LOGINEmerson and Quinn, now step-siblings try to navigate their new normal. But what will happen when they both start leaning on other people? Emerson tries to move on, but the boy she loves is around every corner, literally. Quinn has reverted to his bullying ways. After all, hurting Em is what he does best. But some things aren’t adding up. The few people that Em trusted completely seem to be the very ones that are deceiving her. In order to cope, Em turns to her pills that she had weaned herself off of. She isn’t sleeping, and paranoia is getting the best of her. Once again, Em and Quinn have to fight.. for themselves, for each other, and to survive.
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Book 2 of Chasing the Moon Playlist:::: Diet Pepsi — Addison Rae Apt — ROSE feat. Bruno Mars Shut Out of Paradise - SLO False God - Taylor swift Lofticries - Purity Ring Bad Dreams — Teddy Swims Good Luck, Babe! — Chappell Roan Spitting off the Edge of the World— Yeah Yeah Yeahs feat. Perfume Genius Ticky Ticky Bum Bum - Sunchaser Teeth — Mallrat Confidence - Ocean Alley (sped up) Vroom Vroom — Charli xcx Hurts so Good - Astrid S The Wreck - Delta Spirit Bed Chem — Sabrina Carpenter Mood x Ms. Jackson - Sickick remix Peaches x What’s Luv - Sickick remix Levels - Avicii Die with a Smile — Lady Gaga & Bruno Mars Slide Away - Miley Cyrus Atomised— Laura Welsh Give Me More Time — Markus Hughes Birds of a Feather — Billie Eilish Too Sweet — Hozier Jj + E — Vittorio Grasso Savage — I, Us , & We Nothings Gonna Hurt You Baby —Cigarettes After Sex Messy — Lola Young No Ordinary - Labrinth I Found — Amber Run Prologue When you’re little, and you’re trying to imagine what your life will be like growing up, you only ever imagine the good things. No one tells you about the dark scary parts.. about the first boy you ever loved, how he’d abuse you then let his friends abuse you too; they wouldn’t tell you that your dad would feel so guilty about it.. that he would overdose and you would be the one to find him. Then… you would never know about your second love.. the real one..and how he would save you from your past, save you from your present, he would even save you from his own brother. And right after he patched your heart back together, he would turn around and smash it into a million pieces. Would you even want to know all these things… probably not. But Emerson wished she had.. maybe she could’ve spared herself a little bit of heartbreak. Chapter 1 Em Em was in her dance studio at her house. She was practicing a new routine for the upcoming competition she was in with her team at Tush. She had missed the last one, because she was recovering from a horrible wreck. For this next one.. she was doing two dances. One dance was a solo, and the other was with her group. She was actually sweating. She had been in here for hours now, dancing out all her feelings and heartache. But it wasn’t working. As tired as she was, she was still so hurt and angry. She went over and restarted the song.. determined to keep it up as long as possible. For her solo, she was dancing to the song Diet Pepsi. It was kind of a weird name for a song but .. she loved how sensual it was. It gave her all the feels and she loved the routine she had built around it. Maria, the owner of Tush, and instructor … who also happened to be one of her bests friend’s mom…. let them pick the song and choreograph their own dance for solos. Then Maria did everything for the group dance. Em was excited about it….. she didn’t care what anyone said that song was a banger. She had just gotten started when her brother, Sawyer, came into the studio. He looked at her with his arms crossed, an annoyed look on his face. To be only seven years old, the kid could give you a hell of a mean look. “Emerson!” He yelled at her. “ I am trying my best to watch ‘Little House on the Prairie’. It’s the Christmas one.. where they all tell stories of Christmas past. And I’m having trouble hearing my girl Laura. Do you know how loud your music is??” Em walked over and shut off the song. “Sorry Saw but I’ve got to get this routine down. Why can’t you watch your girlfriend in your bedroom?” “Because sister .. the living room tv is ten times bigger!” He said to her, like he couldn’t understand what she was thinking to suggest such a thing. “Can’t you go practice in the basement? And whyyyy do you keep playing that same song with the thirsty girl?” Saw wanted to know. “Thirsty girl?” Em said. “Yes she keeps talking about wanting a drink of Diet Pepsi. Surely she knows Coke is better?” “Oh ma geez Sawyer. Okay I’ll take a break until your show goes off.. deal?” Sawyer smiled. Em walked by him and ruffled his hair. “Hey! Easy on the goods woman!” He called after her. “Oh and Em? Watching them eat stew or whatever the hell it is they ate back in the days of old is makin my tummy rumble with hunger. Can we order something?” Em smiled at her brother. Their mom was working again so she would be in charge of supper. She went to the kitchen and grabbed the pizza menu to order takeout. Once she had finished that she was on her way to shower when her phone buzzed. She looked down and saw it was Mickey, one of her best friends calling. She probably wanted all the details of what had been going on the past several days. Their school let out for two weeks for Thanksgiving. And Mickey had gone out of town last week to visit relatives. This coming up week was Thanksgiving. She had planned on cooking and having a huge Friendsgiving….. but she didn’t know if she had it in her to do that now. “Hey Mick..” she said as she picked up the phone. “I go out of town for a few days and everything goes to shit. I’m coming over.” “Okay I’ll see you…..” Em didn’t get to finish because Mickey had already hung up. She’s a no nonsense kind of gal. A few minutes later the doorbell rang. The pizza guy was standing there.. but so was Mickey. She had the pizzas in her hand. “See dude? I told you I know her.” Mickey said as she walked in. Em paid the guy then gave Sawyer some pizza and a drink. She got plates and drinks out for her and Mickey. “Ok. Before we start eating. Give me the deets.” Mickey said. Mickey had of course heard the first part of what happened already. The part where her mom had announced she had been dating.. and was now engaged to Quinn’s dad. Quinn…. who she was completely head over heels for. Quinn … who she was in love with, and him .. her. Quinn .. who had bullied her when she first moved here, then later ended up saving her from herself. “So after that day.. we didn’t even talk much I think we were both in shock.” Em said, referring to the day when they’d gotten the big news. “You know the bad thing.. no the worse thing?? They want to get married like now.. like in a couple of weeks! They’ve only been engaged a minute. And even worse.. mom wants them to move in with us, before the holidays.” Mickey was shaking her head. She had forgone the ‘wait to eat the pizza until they’d talked’ idea because she was steadily munching down… and already on her second piece. “That’s fucked.” She said. “Yeah. It’s so fucked. It’s so beyond fucking fucked that I don’t even know what to do with it.” Em told her. “So what does he say about all this?” Mickey asked. Em got quiet for a moment. Then she continued: “So for the next couple of days actually we barely spoke. Any of us I mean. Quinn barely spoke to me, I barely spoke to him.. I didn’t speak at all to my mom. She really shocked the shit out of me with this.” Mickey shook her head in agreement… picking up her third piece of pizza. “So when we finally did talk……. “ Em couldn’t find the words she needed. “Basically he doesn’t want to be with me now.” Mickey spat out her pizza. “What??!” She said. “He said it’s too complicated. And we can’t be together… because he’s gonna be my stepbrother.”EmQuinn slowly let go of her arm. The look on his face was enough to send her right back down into the darkness. He had seen it .. probably in her eyes. That she’d made a turning point… that she had given up…. That she had let him go. And it hurt him. But… why? Why was he hurt? He should be happy and pleased that he’d finally gotten through to her. She let him go. Wasn’t that what the boy wanted?? Damn he was confusing as hell. It wasn’t as if all the feelings she had for him disappeared, they were all very much still there. But it didn’t matter anymore. She loved him. But she also hated him and had completely thrown in the towel. Yet…. She still didn’t like to see the boy in pain. His pain was her pain. It had been like that from the first moment when she’d seen him. It always had been. And it probably always would be. But fuck she didn’t want to go through her life that way. She almost wished she’d never even laid eyes on him that very first night. She and her mom and broth
Quinn Emerson looked at him like she was seconds away from murder. Much like she had looked at him last night. Last night… after Asher and the others talked him into leaving .. he did just that. But he didn’t go back to Dany’s. For one, she was probably asleep by then. And for two.. he wanted to stay close, just in case something happened with his brother. Huxley was unhinged. And as much as he was worried about Em, he also didn’t want his brother to show up at their house… with Sawyer there. And for three … he needed some time alone. He needed to think. His feelings were all over the place and he didn’t know how to get them in check. He had seen it in Emerson’s eyes. She was done. Finished. She had let him go. And that had been the plan this whole time, for her to forget him. He’d done everything in his power and then some to push her away. Now that he’d gotten what he wanted, he absolutely hated the way it made him feel. When he knew she still loved him, it was easier to hurt
Emerson Thank goodness Asher and Grey talked Quinn into leaving. Or they said something to him, because he left. She couldn’t take much more of him being around. After what she had seen and heard the last few hours, she’d had a complete turn around with her feelings. She didn’t want to be around Quinn at all. And not because she was sad … not anymore. But because she was deeply internally hurt by him. And angry. He had certainly gotten what he’d set out to do…. He wanted her to hate him, and he had succeeded. The knife Quinn had stabbed into her heart when he broke up with her had been twisted and dug in so hard, that she felt worse about everything than she did when River and his friends had molested her. Of course the mental pain along with the physical pain and humiliation that had come with that were something that could never even be compared to. But as far as breaking her heart? It didn’t even touch what Quinn had done. Maybe she never loved River. And maybe that’s why
Quinn Emerson was giving him the evil eye. If the situation wasn’t so serious, it would be comical. If looks could kill…. Well he would’ve been dead a while ago. Every second that passed and he sat there not moving on the couch the angrier she got. He could see that she was about three seconds away from a complete meltdown. She looked at him like she hated him. He didn’t like it. But that’s what he wanted … wasn’t it? Isn’t that why he’d been so fucking mean to her? He wanted to push her away, and it looked like it finally worked. What did it though? He’d brought girls over to her house, even when she forbade it. She’d seen a picture of him and Angel in bed together and that didn’t even do it. It had to be Dany. Quinn knew she would be able to keep his mind of Em, but what he didn’t know was that she would be the one thing that finally made Emerson give up on their relationship once and for all. Was it because she saw him kiss her? Or because they’d infiltrated her fa
Emerson Quinn’s sudden appearance put a halt to their running around naked. It was just as well.. she could feel herself getting sicker from freezing to death. She wondered what the hell he was doing there. He made her uncomfortable.. and this was her safe space. Didn’t they say Elias and Chase could come as long as Quinn didn’t? They all ambled back towards the porch and basement door … and Emerson watched Quinn and Asher through the glass windows having an intense conversation. Asher lifted his gaze and looked right at her, frowning. Now what.. she thought. She wished Quinn hadn’t come over here at all. And now she wished he would hurry up and leave. She had mentally said goodbye to him the other day, after finding out he’s spent his snow days with Finley. After tonight… and the stunt he’d pulled at the parade… she’d said goodbye to him completely. She didn’t even want to be around him at this point. Surprising herself, she didn’t feel the ache of his absence when she looke
Quinn He felt like shit leaving Dany. Especially when they were right in the middle of some really fun shit when his phone rang. But he didn’t have a choice after the phone call from Huxley. He’d actually thought for a half a second that he’d gotten through to his brother the day he went to see him. Quinn had seen a flicker of emotion in his eyes that hadn’t been there in years. But apparently he’d been wrong. “How are you calling me?” Quinn had asked him. His brother was in prison and didn’t get phone calls except once a week. And those normally went to his lawyer or dad… if he made them at all. Hux had never .. ever called Quinn. And those phone calls were on Sundays .. during the day. Not late on a Friday night. “Really Quinn? Shouldn’t your question be WHY am I calling you? Not how…” “Okay… Quinn said. Why .. and how .. are you calling me?” He lowered the phone to look at the number again. It wasn’t one he recognized. “So, tell me, how’s our girl doing?” Huxley asked him












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