Guilty

After few seconds,I composed myself.I was so damn worried about him that I even forget to offer my Isha prayers.I'm not punctual in Namaz.I don't know I've tried so much but still I forget but since Dado's death a switch is turned on and I haven't skip a single prayer.

It may be due to the irritation caused by my jerk of a husband that I need something to calm down

We humans are such mean creatures.In pain,we remember Allah like we should do anytime.Why broken hearts feel Allah so close to them.Why not in happiness.Such selfish we are.

So I offered Isha prayers and slept in room besides our bedroom.It has single bed.It is kind of guestroom.I woke up early in morning.My sleep cycle is so unstable,sometimes I sleep too much and sometimes too little.

Your brain is also unstable,my subconsious taunted.

Oh thank you,for reminding me more of my problems.

I make breakfast as usual.I was pouring the tea in cup when I feel someone settled down beside on chair