LOGINThe scandal broke the next morning.
I woke up to my phone vibrating nonstop. Unknown numbers. Missed calls. Messages from people I barely talk to. And one message from Mara. “Lila, please tell me this isn’t true.” My stomach dropped. I opened social media. There it was. Photos from last night. Me and Ethan talking. Smiling. But cropped. Edited. Headlines already spinning narratives. CEO’s New Wife Reunites with Ex-Lover at Gala. Trouble in the Hayes Marriage? Was the Marriage Just a Business Cover? My chest tightened. It wasn’t even true. I barely spoke to Ethan. The penthouse door opened behind me. I didn’t need to turn around to know it was Logan. “Who leaked it?” I asked quietly. He didn’t answer immediately. That silence was worse. I turned. He was already dressed. Calm. Composed. Too composed. “They wanted a reaction,” he said. “And you’re not reacting?” His eyes moved to my phone screen. “They want to destabilize the board before next quarter.” “So this is business?” “It’s always business.” I swallowed. Except it didn’t feel like business. It felt personal. “Are you angry?” I asked. He stepped closer. Not threatening. Not intense. Just close enough to make my pulse shift. “Not at you.” “Then at who?” His jaw tightened slightly. “At whoever thinks they can use you.” That did something to my chest. Because that wasn’t about reputation. That was about me. By noon, the board demanded a public statement. Logan’s assistant scheduled a press conference. “You don’t have to attend,” he told me. “You said people need to see me.” “I can handle it alone.” The difference in his tone wasn’t lost on me. Before, it was strategy. Now, it was protection. “I’ll go,” I said. His eyes lifted to mine. “Are you sure?” “Yes.” A small pause. Then a nod. “Stay next to me.” The press conference room was packed. Cameras. Lights. Reporters waiting for blood. Logan walked in first. I followed. The whispers started immediately. “That’s her.” “She looks calm.” “Too calm.” Logan placed his hand lightly at the small of my back again. Not possessive this time. Grounding. A reporter stood immediately. “Mr. Hayes, are the rumors about your wife and Mr. Carter true?” Direct. Aggressive. Logan didn’t even blink. “No.” “Were they previously involved?” Silence. I felt the room lean forward. Logan’s voice remained steady. “My wife’s past friendships are not a scandal.” Another reporter cut in. “Then why were they seen smiling intimately?” My jaw tightened. Before Logan could answer, I stepped forward slightly. “It’s called being polite,” I said clearly. The room shifted. Cameras turned fully toward me. I could feel Logan’s eyes on me. Not stopping me. Watching. “I’ve known Ethan for years,” I continued. “He’s a friend. That doesn’t threaten my marriage.” The word felt heavy on my tongue. Marriage. A reporter smirked. “So you’re saying there’s no tension at home?” That question was designed to humiliate. To create cracks. Logan stepped closer beside me. His hand didn’t grip. But I felt him there. Solid. “There is no tension,” he said calmly. “And if there were, it wouldn’t concern you.” The firmness in his tone silenced the room. Another reporter tried one last time. “Is this marriage based on love?” The question hung in the air. Dangerous. Because neither of us had said that word. Not once. Logan didn’t look at the reporters. He looked at me. And for a split second, something vulnerable passed between us. Then he faced forward. “It’s based on commitment.” The answer wasn’t romantic. But it wasn’t cold either. It was intentional. And somehow, that felt more real. Back in the car, the silence felt different. Not tense. Not angry. Just… heavy. “You didn’t have to defend me,” he said finally. “I wasn’t defending you.” His eyebrow lifted slightly. “I was defending myself.” A small pause. Then something unexpected. He smiled. Not the arrogant one. Not the controlled CEO smile. A real one. “You did well,” he admitted. “Were you worried?” I asked. He didn’t answer immediately. Which meant yes. “I don’t like when they attack you,” he said finally. “Because it affects business?” His eyes shifted to me. “No.” Just that. No explanation. No elaboration. And that one word carried more weight than a paragraph would have. That night, I found him on the balcony. No jacket. Sleeves rolled up. City lights reflecting in his eyes. “You could’ve shut it down without me,” I said, stepping beside him. “Yes.” “But you didn’t.” “No.” The wind moved lightly between us. “You trust me?” I asked. He didn’t hesitate this time. “Yes.” The answer startled me. “Even after Ethan?” His jaw tightened slightly. “I don’t trust him.” “But you trust me.” “Yes.” The simplicity of it made my chest ache. “You’re not what they think,” he said quietly. “What do they think?” “That you’re a pawn.” I swallowed. “And what am I?” His gaze moved over my face slowly. “You’re the only variable I didn’t calculate.” My heart skipped. “That sounds dangerous.” “It is.” Silence stretched between us again. But this time, it wasn’t heavy. It was charged with something softer. Something shifting. “You said earlier it’s based on commitment,” I said. “Yes.” “Not love.” His expression didn’t change. “Love is unstable.” “And you hate unstable things.” “I eliminate them.” A small pause. “But you didn’t eliminate me.” His eyes locked with mine. “No.” The air between us tightened. Not aggressive. Not jealous. Something deeper. “Why?” I whispered. He stepped closer. Not enough to touch. Just enough to make it impossible to look away. “Because for the first time in a long time,” he said quietly, “I don’t want control.” That confession hit harder than jealousy ever could. “You don’t?” “Not with you.” The honesty made my defenses crack slightly. “I’m still figuring this out,” I admitted. “So am I.” That surprised me. “You?” “Yes.” The powerful, untouchable Logan Hayes… unsure? It made him human. And that was far more dangerous than his possessiveness. Because now I wasn’t just fighting his control. I was fighting my own feelings. “You’re not going to forbid me from seeing Ethan?” I asked softly. His jaw tightened. “No.” “Even if you hate it?” “Yes.” “Why?” His answer came slower this time. “Because I’d rather you choose me freely… than stay because you have to.” The wind moved between us again. But now my heart was louder than the city below. That wasn’t obsession. That wasn’t control. That was risk. And he was taking it. For me. I stepped a little closer. Close enough that our shoulders almost brushed. “You’re not as ruthless as people think,” I murmured. He glanced at me. “Don’t ruin my reputation.” I almost smiled. For the first time since signing that contract, I didn’t feel trapped. I felt… considered. And that changed everything.Hindi ako handa.Pero wala rin akong choice.“Hindi ka pupunta.”Ito ang unang sinabi ni Logan matapos niyang ibaba ang tawag.Direkta.Final.Umiling ako.“Kailangan.”“No.”“Logan—”“I said no.”Mas mabigat ang boses niya ngayon.Mas matigas.Yung dating Logan.Yung sanay magdesisyon para sa lahat.Huminga ako nang malalim.“Hindi mo na pwedeng gawin ‘yan.”“What?”“Magdesisyon para sa akin.”Tahimik siya.Pero kita ko—Pinipigilan niya ang sarili niya.“Kung ako ang gusto niyang makita,” sabi ko, “then I’ll go.”“Hindi ka pupunta mag-isa.”“Hindi ko sinabing mag-isa ako.”“Hindi ka pupunta at all.”Mas lumakas ang boses niya.“At bakit?” tanong ko.“Because I don’t trust him.”“Neither do I.”“Then why would you wa
Hindi na ako nakatulog nang maayos.Hindi dahil sa takot.Kundi dahil sa realization.Kung hindi lang si Victor ang nasa likod nito…Ibig sabihin—Mas malaki ang kalaban namin.---Maaga akong nagising.Tahimik pa ang buong unit.Lumabas ako ng kwarto at nakita ko si Logan sa sala.Gising na.Of course.May laptop sa harap niya, at ilang files na nakalatag sa mesa.“Hindi ka natulog?” tanong ko.Tumingin siya sa akin.“Kaunti lang.”Lumapit ako.“May nahanap ka?”Huminga siya nang malalim.“Yes.”Napahinto ako.“About Rafael?”“Yes.”“At?”Tumingin siya diretso sa akin.“He’s not just a middleman.”Nanlamig ang pakiramdam ko.“What do you mean?”“He works for someone.”“Obviously.”“No.”Mas naging seryoso ang boses niya.“He works directly under a private network.”Napakunot ang noo ko.“Anong klaseng network?”“Corporate fixers.”Mas lalo akong nalito.“Explain.”Tumayo siya.Lumapit.“These are people who handle problems for powerful individuals.”“Anong klaseng problems?”Tinitiga
Tahimik ang gabi.Pero this time, hindi na siya mabigat tulad ng dati.Magkasama kami sa iisang space—Pero hindi tulad ng dati na parang kailangan naming punuin ang bawat katahimikan.Ngayon…Okay lang kahit wala kaming sinasabi.Nasa sala ako, nakaupo sa couch habang hawak ang mug ng kape.Hindi ko naman iniinom.Just something to hold on to.Si Logan naman nasa kabilang side ng room, kausap si Marcus sa phone.Low voice.Professional.Controlled.Parang walang nangyari.Pero alam ko—Hindi totoo ‘yon.“Keep two men outside. Rotation every four hours,” sabi niya.Pause.“Yes. No one gets close without clearance.”Isa pang pause.“Update me every hour.”Pagkababa niya ng phone, hindi siya agad lumapit.Nanatili lang siya doon.Giving me space.Just like he said.“We’re oversecured now,” sabi ko, breaking the silence.Hindi siya defensive.Hindi rin siya nag justify.“Probably,” sagot niya.Napatingin ako sa kanya.“That’s your way of saying yes.”Bahagya siyang ngumiti.Konti lang.P
Hindi pa rin steady ang paghinga ko.Nakatayo lang ako sa gitna ng unit habang iniinspect ng mga guard ang paligid.Si Marcus kausap ang isa sa kanila sa phone.“Secure the exits. Walang makakalabas nang hindi namin nalalaman.”“Yes, sir.”Parang bumalik ako sa mundo ni Logan—Yung mundo na puro control, security, at danger.At kahit pilit kong tinakasan…Hinabol pa rin ako.“Ma’am,” tawag ni Marcus.Tumingin ako sa kanya.“We need to move you.”“Hindi na,” sagot ko agad.Nagulat siya.“Ma’am, hindi na safe dito.”“I know.”“Then we should—”“Hindi na ako lilipat.”Mas matigas ang boses ko ngayon.Napahinto siya.“Ma’am…”“Hindi ako tatakbo ulit.”Tahimik siya sandali.Pero ramdam kong hindi siya sang-ayon.“Sir won’t like that.”Napatawa ako ng mahina.
Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta.Basta ang alam ko—Kailangan kong lumayo.Hindi dahil gusto kong takasan si Logan.Kundi dahil kailangan kong huminga nang wala siya sa tabi ko.Nasa loob ako ng taxi habang tinitingnan ang city lights sa labas.Tahimik.Pero ang isip ko—Magulo.Paulit ulit sa utak ko ang mga nangyari.Si Adriana.Si Elena.At si Logan.Lahat ng bagay na akala ko control niya—Hindi pala.“Miss, saan po ba talaga?” tanong ng driver.Napakurap ako.“Ah… sa QC po.”“Specific location?”Saglit akong nag isip.Wala akong plan.Wala akong exact na pupuntahan.Hanggang sa may pumasok sa isip ko.“Sa may condo po… near Tomas Morato.”“Ah, sige po.”Sumandal ako sa upuan.At doon ko unang naramdaman—Mag isa na talaga ako.Makalipas ang ilang minuto, dumating kami sa isang maliit pero maayos na condominium.Hindi ito kasing luxurious ng mga lugar ni Logan.Pero sapat na.Simple.Tahimik.At higit sa lahat—Walang alaala niya.Nag check-in ako gamit ang temporary booking.
Hindi ako agad umalis.Kahit gusto ko.Kahit kailangan ko.Nakatayo lang ako sa gitna ng kwarto matapos umalis si Adriana.Tahimik.Mabigat.Parang may nakadagan sa dibdib ko na hindi ko maalis.“Lila…” mahina ulit na tawag ni Logan.Pero hindi ako lumingon.Hindi pa.Kasi natatakot ako sa makikita ko sa mukha niya.O baka…Sa mararamdaman ko.“Please,” dagdag niya.Dahan dahan akong huminga.Tapos saka ako lumingon.Nakatayo pa rin siya kung saan ko siya iniwan.Pero iba na ang aura niya ngayon.Hindi na siya yung cold, controlled CEO.May crack na.Kita ko.At iyon ang mas nakakatakot.---“Hindi mo sinabi sa’kin,” sabi ko.Hindi galit.Mas masakit.“Hindi ko alam kung paano,” sagot niya.“Or hindi mo lang gusto.”Tahimik siya.At doon ko nakuha ang sagot ko.“Alin doon?” tanong ko.Mahina.Pero direkta.Ilang segundo siyang hindi sumagot.Hanggang sa wakas—“Both.”Napapikit ako.Masakit.Pero at least honest siya.---“Tatlong taon, Logan,” sabi ko habang dahan dahan akong naglala
Hindi ako agad nakapagsalita matapos sabihin ni Logan iyon.Patay na siya.Paulit ulit na umalingawngaw sa isip ko ang mga salitang iyon.Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya, parang naghihintay na sabihin niyang nagbibiro lang siya.Pero hindi.Tahimik lang siya.Mabigat ang expression ng mukha niya.“Log
Mabigat ang katahimikan sa apartment matapos ang nangyari.Basag ang pinto ng bedroom. May mga marka ng bala sa dingding ng sala. Nasa sahig pa rin ang isang nahulog na baril ng isa sa mga lalaki na tumakas.Hindi pa rin bumabagal ang tibok ng puso ko.Mahigpit pa rin a
The next morning began with tension hanging in the air.Even before I opened my eyes, I could hear movement outside the bedroom.Voices.Low.Serious.I sat up slowly and checked the time.6:15 AM.Too early for normal conversations.Something was wrong.I stepped out of the bedroom quietly.Logan
The night should have felt like a victory.Victor’s trap failed.The board saw the truth.The accusations against me were exposed.But something about Logan’s silence on the drive home made my chest tight.He wasn’t relaxed.He wasn’t celebrat







