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Part 6: Why Do I Really Love You?
I'm tired. I want to go home and lie on my soft bed. Although in that place the tragedy of the torture that Kevin did to me often happened, I still miss him. Isn't there a place as comfortable as home? But, that's Kevin's house, isn't it? and I'm just a pebble picked up from the road.
The wind blows again and again. Jack always comes when I'm feeling down. At times I feel I am at a crossroads, continue to live life or end it in my own way.
"You want to go home?" whispered Jack, as always, suddenly and mysteriously.
I let out a short breath. “Yeah, as you know. You really don't need to ask, because your instincts are too sharp to know what's on my mind."
Jack laughed, formless. "But sometimes, I want to make sure in person, honey," he said affectionately.
“Get me out of here, Jack. Even if it's only five minutes. I want to get away from all my responsibilities as a wif
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