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Chapter 47
"I mean it, Reniella De Vega," he warned, cold hands placed sturdily on my shoulders. "I'm not sure if it's because we're connected through this whole me-being-a-ghost thing or if it's because you're really looking after me now but I care for you a lot. I worry for your dumb ass and being a ghost sucks, you should look after the life you've got."
I couldn't look him in the eyes and so instead I kept my gaze stuck to his posh shoes. The posh shoes reminded me that Deshawn was not only dead but a dead Zobel boy. These feelings made my head whirl, I wasn't supposed to feel anything for guys like him but maybe it was too late. Perhaps I'd already broken my rule.
He hooked a finger under my chin and forced my eyes to meet his. It sparked annoyance in my gut. I didn't want to look at him or feel the cold on m
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A fleeting feeling whirled in my stomach. Perhaps he could come back and remember all of this - remember me. Maybe we could defy everything and just be Deshawn and Reniella. Not the ghost boy and the girl who made deals with Death. Just Deshawn Cervantes and Reniella De Vega. And that small thought sparked a hundred other possibilities that would've been perfect if we weren't us and this wasn't what we surround ourselves with."Who's Thunder God?" I muttered.Deshawn jumped to action, snatching a paper and inspecting it. "I'm not sure," he admitted. "I never found out. I was hoping we could find out now. Together?"He sounded hopeful and so I pretended to be too - for him."So, who is
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"Deshawn!" I shouted and though I still felt his cold somewhere, it certainly wasn't here.Before I could comprehend anything, a sticky black liquid began to crawl from under the wall and fill the floor. Like hot tar, it was thick and scorching causing me to yelp out in pain when it circled around my shoes. It filled the corridor up slowly, pouring from cracks in the wall. My chest stung from how hard my breaths were but I couldn't move. I could only watch as the material of my converse began to steam. It traveled up past my shoes and to my ankle where I'd cuffed my jeans, leaving exposed skin. The smell of burning flesh filled my nostrils and it was what set my body into overdrive.I finally pushed off into a run as the black liquid followed my every step, pouring out faster now than I could even keep up wi
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"What did you see when I was out?" I asked again. He opened his eyes. "We're connected by something, I've always known that. I can probably feel it stronger than you because I'm just a soul, nobody can hold me back. I can hear your feelings and that's how I stick to this world. But nothing has ever been as strong as it was when I touched your shoulders just now. Normally I feel the waves of anger, sadness, happiness but at that moment I heard fully-fledged thoughts. They were screaming with bits of conversation. They burned out loud like stars, shouting out so loudly and all at once that I could only decipher bits. Ross's your brother. Your mother cheated. Mr. Rivera's your biological father. That's all I heard but it was so desperate." I pulled my hand away and this time, he let me. His eyes were wide and wa
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Ten seconds.Nine seconds.Eight seconds.I got up from the bed and stood opposite him, leaving Deshawn's hand empty on his lap. He was weak, the frown on his face wasn't usual for somebody as enthusiastic as my ghost boy.Six seconds.I supposed he never truly was my ghost boy. I knew I'd miss him after this but it certainly was stupid to miss something I never really owned. I never even got close to it.Three seconds.Two seconds.One second.
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"He ran from the room to go clean himself up or something and it left me on my own with your dying body on the floor. You were still alive, I could see, but on the brink of death. My back was pressed up against the door and just like every other time in my life, I froze. I couldn't move or breathe and all the fight or flight bullshit went out the window because I froze." "Reniella," he interrupted. "I probably stood and stared for ten minutes while you were helpless on the floor. I could have saved you! But, I didn't. And because of that, I technically killed you. I watched you bleed out, I let it happen. It's my fault!" Heavy tears built from the back of my eyes but I wouldn't let them out, I needed to see Deshawn now. "Ross said it was my fault a
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"I already did the ones from yesterday," Dad scowled. "What about putting away the Christmas tinsel then, huh? I could've sworn you were meant to put them away too. Or were you out galavanting in other people's houses? Too busy to worry about your own house and family, is it?""Enough," Mom bit out, effectively stopping the conversation.I bit my lip and marvelled at the power she radiated. It had been a while since I saw such a strong female figure. It had been even longer since someone told Dad off.All I could do was stand and watch.Her black hair had been pulled up into a messy bun with her fringe coming down, hiding her wide forehead. Mom's brown eyes were large and the light sp
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We fell into silence and as we neared the city, my anxieties rose higher and higher through my body, causing a subtle shake. I leant my head against the cool, glass window and watched as the world passed me by. My eyes latched onto people's faces as they passed and I wondered if I even knew half of what had happened during the past couple of days. How fast everything had changed and how it had all been ripped from under me. I racked my brain, wondering if I'd even made the right decision to begin with. Before I knew it, we'd arrived at Ross Rivera's house and now the bile was rising. I wasn't sure if I wanted to see him either. I just sensed an odd feeling in the pit of my stomach that made the tips of my fingers tingle and the soles of my feet numb. Raven was a better driver than me and when she pulled
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