chapter 25: regretting pasts.

Xander's pov

*A year later

I watched Anessa sleeping beautifully on our matrimonial bed,with her brunette hair slightly covering her breast slightly, obviously exhausted from another pent up session of our beautiful love making.

It has been exactly a year since I had gotten "married" to Anessa and I could not deny the fact that I was falling deeply in love with her as the day passed by.

I always felt a feeling of guilt consume me anytime I remembered the real truth behind our marriage,and also accustomed to the fact that I was always afraid of her finding out about my malicious plans.

It was crazy cause I knew I had to tell her,hell only knowing the fact that our marriage had been based on nothing but lies and deceptiveness was enough to give me an headache,it was so hard to decipher.

However,the last thing I wanted was her finding out about it in the worst way possible,I knew it would hurt her if I told her personally but at least it would not hurt her as much as it would when it's f