"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
Frank Crane~My world, for now, is in total darkness. He then worked a crotch harness around my waist and used the harness to position the toy against my clit so that it gently rub against my entrance.
He slowly begins to move the dildo up and down my clit, earning moans after moans from me.
My hips buckle up as the feeling begins to settle in and increase and I begin to arch my core, trying to rub off more against the toy and although I can't see, I can feel Rogue's eyes on me, probably enjoying the show I'm putting on.
"You're so wet." He mutters, in a thick dark voice.
My cheeks heat up in embarrassment and I stop moving my hips, regretting my actions of stopping, but feeling ashamed of how my needs have betrayed me to his eyes. I su
"I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together."~Lisa KleypasThis is the fourth wedding gown store I've been to in the last three hours and I am yet to see the gown that I want to wear on that day. Most of the gowns are either over the top or underwhelming. It was a day I didn't think I'll do another so I want it perfect. Havana is accompanying me and the wedding planner Nathan, partly because she wanted to be a supportive friend and maid of honour or because she wanted also know how to get a good wedding gown because the beautiful diamond ring on her finger
There used to be days that I thought I was okay, or at least that I was going to be. We’d be talking and everything would just fit right and I would think ‘it will be okay if it can just be like this forever’ but of course nothing can ever stay just how it is forever.~Heart brokenIt's 10:42 p.m. here and we just wrapped up tomorrow's program schedule and now it's time to rest and recover from all the stress of the day because Nathan told me we would be waking as early as 5:30 a.m. and I needed as much rest as possible because of the long day ahead of me. He is right while many fo those in the wedding arrangement and organisations will get rest tomorrow, I won't so I'll need to get as much rest as I can.Take a quick shower before returning to bed to tuck myself in. I turn on my phone and I within few seconds of doing that Rogue starts calling.Can you be any mo
"We cultivate love when we allow our most vulnerable and powerful selves to be deeply seen and known, and when we honor the spiritual connection that grows from that offering with trust, respect, kindness and affection."~Brené brown.Flashback~I was about to sleep when I heard someone open my door and step in. I was immediately alarmed and I ran up from the bed terrified and turned on the lights and I saw Alvin in my room in nothing but his boxers. I had no idea what he was trying to archive, knowing his father's room wasn't so far away, but I knew it wasn't going to be good.He walked towards me, "Alexander, you're so beautiful. You know that right?" He says his voice raw and lustful.I stumbled backwards as he approached
Love is not something we give or get; it is something that we nurture and grow, a connection that can only be cultivated between two people when it exists within each one of them - we can only love others as much as we love ourselves.Brené Brown"Who told you that?" I ask, even though my brain has done the calculation and narrowing down, my heart refuses to accept and believe that.His eyes narrow at me, "I think both of us knows who it is that told me."I shake my head, trying to look as untouched as I can look, "I don't believe you."He gives a burst of wicked laughter, "Why not? 'Cause your fiance is so trustworthy? Do you even know who you're getting married to? The man you're carrying his child?"A part of me wants to listen to him and the other part knows that the truth he knows is going to break and crush me and if be
“You are not the victim of the world, but rather the master of your own destiny. It is your choices and decisions that determine your destiny.”~Roy T. Bennett(Third pov)As soon as Alex closes the door, she locks it up and tears run down her face, finally letting her defence fall. It wasn't true, this is all just a bad dream, one she's sure she's going to wake up from, there has to be a way for her to escape this disastrous show.She walks over to the dressing mirror where the flash drive is and she picks it up and walks over to my study desk where her laptop is and turn it on the laptop before inserting the flash into the USB port.A very small voice in her asks if getting more proof was necessary, Alvin probably knew more than he should because someone had told him. He couldn't have guessed all that accurately, he had
“It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.”~Nicholas Sparks"Alex, please come open up, let us know you're alright?" Havana begs as she bangs harder on the door."I'm fine," she answers and takes the box of face wipe in front of the dressing mirror and begins to wipe off the make-up on her face. "I'm almost done here.""Why have you lock yourself in?" Nathan asks, confusion on his voice as he knocks continuous."I'm fine Nathan, stop knocking. I just need to make a little change." She tells them, wiping on and on until all the make-up is off her face. "Give me a minute."She gets up and walks to the wardrobe and picks up a pair of black jeans and a
There's a loud gasp among the crowd followed by a continuous murmur as Alex walks forward, but she pays no mind to it. She comes and stands in the centre of the hall and takes no further steps. So he is forced to climb down the alter and walk closer to her.She raises her hand when he began to get close, objecting to him coming any closer to her. She knows she can't stand the nearness of him and doesn't even want to try, she doesn't even want to look at him because that pain would be too much to handle.He listens to her objection and stops moving as he stares at Alex and his heart is racing insanely at what she plans to do next."Was it ever real to you?" She asks finally bringing herself to look at him and even she has to admit that he does look as good as always which makes her heart bleeds even more.His eyes grow weary at her finding out the truth, "Alex..." he begins trying to take a closer.
PLEASE Read this is the only Authors note this book will have His Dark Existence is part 2 of His Dark Desires and it is different from the first. I also hope it would help shed light on a few issues in the society we live in. There's are a few themes which will be present in this part unlike the last, there are:📌child molestation, 📌incest, 📌suicide📌rape, 📌explicit content.📌dark📌violence