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Alex.
You’d think after years of surgeries, emergencies, and boardroom wars, I’d be immune to drama. But apparently, all it takes to shake me is one woman collapsing in a hallway.
Stella.
She dropped like a puppet with its strings cut, right in the middle of that chaos; Josh flailing, Sophie looking smug one second and shocked the next. I should’ve rushed to her side. I should’ve done a lot of things. Instead, I stood there, frozen, while everything around me spiraled.
Sophie started crying.
I mean, really crying. Hands covering her face, shoulders shaking, and that helpless, pitiful sob that women do when they want to be held, not when they’re actually hurt. I barely noticed. My eyes were still on the spot where Stella had fallen, the ghost of her still imprinting itself on my mind like a bad memory I couldn’t erase.
“Alex, I didn’t mean to,” Sophie said, voice breaking. “It was an accident. I just… I was scared. She was screaming. Josh tried to hit me, and I panicked…”
I blinked, dragged my eyes to her face. She looked wrecked, the kind of wrecked that screamed I need you to fix me. The kind I used to run to fix.
Now I just felt numb.
I nodded to my PA, who’d been hovering nervously at my side. “Take Miss Sophie to get checked.”
“Sir?”
“Vitals. Prenatal evaluation. Full workup.”
Sophie’s lips parted in surprise, and it not a happy one, but she didn’t argue. She knew better. She let the assistant guide her away, still sniffling like she was the victim.
With the hallway finally quiet, I turned back to the direction they’d taken Stella.
I told myself I was only going to check on her for protocol. For closure. For the image. Whatever lie worked in the moment.
But the second I stepped into her hospital room, it all cracked.
She was sleeping.
Not peacefully. No, nothing about Stella had ever been peaceful. Her brow was furrowed like she was still trying to argue even in her dreams. Like her subconscious hadn’t gotten the memo that the fight was over.
Or maybe she knew it wasn’t.
I stood there, just watching. I don’t know for how long. The machines beeped gently beside her, the IV line glowing under the fluorescent lights, her chest rising and falling steadily. I kept telling myself to leave. That this wasn’t my place anymore.
But my feet didn’t move.
And then, without thinking, I reached out and touched her hand.
It was cold.
I frowned. Why was it cold? Shouldn’t someone have covered her better? And why was she so pale?
She’d looked fine earlier… well, not fine, but fiery. She’d tried to talk to me. Tried to ask for five minutes. If I’d just stopped for five goddamn minutes…
Why had she fainted?
I stared at her face, searching for something. Maybe guilt. Maybe reassurance. Maybe a reason why my chest felt like it was being squeezed by invisible hands.
“Josh…”
His name, soft and slurred, floated out of her mouth.
I flinched, dropping her hand like it had burned me. But she didn’t open her eyes. She was dreaming. Or sleep-talking. Or torturing me from the other side of consciousness.
Why was I still here?
Why did it matter?
She lied to me. For years. She tore my life apart. She and Eleanor, they orchestrated everything. Broke Sophie. Broke my family. Made me a fool. And yet here I was, in a dark room, watching her sleep like some pathetic husband still holding on to a version of her that never existed.
I clenched my jaw, straightened my back, and forced myself to leave.
If there was anything still inside me that cared, I needed to crush it. Fast.
I made my way to the director’s office. The hospital wing had calmed down, though a few nurses still looked like they’d just survived a hurricane.
When I entered, the director looked up, startled. He stood. “Mr. Marwood. I was just about to call you.”
“I heard Josh Harrington was fired,” I said, voice sharp. “Why?”
There was a pause, the kind people make when they know they’re about to say something I won’t like.
“At Miss Sophie’s request,” he said.
I blinked. “I’m sorry… what?”
“She said it was under your directive, sir. Insisted quite strongly. We… didn’t realize there had been a miscommunication.”
“Miscommunication?” I repeated, slow and deliberate.
The man looked like he wanted to melt into his chair. “She said you were busy, and that she was authorized to—”
“She isn’t,” I cut in. “She doesn’t speak for me. I’m the CEO of the Marwood Group, not her.”
“Yes, sir. I understand.”
“No. You clearly don’t.”
I rubbed my forehead, trying to push down the pressure building behind my eyes. “Bring in his supervisor.”
The man nodded eagerly and rushed out.
A few minutes later, a short woman in scrubs with a tightly pinned bun entered. She looked nervous but composed.
“You’re Josh Harrington’s supervisor?” I asked.
“Yes, sir.”
“I want him reinstated.”
She hesitated. “I’m sorry. He already quit. Handed in his badge himself.”
She walked over and placed the badge in my hand. I stared at it.
I sighed, pocketing it without thinking. “Do you know why… she fainted?”
Her brow furrowed. “No. We weren’t informed. Josh Harrington had been handling all of Mrs. Marwood’s, I mean, Ms. Harrington’s, check-ups personally.”
My jaw ticked at the correction.
“If you’d like,” she continued carefully, “I can look into her records right now. Pull up the latest scan results.”
I nodded. “Do it.”
But before she could move, there was a knock at the door. My PA peeked in, looking apologetic and tense. “Sir… Miss Sophie is asking for you. She’s crying.”
Of course she is.
I stared at the door for a long moment, then back at the supervisor. “Let me know what you find.”
Then I straightened my coat, clenched my jaw, and said coldly, “I’m on my way.”
And I left.
Because that’s what I do now, apparently. I leave.
Even when part of me wants to stay. Even when part of me is still holding on to the feel of her hand in mine.
Even when I don’t know who I’m punishing anymore; her, or myself.
127Stella.I kept the twins home from school the next morning, the decision made before I’d even finished my first cup of coffee. I could feel it in my chest, that gnawing sense that the world outside our front door was suddenly too sharp, too full of things I couldn’t control. When Eli padded into the kitchen, hair sticking up and eyes still foggy with sleep, he looked surprised to see me hovering over the stove.“No school?” he asked, his voice hopeful.“Not today, honey.” I smiled, trying to make it sound like a treat, not a precaution. “We’re having a day at home. Pancakes and pajamas.”Emma, trailing Patch the dog, peeked around the doorway. “Is it a holiday?”“It is for us.” I bent to kiss her forehead, brushing her curls back. “Special family day.”I could feel Alex’s eyes on me as he came in behind them, carrying his phone and a mug of coffee. He didn’t say anything, just met my gaze for a beat that lasted a little too long. There was something heavy there, something unspoken
126Alex.The sound that woke me was sharp and out of place. It sliced right through the haze of exhaustion, sent a jolt down my spine. I grabbed for my phone, then realized my hands were shaking. The house was still except for that creak, the same one we’d heard before, only this time it felt like a summons.I moved fast—bare feet cold against the hardwood, a heavy candlestick from the mantle clenched tight in my fist. It wasn’t much, but it felt solid, real, something I could swing if it came to that. I was already halfway up the stairs before I realized I hadn’t thought about my own safety, just Stella’s, just the twins’.The hall was dark except for a slant of light from the bathroom at the far end. I moved quietly, every step measured, heart pounding in my chest so loud I was sure the whole street could hear it. When I passed the twins’ door, I pressed my ear against the wood—two soft breaths, a sleepy murmur. Relief, immediate and overwhelming, flooded me.But the house felt wro
125Stella.The day began with the kind of quiet that always felt like a trick. Sunlight poured through the kitchen windows, chasing away the shadows from the corners, and for the first time in weeks, I let myself believe that maybe—just maybe—things could be normal, even if only for a day.Alex’s mood had shifted overnight. He was here early, already brewing coffee by the time I shuffled downstairs in my robe. He looked up when I entered, his mouth quirking into a small, private smile. It was a real one, I could tell, but the way his shoulders tensed every time his phone buzzed didn’t escape me. He tried to hide it, but I saw the muscle working in his jaw, the way he gripped his mug too tight.“Did you sleep?” I asked, voice still thick with dreams.He shrugged, turning away. “Some.” The lie was gentle, but a lie all the same. His eyes lingered on me as I poured a cup of coffee and slid into the seat across from him.Before either of us could say more, Eli padded in, hair sticking up
124Alex.The envelope felt heavier than it should. Even before I tore it open, I could sense the ugliness inside. I glanced once at Stella’s face—her jaw tight, worry carving new lines around her mouth—and I made a silent vow not to let her see what was coming. Not until I could shield her from it, somehow.I took the envelope from her hands. The paper was expensive, thick beneath my fingers, the ink on “Mrs. Marwood” starting to smudge from how hard I gripped it. Mark, one of the guards, hovered by the door, his eyes alert. I nodded at him. “Thanks. You can go back outside.” He hesitated a moment, then left, shutting the door with a soft click that felt far too loud in the tense hush of the room.I waited until Stella had sat down on the edge of the couch, arms crossed over her chest, eyes fixed on me but wary. “Let me see,” she said, voice barely above a whisper.“No.” I kept my tone even. “Not yet.” I peeled the envelope open, slow and careful, wanting to buy time—half for her, ha
123Stella.Morning came gray and cold, the kind of day that crept through the walls and into your bones. I was up before the twins, awake long before the sun cracked through the clouds. The kitchen was quiet, just the faint hum of the refrigerator and the steady tick of the clock above the stove. I made coffee and tried to push away the feeling that I’d slept with one eye open all night, heart half in a dream and half in a warning.I moved around the kitchen in silence, making toast, slicing apples, pouring milk into two chipped mugs—one with a faded superhero and the other with a cartoon dog. Eli and Emma would be down soon, and the little rituals gave me comfort. As the kettle hissed, I turned to look out the window, drawn by something I couldn’t quite name. That’s when I saw them: muddy boot prints, pressed deep into the wet grass by the side fence.For a long minute, I just stood there, my hand wrapped around the mug, watching the light catch on the smeared footprints. My heart t
122Alex.When patience snapped, it wasn’t dramatic. No slamming of doors or shouted threats. It happened in the space between breaths, sometime after lunch, when I caught Stella standing at the kitchen window, her shoulders tight and her face pale in the autumn light. She hadn’t noticed I was watching her, and for a long minute, she just stared out at the street, fingers drumming against her mug, lips pressed together in a line that spelled out more than words ever could.I thought of the wrappers with her address, the way the twins had recounted the “friendly” man at the school gate, and I felt something give way inside me. I’d spent days, maybe weeks, trying to be reasonable. To play things smart. To gather evidence and keep my temper in check, not wanting to make things worse. But I couldn’t do it anymore. I was done waiting for the next warning, the next veiled threat, the next brush with danger. Enough.I found my car keys without thinking. Stella looked up, a question in her ey







