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I'm back home now and continued my college as before. I meet my friends everyday, live with my family, in short, I'm back to my perfect mundane life just like before but now....all this feels soo pointless. I've gotten soo used to that crazy Mafia squad that without them... it's all feels soo.... empty. 

Although, I still talk to Taha bhai. He's back from the hospital and is recovering well. Atleast that's good news. Uzair is still missing I've heard and after that day, I haven't seen him either. As for Ruzhaan, he's just like a stranger to me but I can't stop thinking about that stranger. 

I think I've lost it. I crave to see atleast a glance of him, I dream about him every night. Whenever I remember his last words for me, I always end up crying. I have no appetite nor do I sleep well like before. My friends say I've changed a lot and my smile has lost somewhere. Mom noticed it too I guess so she doesn't scold or taunt me like before. She doesn't ev