KABANATA 7

Kabanata 7/revised

Sleep didn't come in my way. I'm just stagged in front of the ceiling counting sheep inside my head, hoping that my eyes would close and sleep would come. Buong araw akong nasa-opisina. I'm tired but the thoughts inside my head are overwhelming that rest seems so vague to happen tonight. Seems like this night is one of the many sleepless nights I need to deal with again.

My thoughts are far, turbulent and I don't know. I can't explain what I am really feeling. I feel like my head is going to explode. My heart is getting numb and I just want to close my eyes, forget everything. The pain, the sadness and that grief of having someone yet you don't know them at all. Nandidito pa si Miguel pero pakiramdam ko ang layo-layo na n'ya sa'kin.

His love, it became so uncertain. His promises seem forgotten and I am alone in this house where I once called home. Pero ngayon, hindi na ito tahanan, pansamantala na lang itong silungan because the person who I used to share bed wi