Chapter 23: I'm Pregnant

IT'S been one month and I'm still adjusting myself without him. Without Sebastian in my life. I remembered the day of his flight. He maybe doesn't know but I was there at the airport. I was secretly seeing him off while hiding myself, crying silently. Hindi pweding makita niya ako. Sapat na ang makita ko siya sa huling araw na iyon kahit hindi niya alam. Maliban kay Kolin ay wala nang ibang nakakaalam na nando'n ako.

Maari ngang isang buwan na ang lumipas pero hanggang ngayon ay hindi parin nasanay ang sarili ko na wala si Sebastian.

Mahirap pero kinakaya ko. Kapag kasi hindi ko malalagpasan ang pagsubok na ito, ano na lang ang mangyayari? Ni hindi ko nga alam kung kailan babalik siya... O kung makababalik pa nga ba siya.

I'm thinking maybe not now but eventually after staying there, he will realize that his life was better there so he will stay there for good. Just thinking of it, made my heart crumpled. Paano nga kung ganoon?

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