LOGINThe scandal broke the next morning.
I woke up to my phone vibrating nonstop. Unknown numbers. Missed calls. Messages from people I barely talk to. And one message from Mara. “Lila, please tell me this isn’t true.” My stomach dropped. I opened social media. There it was. Photos from last night. Me and Ethan talking. Smiling. But cropped. Edited. Headlines already spinning narratives. CEO’s New Wife Reunites with Ex-Lover at Gala. Trouble in the Hayes Marriage? Was the Marriage Just a Business Cover? My chest tightened. It wasn’t even true. I barely spoke to Ethan. The penthouse door opened behind me. I didn’t need to turn around to know it was Logan. “Who leaked it?” I asked quietly. He didn’t answer immediately. That silence was worse. I turned. He was already dressed. Calm. Composed. Too composed. “They wanted a reaction,” he said. “And you’re not reacting?” His eyes moved to my phone screen. “They want to destabilize the board before next quarter.” “So this is business?” “It’s always business.” I swallowed. Except it didn’t feel like business. It felt personal. “Are you angry?” I asked. He stepped closer. Not threatening. Not intense. Just close enough to make my pulse shift. “Not at you.” “Then at who?” His jaw tightened slightly. “At whoever thinks they can use you.” That did something to my chest. Because that wasn’t about reputation. That was about me. By noon, the board demanded a public statement. Logan’s assistant scheduled a press conference. “You don’t have to attend,” he told me. “You said people need to see me.” “I can handle it alone.” The difference in his tone wasn’t lost on me. Before, it was strategy. Now, it was protection. “I’ll go,” I said. His eyes lifted to mine. “Are you sure?” “Yes.” A small pause. Then a nod. “Stay next to me.” The press conference room was packed. Cameras. Lights. Reporters waiting for blood. Logan walked in first. I followed. The whispers started immediately. “That’s her.” “She looks calm.” “Too calm.” Logan placed his hand lightly at the small of my back again. Not possessive this time. Grounding. A reporter stood immediately. “Mr. Hayes, are the rumors about your wife and Mr. Carter true?” Direct. Aggressive. Logan didn’t even blink. “No.” “Were they previously involved?” Silence. I felt the room lean forward. Logan’s voice remained steady. “My wife’s past friendships are not a scandal.” Another reporter cut in. “Then why were they seen smiling intimately?” My jaw tightened. Before Logan could answer, I stepped forward slightly. “It’s called being polite,” I said clearly. The room shifted. Cameras turned fully toward me. I could feel Logan’s eyes on me. Not stopping me. Watching. “I’ve known Ethan for years,” I continued. “He’s a friend. That doesn’t threaten my marriage.” The word felt heavy on my tongue. Marriage. A reporter smirked. “So you’re saying there’s no tension at home?” That question was designed to humiliate. To create cracks. Logan stepped closer beside me. His hand didn’t grip. But I felt him there. Solid. “There is no tension,” he said calmly. “And if there were, it wouldn’t concern you.” The firmness in his tone silenced the room. Another reporter tried one last time. “Is this marriage based on love?” The question hung in the air. Dangerous. Because neither of us had said that word. Not once. Logan didn’t look at the reporters. He looked at me. And for a split second, something vulnerable passed between us. Then he faced forward. “It’s based on commitment.” The answer wasn’t romantic. But it wasn’t cold either. It was intentional. And somehow, that felt more real. Back in the car, the silence felt different. Not tense. Not angry. Just… heavy. “You didn’t have to defend me,” he said finally. “I wasn’t defending you.” His eyebrow lifted slightly. “I was defending myself.” A small pause. Then something unexpected. He smiled. Not the arrogant one. Not the controlled CEO smile. A real one. “You did well,” he admitted. “Were you worried?” I asked. He didn’t answer immediately. Which meant yes. “I don’t like when they attack you,” he said finally. “Because it affects business?” His eyes shifted to me. “No.” Just that. No explanation. No elaboration. And that one word carried more weight than a paragraph would have. That night, I found him on the balcony. No jacket. Sleeves rolled up. City lights reflecting in his eyes. “You could’ve shut it down without me,” I said, stepping beside him. “Yes.” “But you didn’t.” “No.” The wind moved lightly between us. “You trust me?” I asked. He didn’t hesitate this time. “Yes.” The answer startled me. “Even after Ethan?” His jaw tightened slightly. “I don’t trust him.” “But you trust me.” “Yes.” The simplicity of it made my chest ache. “You’re not what they think,” he said quietly. “What do they think?” “That you’re a pawn.” I swallowed. “And what am I?” His gaze moved over my face slowly. “You’re the only variable I didn’t calculate.” My heart skipped. “That sounds dangerous.” “It is.” Silence stretched between us again. But this time, it wasn’t heavy. It was charged with something softer. Something shifting. “You said earlier it’s based on commitment,” I said. “Yes.” “Not love.” His expression didn’t change. “Love is unstable.” “And you hate unstable things.” “I eliminate them.” A small pause. “But you didn’t eliminate me.” His eyes locked with mine. “No.” The air between us tightened. Not aggressive. Not jealous. Something deeper. “Why?” I whispered. He stepped closer. Not enough to touch. Just enough to make it impossible to look away. “Because for the first time in a long time,” he said quietly, “I don’t want control.” That confession hit harder than jealousy ever could. “You don’t?” “Not with you.” The honesty made my defenses crack slightly. “I’m still figuring this out,” I admitted. “So am I.” That surprised me. “You?” “Yes.” The powerful, untouchable Logan Hayes… unsure? It made him human. And that was far more dangerous than his possessiveness. Because now I wasn’t just fighting his control. I was fighting my own feelings. “You’re not going to forbid me from seeing Ethan?” I asked softly. His jaw tightened. “No.” “Even if you hate it?” “Yes.” “Why?” His answer came slower this time. “Because I’d rather you choose me freely… than stay because you have to.” The wind moved between us again. But now my heart was louder than the city below. That wasn’t obsession. That wasn’t control. That was risk. And he was taking it. For me. I stepped a little closer. Close enough that our shoulders almost brushed. “You’re not as ruthless as people think,” I murmured. He glanced at me. “Don’t ruin my reputation.” I almost smiled. For the first time since signing that contract, I didn’t feel trapped. I felt… considered. And that changed everything.Maagang nagising kinabukasan dahil sa sinag ng araw na dumaan sa manipis na kurtina ng kwarto. Ilang segundo akong nakatitig lang sa kisame habang pilit inaalala kung bakit kakaiba ang pakiramdam ko. Pagkatapos ay naalala ko ang nangyari kahapon. Ang tahimik na paglalakad namin ni Vaughn, ang pag-alis ni Adrian, at ang simpleng paghawak ko sa kamay ni Vaughn bago kami matulog. Hindi iyon pag-amin ng pagmamahal, pero isa iyong hakbang na pareho naming hindi inakalang mangyayari. Sa unang pagkakataon, hindi na ako nagising na iniisip kung paano tatakas. Ang una kong naisip ay kung kumusta na siya.Paglabas ko ng kwarto, agad kong naamoy ang bagong lutong pancake. Napangiti ako nang bahagya. Halos araw-araw na nitong nakagawian ni Vaughn ang maghanda ng almusal kahit alam kong may chef naman ang mansion. Nang makarating ako sa dining area, nakita ko siyang seryosong nakatingin sa kawali habang pilit binabaliktad ang pancake. Hindi niya namalayang nasa likod na niya ako hanggang sa maputo
Tatlong buwan ang lumipas.Maraming bagay ang nagbago, pero hindi ibig sabihin noon ay naging madali ang lahat. May mga sugat na kahit gaano katagal ang lumipas, nananatili pa ring masakit kapag naaalala. Ganoon din kaming dalawa ni Vaughn. Hindi kami naging maayos sa isang iglap. Hindi rin kami naging parang normal na mag-asawa matapos ang lahat ng nangyari. Araw-araw, pareho naming pinipiling magsimula ulit.Pinili kong manatili sa mansion, hindi dahil wala akong mapuntahan, kundi dahil gusto kong makita kung totoo nga ba ang pagbabago niya. Minsan naiisip ko pa ring umalis, pero sa tuwing ihahanda ko na ang sarili ko, may parte sa puso kong nagsasabing bigyan ko pa siya ng pagkakataon. Hindi dahil mahal ko na siya, kundi dahil gusto kong paniwalaang may taong kayang magbago kapag handa siyang harapin ang mga pagkakamali niya.Isang umaga, nagising ako sa amoy ng bagong timplang kape. Paglabas ko ng kwarto, nadatnan ko si Vaughn sa kusina. Nakasuot lang siya ng simpleng puting polo
Hindi naging madali ang sumunod na mga oras.Tahimik ang buong mansion. Nawala ang ingay ng mga sigawan at nagmistulang napakalaki ng bahay dahil sa katahimikan. Isa-isang ginagamot ang mga sugatan, habang ang iba ay tahimik na nagliligpit ng mga nasira. Kahit tapos na ang kaguluhan, ramdam pa rin ang bigat ng nangyari.Nakatayo ako sa harap ng malaking bintana sa ikalawang palapag. Umaga na, pero makapal pa rin ang ulap sa langit. Hindi ko namalayang ilang minuto na pala akong nakatitig sa labas hanggang sa marinig ko ang mahinang pagbukas ng pinto.Hindi ko na kailangang lumingon.Alam kong si Vaughn iyon.Hindi siya nagsalita agad. Ganoon naman siya palagi. Mas sanay siyang manahimik kaysa ipaliwanag ang nararamdaman niya."Pwede ba kitang makausap?"Mahina ang boses niya.Tumango lang ako.Lumapit siya, pero hindi kagaya noon. Hindi niya sinubukang hawakan ang kamay ko. Hindi niya rin sinubukang pigilan akong umalis. Huminto lang siya ilang hakbang ang layo."I've been thinking al
Walang nagsalita matapos marinig ang sinabi ni Adrian.Nanatiling bukas ang bakal na vault sa harapan namin, pero hindi iyon ang tinitingnan ko. Ang tingin ko ay nasa mukha ni Vaughn.Hindi siya gumagalaw.Parang may kung anong tuluyang nabasag sa loob niya.Sa unang pagkakataon simula nang makilala ko siya, hindi siya mukhang lalaking laging may kontrol sa sitwasyon. Hindi siya mukhang taong kayang ayusin ang lahat sa isang utos lang.Mukha lang siyang anak.Isang anak na muling niloko ng sarili niyang ama.Dahan-dahan niyang isinara ang mga mata bago huminga nang malalim."He planned everything."Halos pabulong lang ang sinabi niya.Walang sumagot.Hindi na kailangan.Kitang-kita naman sa nangyari.Mula sa paglitaw ng ama nila, hanggang sa pagkawala nito sa gitna ng pagsabog, para bang bawat hakbang namin ay matagal na niyang alam.Napalingon ako kay Adrian.Tahimik lang siya, nakatingin sa bakanteng vault.Kanina lang ay handa siyang makipagpatayan kay Vaughn. Ngayon, pareho silang
Parang huminto ang mundo matapos marinig ang report.Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mas mabigat. Ang katotohanang nabutas na ang pinakaligtas na ruta ng compound, o ang katotohanang nawawala sina Elias at ang dalawang babaeng ilang taon nang pinoprotektahan ni Vaughn.Sa unang pagkakataon simula nang makilala ko siya, nakita kong nagdilim ang mga mata niya.Hindi dahil sa galit.Kundi dahil sa takot na baka huli na ang lahat."How long?"Malamig ang boses niya habang hawak ang radio na ibinigay ng isa sa mga tauhan."Three minutes, sir.""Sino ang huling nakakita sa kanila?""Team Delta.""And where is Team Delta?"Tahimik ang lalaki sa kabilang linya.Pagkatapos ay dumating ang sagot."...They're not responding."Napasara si Vaughn ng mga mata.Isang segundo lang.Pero sapat para maintindihan kong may masama nang nangyari."Tumayo kayong lahat."Mabilis siyang nagbigay ng utos."Lock every exit.""Seal every corridor.""No one leaves this compound."Agad na nagsitakbuhan ang mga tauhan n
Parang bumaba ang temperatura sa buong hall nang ibalik ng matandang lalaki ang tingin niya sa akin.Hindi ko alam ang pangalan niya.Hindi ko rin alam kung paano niya nagawang mabuhay nang matagal habang pinaniniwala ang lahat na patay na siya.Pero isang bagay ang alam ko.Mapanganib siya.Mas mapanganib pa kaysa kay Adrian.Mas mapanganib pa kaysa sa lalaking kumidnap sa akin.Dahil habang ang dalawang anak niya ay nasaktan, nagalit, at nasira sa paglipas ng mga taon, siya naman ay nanatiling kalmado.Parang wala lang.Parang eksperimento lang ang lahat.Parang ang pagkawasak ng buhay ng mga anak niya ay isa lamang nakakatuwang resulta."Let's talk about the girl."Agad humakbang si Vaughn sa harap ko.Mas lalong hinarang ng katawan niya ang paningin ng ama niya."Don't."Malamig ang boses niya.Pero naroon ang isang bagay na ngayon ko lang napapansin.Takot.Hindi para sa sarili niya.Para sa akin.Ngumiti ang matanda.Napakabagal.Parang naaaliw siya sa reaksyon ng anak niya."In
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Hindi ako nakatulog nang maayos. Buong gabi, iniisip ko ang mga sinabi niya. You’re mine. Follow my rules. Eighteen na ako. Hindi na ako bata. Marunong akong magdesisyon para sa sarili ko. Pero bakit parang sa harap niya, bumabalik ako sa version
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