Chapter 39: KyleEven though Liz had always been part of the jealous kind, she never showed any strong emotions to the outside world. Yes, she used to tell Gigi she was feeling jealous or insecure about something from time to time but nothing got to her as much as Kyle did. Liz hated Kyle with her whole body and soul, he was kind of her biggest enemy. With amazing brown eyes, the strongest jaw on Earth, and a beautiful body, Kyle was Liz's worst nightmare. And even if she was a lesbian, she still had eyes, Kyle was hot. The reason why she hated him so much was the fact that he was also best friends with Gigi, and no, it wasn't because she was a jealous freak, it was because Kyle was also really in love with Gigi and was constantly trying to take her away from Liz. On the other hand, Gigi loved Kyle so freaking much. They had been best friends since they were thirteen and he was one of the few people that she kept in contact with after leaving Illinois. He had even visited Gigi a bunc
Chapter 40: Bye, GigiGigi was losing her mind. Where the hell was Liz at? More than half an hour had passed by and there were no signs of the orange-haired anywhere. She thought she was just going to the bathroom and, at first, she was just scared to look for her and discover that Liz was flirting or having fun with another person. Not because she was jealous, she wasn't jealous at all (or so she liked to think) but as minutes started passing by, she soon discovered that Liz was probably never returning to their dancing spot. Kyle was already acting weird sitting on the floor with his back resting on a wall checking his phone without paying attention to the world around him. It was like the only thing he cared about was kissing Gigi and when he got it, Gigi didn't exist anymore. The blonde started walking around the whole place and couldn't find Liz. She was almost desperate to find her, she needed to find her. She wanted to keep dancing with her and just have a good time and if she
Chapter 41: MotherLiz, on the other hand, was completely fine. She was crying her eyes out of course, but fine. She was completely used to driving being under the effects of alcohol or any other substances and that time wasn't different. She didn't even think about how Gigi was going to feel once she left the bar and now, she was feeling kind of guilty about it. Gigi could've done many things wrong but leaving her alone was not cool at all. Well, Gigi was not completely alone, she was probably still kissing that boy without even noticing Liz wasn't there anymore. She for sure didn't even care about Liz or wasn't even going to look for her at all because of how self-centered and selfish she was. Or at least that was what Liz was repeating to herself to make the guilt leave her body. She was furious. With her car windows completely down, the wind ruffling her hair, and her face swallowed from crying, Liz was pretending she was the main character of her movie. A movie in which she had
Gigi didn't hear from Liz for almost a week and it was driving her crazy. She tried to keep her thoughts away from her ex, but it felt impossible. Even though work and the upcoming semester were keeping her busy, it wasn't enough, nothing was enough when Liz was involved. She tried calling her the first two days but then she felt like she was bothering Liz so she stopped. She was always repeating to herself that the situation was her karma. She felt like that was how Liz must have felt when she left Illinois three years ago. Days were passing slow, she had fun with the kids and was content with her work for college but was always filling a void in her chest as if she was longing for something, or maybe someone. Nights were passing even slower; she couldn't close her eyes without the thought of Liz appearing in her mind. She wasn't being able to sleep more than five hours and felt like if the situation was driving her crazy. And the worst thing was, she couldn't understand why. She h
Chapter 43: I Can Explain ItA couple of steps away, Liz was left with a very confused Delilah. She wanted to split her body in two and let one part run behind Gigi to explain herself and the other part could stay making up excuses to make Delilah buy whatever lie she wanted to sell. But Delilah was her priority that time, or she had to be, and she, unfortunately, couldn't divide her body. So, with a broken heart and a big desire to be with Gigi, Liz decided to stay sitting right where she was. "What is Gigi talking about? Why is she walking away from us?" Delilah almost yelled and Liz, again, wanted to desperately run away from her. Delilah was a natural drama lover, and that situation was like giving candy to a little child, she was going to make all the juice she could from it. The only thing she needed was a good explanation, though. Delilah was more intelligent than she presented herself at. She knew something smelled bad between Gigi and Liz and wanted to know what were they hi
Chapter 44: War It was a cold night in Illinois and she was wearing a light dress but her body didn't care, it was like she wasn't feeling anything, just desire to see Gigi. And that was so scary to Liz. Leaving her girlfriend after being intimate to go to Gigi's place? That didn't sound like her. Her hands were shaky as she drove to her destination and she was nervous. Her car felt smaller and smaller like if she was trapped inside of a box, she was anxious. She wasn't used to doing that kind of crazy things for anyone, and she was less than used to do those things for Gigi. Of course, she had loved her and felt wild while they were dating but they were younger back then, and staying up all night together or escaping from school were the craziest things they would do. Also, what did that mean? Did that mean that she was still into Gigi? Was it only the guilt she was feeling what was driving her to Gigi's house? Liz was so confused and shocked because of what she was doing that she
Chapter 45: Jealous Freak "Gigi, can we please have this conversation outside? I feel like I cannot breathe in here." Gigi didn't want to give Liz the advantage of choosing where, how, and when they were going to talk but still, Liz was her soft spot and she had always been, so she agreed. She turned around and left the room without even checking if Liz was following her, she wasn't giving her any other soft spots of her that night, or so she thought. It was very dark in Gigi's backyard but the city lights, the moon, and the lights coming from Gigi's pool were illuminating the whole place. Liz was expecting Gigi to sit down on the grass but the blonde never did, she was standing with her hands on her hips looking angry. "Come on, Monrae. I'm waiting and I'm really tired, I have very important things to do tomorrow and I don't want to be tired because I spent my precious night talking to you." Cold Gigi appeared once again without previous knowledge. To be honest, Gigi had been woken
Chapter 46: Guess What, Gigi?Liz shot back completely astonished by Gigi's words. She didn't want to admit how jealous she was of seeing Gigi with Kyle but the words were sliding out of her mouth without consulting her brain first. "Who I kiss is none of your business, Liz, and if you came here to insult me then leave. Yes, I was such a slut, maybe I should have cheated on you every time I had the chance." "It is my business when you're kissing that stupid guy who made me feel insecure the whole time we dated!" Gigi knew Liz had a point yet still wasn't going to let her win. After all, she was single and Liz had a girlfriend, who she kissed was none of Liz's business. "How do you think I feel when you kiss Delilah? Do you think I feel happy?" Gigi raised her voice more than she would normally do during a fight with Liz. She was kind of worried about her parents waking out because of all that noise, she didn't want anyone to interrupt them, she was enjoying being able to say whateve