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Confusion of our broken hearts
Beau
I haven’t left my bedroom since I got back from the woods earlier, feigning illness when mom had asked me what the matter was. She had said that I looked flushed as I walked in through the door, I merely mumbled something about not feeling well as I darted for my room.
And here I sit, on the floor, hunched over my knees with my back up against the wall. I don’t know how long I’ve been sitting like this, but it’s like I’m frozen in place, unable to do anything but stare out in front of me at my own mind imploding on itself.
I kissed Rainn and Rainn kissed me back, she reacted to my kiss in a way I hadn’t expected. This whole time I thought that I was the only one who felt this way toward her, but now it was clear that she felt it too.
The way that her wolf had reacted to mine, the way our bodies molded together so effortlessly like they had been made for one another. And the feelings that left goosebumps on my skin everywhere she to
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