waiting for my heart to deaccelerate, my mind drifted back to the dream I’d had, and the wetness that was still calling for attention between my legs. If I closed my eyes I could still feel the press of his body, and the way the touch of his hands had a slight roughness to them. Remembering the feel of his mouth on my skin made me groan aloud, my body erupting in goosebumps at the thought of it. I
“You sound as idealistic as Elle did when I first met her. Tell you what, how about we try you out for a few shifts and see how things go, if you’re a good fit for the place I’ll keep ya on and eventually – maybe – I’ll consider going home earlier”“That’s fair, I guess I was getting ahead of myself a bit. I may never have worked in a bar, but I’ve done more than my fair share of serving people. My uncle had me play waitress at all his parties and dinners with visiting alpha’s.”“What on earth makes you want to take this job on then? Won’t it just remind you of all that they put you through?”“That’s exactly why I want to do it. They thought by making me a servant for visiting alphas they were taking my dignity and my self-respect, they robbed me of joining my pack in celebrations and instead made me serve them and watch while everyone else enjoyed themselves to