1 MEETING HIM AGAIN

It was an afternoon in December, I wake up seeing him again and I was so shocked. I didn't expect anything like this to happen again, especially seeing the man who broke me into pieces once again. It feels like I can feel the pain all over again. 

Dave is that really you? I asked hoping it's not him. I was really hoping that it was just a hangover.

Yes it's me amber I'm glad you didn't forget me. He answered with a smile on his face and it's like telling me that it's alright

It can't be. I whispered, but suddenly he heard it.

Why can't? Well infact it was happening right now. He answered, a philosopher as always.

How can he talk to me this way after everything. We both know that we don't end up okay.

You need to rest a little longer amber, why did you drink too much alcohol? You already know that you are allergic on this right. He told me like he was teaching me a lesson.

Well, Its okay cause it's my bridal shower so what's the point if I drink I need to celebrate. I proudly answered him.

Hmmm, I like the confidence but look where are you now, in the hospital instead of preparing for your upcoming wedding. He slapped me with this words.

I don't know what was the next words to say. Then I saw him injected something on me and it makes me sleep again. The moment I woke up I saw him staring at me.

Hey, are you watching me while I am sleeping? Did I really said it? Oh my gosh this is so awkward what the...

You loved it when I'm watching you sleeping right, but now you are mad. He said. It makes me stop to breathe for a seconds. How can he say those things it's embarrassing.

Huh? That's the only word I could respond to him. I can't say more it's too awkward.

Well, you need to stay here for the next two months ma'am. He told me this words, this can't be my wedding is next week.

Hey, you are kidding me right Dave you know it's not a good joke. I know he's just joking I can't stay here longer besides I don't want to see him anymore or to look at him and talk to him this way.

No! I am not joking I told you before your body reacts bad on any alcoholic drink right. Jake should know about this, why did he let you drink too much. He said 

No I didn't tell him that I was allergic to any kind of alcoholic drink so don't blame him it was me okay! I answered I don't want him to blame my fiance for this mistake that I made myself besides Jake really don't know I did not tell him about this and I also forgot.

Well okay but the situation won't change anything you will stay here two months. No but's don't complain it's for your health amber. Jake will understand. He said, Dave still cares? What? Stupid thing! 

I can't resist he is the doctor. He really make it I'm so proud. He finally fulfiled his ambition to became a doctor. I thought I will slapped his face when I saw him again but I think I'm okay now I am not even mad at him after everything he have done wrong between our relationship before. Besides I already moved on so I don't need to put so much attention on him, I'm getting married soon. 

After two hours Jake arrived and I really saw the worry in his eyes. He goes straight to me and hug me really tight.

I'm sorry. This is the only words I can say I can't believe I really ruin my own wedding.

It's okay we can move the wedding next month what matters now is that you need to be okay again. Jake never fails me to impress I'm so lucky to have a man like him I'm so stupid why did I drink too much I hate myself.

Sorry babe, I didn't mean to ruin everything. I was sincerely apologizing to him.

Don't worry about it I will take the responsibility okay I will move our wedding next month. He said it really melts my heart oh my gosh how can I deserve a man like him.

But babe I need to stay here two months the doctor told me. I said I was hoping he understands wait I know he will understand.

Okay then we will move our wedding next next month no problem. Ohhhh what I was expecting from Jake. He always makes me feel so special he never fails on making me felt like I was the luckiest woman in the world.

Afterwards Dave enter the room and had a little conversation with Jake my fiance.

Doc, how is she? Jake asked Dave. Jake didn't recognize that it was Dave.

Don't worry she will be fine but she needs to stay here atleast two months. Dave said and while looking at me.

Suddenly Jake notice that the doctor kinda staring at me for a while now so he immediately look at the name from his gown. Jake finally realized that it was Dave the man who tear me apart.

She didn't tell you that she was allergic on alcohol? Dave asked Jake.

Ahmmm she never did. I don't know that a person can be allergic to alcohol really. Jake answer.

Yes, we can be allergic to anything. There's also a person that was allergic to air or sunlight and yes they were really exist. Dave was really an intelligent man as always.

Oh! Well, you? Jake said it and like staring a fight.

Me? What about me? Dave answers like he was accepting a war.

Are you allergic to anything? What is it that you were allergic about? Jake ask in a calm tone. That's good I guess they will start a fight.

Oh, did you also know that there is one out of one hundred people that is possible to never have an allergy to anything? Dave said.

So are you? Jake asked again.

No! I am allergic to alcohol too. Dave said.

What the...I almost forgot that we are both allergic to any kind of alcohol products. That's why he likes me so much before.

I remember... It was a midnight when everyone was having a little celebration because we will moved to collage next year. As a part of the celebration everyone was drinking alcohol and I never try those before so as a part of celebrating I want to try it and suddenly I became red hahaha. The next morning I woke up in the hospital and the doctor finds out that I was allergic to a alcohol that moment I saw Dave sleeping next to me.

Hey! Mr. Wake up this is not your bed sir. I really waking him because he was in my bed he supposedly sleeping to the next bed.

Excuse me this is my bed ma'am you are the one who's sleeping in my bed. He said and I checked it and fuck he was absolutely right. 

Oh I'm sorry I think this is because of my hungover. Sucks this is so embarrassing.

Oh wait are you drink? He ask.

Yes! Last night in our batch we had a little celebration because we will move to college next year. Wait I'm saying too much this is so awkward.

Same, but I hope I was never born! He said. I was like what? 

Ahmmm why? I asked. Did  really ask him I'm making too much conversation I need to come back on my bed.

I just found out that I was allergic to alcohol drink. What a tragedy how could I enjoy my life if I cannot drink. He said. I laughed. Ooopps I think that's a wrong move.

Why are you laughing? That's not funny you know! He said.

Well I laughed because I am allergic to alcohol drink too. So that's mean we are the same I cannot enjoy this lifetime too. I feel comfortable now I can talk to him all day I like his humor. He just laughed and we are both laughing now. I can't believe I will make a friend here at the hospital huh, I am a genius.

You know you're cute. He told me it makes me blush shut up!

Hey are you blushing? He was really laughing while asking this.

Hey, no it's the hungover. Of course i make an excuse this is so embarrassing.

I think this is the first and the last time we will able to feel this hungover. He said. He is right cause we are both allergic to alcohol.

After that little conversation I moved back into my bed because I saw a girl walking into the room and looking for him and goes straight to him and hugged him really tight and that girl is really worried.

Maggie, stop! Dave said.

Dave what happened? Are you okay? Did someone hurt you last night? I told you I will come with you why you didn't let me! Maggie said to Dave.

Well no surprise he has a girlfriend what I was expecting he is handsome. After 2 minutes my mom arrived and payed everything about my medication and we immediately leave. 

Oh, so sad I didn't have a chance to ask what's his name I'm an idiot. He's so handsome I can't forget his face.

Amber what were you thinking? My mother ask me.

Nothing ma. I hope she never ask a follow up questions.

Oh I think you like the guy next to your bed in the hospital. Can't believe it my mother knew.

Of course not ma. I need to make her believe that I was not inlove.

Wait I'm inlove hey! No! So that's a love at first sight? So this is love oh my gosh.

That's okay honey we all got to that stage! My mom was so amazing she is the best mom ever. She never made me feel embarrassed.

Mom, I will go to my room. I said of course i don't want to admit that I was really inlove hahaha. After I got into my room I checked my phone and im hoping that I saw a post about what happened last night and I'm really hoping that there will no article about me. I just woke up in the hospital and the fuck I can't remember anything that night.

While I'm browsing in the website of our school my phone just rung! I was shocked bitch who the fuck is calling? Oh it was Andrea my best friend since elementary.

Bitch the fuck are you alright? Andrea ask.

Of course bitch, I'm okay! She really the sweetest friend I have she always cared to much on me.

So what the doctor said? She asked.

Guess what I think my whole life will be miserable now. I said

Bitch why? No! Do you have a cancer? What a silly words I heard from Andrea.

Hahaha no I'm just allergic to any alcohol drink. I said.

Noooo! Oh my gosh amber. She was so shocked hahaha

You know amber just kill yourself. You will be sad forever! How can we meet cute guys at a club if you are allergic to any alcohol drink....bitch! Just kill yourself hahahahah. She is so silly hahahaha.

I know girl! I guess but you know I just met a cute and handsome guy at the hospital. I shared my story haha

What? Really? What's his name? She asked I know she will called me an idiot if I told her that I didn't get the name of this cute guy I was telling her. Haha wanna see her reaction.

I didn't get his name. I said

What a stupid living thing you are!