LOGIN🌹TESSA🌹"Ma'am, we already confirmed the building is empty. The landlord gave notice to all tenants. No one filed to stay."The worker's voice reached me from somewhere far away, muffled beneath the roar of my own heartbeat, and I did not have the patience left in my body to explain myself to a stranger in a hard hat."My son is inside," I said, and I did not wait for permission. I ducked under the tape before his hand could close around my arm, and I was running, my heels abandoned somewhere on the cracked pavement behind me, my bare feet slapping against the concrete stairs two at a time, past the peeling paint and the busted light fixture on the second landing that had never once worked in three years of living here.I fumbled the key into the lock with hands that would not stop shaking. The door gave way and I stumbled into the dark apartment, and for one terrible second I could not find him, could not see anything but shadows and the shape of furniture I did not have time to sa
🌹TESSA🌹"Tessa."My whole body went rigid. Eight years and my spine still remembered that voice the way it remembered how to flinch from fire. I did not turn around right away. I sat there on the bench with my hands pressed over my mouth and my breath coming in these short, humiliating gasps, and I made myself finish crying before I gave him the satisfaction of watching me do it.When I finally turned, he was standing a few feet away at the edge of the roses.He still looked like himself. Older, sharper around the jaw, his dark hair combed back the same careful way it always had been, not a strand out of place even in a garden at night. His tuxedo fit him the way expensive things always fit him, like it had been made to apologize for nothing. I used to know that face better than I knew my own. I used to trace the line of that jaw with my fingers in the dark and think, this is the man I am going to grow old with. This is the man who chose me.He had never chosen me. I understood that
🌹TESSA🌹 Max lifted his glass before anyone had properly settled into their seats, and the small cluster of conversation around the table quieted to make room for him. "To Raymond Reddington," he said, his voice pitched just loud enough to carry, "for finally gracing us with his presence tonight, and to the partnership I hope this dinner marks the beginning of." Glasses rose around the table. I did not have one in my hand, and no one seemed to expect me to. I sat with my tablet balanced on my knee, pen ready, my spine held so straight it ached, and I kept my eyes fixed on the blank notes screen like it was the only solid thing left in the room. Raymond gave the smallest possible nod in return, the kind of gesture that acknowledged the toast without actually agreeing to anything it implied, and set his glass down without drinking from it. "Shall we discuss the terms properly this time," he said, "or is there another gala waiting after this one." A ripple of polite laughter went
🌹TESSA🌹The driver's hand was steady under my elbow as I stepped out of the car, and for a moment the flash of the cameras was so bright and so constant that I could not see anything past the white burn of it, just shapes moving and voices calling out names that were not mine.I found my footing before I let myself look up. I smoothed the emerald fabric down over my hips, I lifted my chin the way I used to when I was twenty-two and still believed a straight spine could fix anything, and I made myself walk forward instead of standing there frozen at the bottom of the steps like I wanted to.Raymond was already ahead of me.He moved through the wall of cameras like they were an inconvenience he had long since stopped noticing, his jaw set, his eyes fixed somewhere past the lenses, never once slowing his stride to give anyone a better angle. I had to quicken my pace to keep up with him, my heels clicking against the carpet, and I caught a glimpse of him in profile as we passed beneath
🌹TESSA🌹The shock of seeing Dwayne in that hallway did not leave my body until I got home.I had walked through the rest of my workday on autopilot, nodding when I was supposed to nod, typing when I was supposed to type, pouring coffee at the right temperature at the right time, and none of it had touched the place where his face was still burning behind my eyes. Not until I unlocked my own front door and saw Wayne's shoes kicked off by the couch did something in my chest finally loosen enough to let me breathe.That was four days ago.Work had been going smoothly since. I was starting to learn the rhythm of Reddington Group Holdings, the names of the executives who nodded at me in the hallway, which conference rooms ran cold and needed the heater switched on before a meeting, how Raymond liked his documents stacked so the most urgent sat on top without a label telling him so. I had not spilled anything else on his desk. I had not made another mistake I could not undo. I told myself
♠️RAYMOND♠️The conference call ended and I pulled the earpiece from my ear and dropped it into my palm. The plastic was still warm against my skin. Another acquisition. Another dozen executives trying to impress me. Another hour of listening to people talk without saying anything.I pushed my office door open and I stopped.Someone was sitting in my chair.My chair.Small legs crossed. One elbow resting on the armrest. My laptop open in front of him. He was wearing his school uniform like it was an expensive suit, the white shirt tucked in neatly, the tie straight, the blazer buttoned. His tiny face was serious, his brow furrowed in concentration. He was trying very hard to look like the CEO of Reddington Group Holdings.A laugh almost escaped me. Almost. I caught it before it could leave my throat. But the corner of my mouth betrayed me, twitching upward in something that was not quite a smile but close enough."So this is what happens when I leave my office unattended," I said.Dwa







