"Perks of being famous..."
I look at Kuya Daryl from the head down to his shoes. He changed a lot. I must say that he was hot now. I meant he was hotter now with his mid-ripped body type. As in parang ang laki-laki ng pinagbago niya. Not in a bad way... totally in a good way of course! He is guwapo and all naman na since Senior High, pero wow! As in wow lang talaga ngayon! Iba rin talaga ang nagagawa ng misis niyang si Asia, hiyang na hiyang ang asawa.
He looks mature yet in a typical boy-next-door look. He still has the what-the-fuck face every time he looks at something or someone, but he seems friendly now. Hindi na siya 'yong parang nakakailang kausapin at tabihan.
"Are you staying here for good? If yes, you better live in Casa Miya. Don't waste your money renting a Condo unit, maayos at malinis pa rin naman ang bahay nyo."
I rolled my eyes. "You sound like those paparazzi and Tito David... jeez, you started to freak the hell out of me!"
"Watch your mouth, Ry..." Tumalim ang tingin niya sa akin, 'di kasi talaga sila palamura. "And I'm serious. Kung ayaw mo sa bahay n'yo, doon ka sa Casa Del Mar tumira. At least doon kasama mo sina Mommy at Daddy, may mag aasikaso sa'yo. At kung ayaw mo pa rin doon, you can stay in our house for as long as you want. I'm sure my wife will be very happy to see you again-"
"Omg, no freaking way!" Halos malukot ang buong mukha ko sa pagkadisgusto sa ideyang 'yon ni Kuya Daryl. "Anong magiging role ko sa bahay nyo... scorer?! Knowing Asia, she's too loud. Too vulgar. And she talks nonstop, as in 24/7! She might tell me everything, including how you had sex with her at night till daylight!"
"And so? I love her that way." Parang kinilig pa siya pagkasabi niya nu'n. How bastos!
Oh boy! 'Wag naman sanang dumating ang time na maging ganyan ako ka-oa kay Kuya Daryl when I finally found the love of my life.
"Well, salamat na lang, pero ayaw kong tumira sa inyo. Isa pa, okay lang naman akong mag-isa."
"Are you sure?" muli niyang tanong na tinanguan ko lang. "Okay, If that's what you want."
Inilibot niya ang paningin niya sa buong unit. Nang wala naman siyang nakitang hindi kaaya-aya ay hindi na rin siya nag salita. Kuya Daryl is my cousin from my mother's side. Isang taon lang ang tanda niya sa akin pero siya na ang tumayong kuya at ama ko. Kaya nga nang malaman niya ang eskandalong kinasangkutan ko six months ago, muntik na siyang lumipad papuntang New York at makipag-ubusan ng lahi.
"Anyway, my wife Asia wanted to see you... are you free tomorrow?" He asks. "She learned how to cook adobo and she wanted you to taste her new recipe... mapagbibigyan mo ba siya?"
As much as I want to taste - I meant, to judge her adobo... well, I can't. May event pa akong dadaluhan mamaya. Binabalak ko ring mag hanap ng bagong Condo unit dahil mukhang hindi na ako tatantanan ng mga reporters dito. Isa pa, marami pa akong aayusing dokumento.
I bit my lower lip. "Makapaghihintay naman siguro ang adobo niya diba?"
Ngumiti lang siya. Tipong ngiting no choice saka ginulo ang magulo pang buhok ko. "Of course, Asia will understand always. Anyway, I'll go ahead. You may continue your beauty sleep... but eat first before you sleep again."
I closed the door and went inside my room again when Kuya Daryl left. Muli akong nahiga sa kama at pumikit. Sinubukan kong ipagpatuloy ang naudlot kong tulog at wagi naman, nakatulog na lang ako ng hindi ko namamalayan.
I probably slept for two more hours before I went out of bed to make some food. I just toast bread and make coffee. I'm not good at cooking, at sa klase o uri ng trabaho ko... the word "diet" is so precious. Okay lang din naman lalo na sa tulad kong kuripot, malaking tipid.
After a minute or two, Mommy Vicky called me on FaceTime. It's just almost eleven o'clock but he is up already.
"Morning, Ryza! I hope you're finally awake. I'll go over our schedule today, is that okay?"
"Yeah, go on!" I said then sip my coffee.
"2:00 PM, you and Grace will meet at La Tigra Hotel. She's the Spring Collection Designer. 3:30 PM, photoshoot at YBC Studio for New Magazine. 6, Zoom meeting for Paris Fashion Week next month. And finally, 8:00 at La Roché." I just stared at him through my phone. "Any questions? Violent reactions?" Umiling lang ako.
He went over my full-packed schedule for today which I agreed. Ayaw ko nang umapila pa at wala rin namang mangyayari.
"Now get ready, I'll be there at 1, Chao!"
I rolled my eyes when he ended the call. After eating, I took a shower and did my morning skincare kahit medyo late na. I curled my hair and put on some light makeup.
I was wearing a pair of black hipster jeans partnered with a plain black halter top just above my belly button. I also bring my black cropped top hoodie with me just in case of emergency, and black ankle boots to complete my ootd. I look like a black lady, but that's okay. Magpapalit din naman ako mamaya, so hindi ko na kailangan pang mag effort. Isa pa, black is a beauty!
At exactly 1:00 PM Mommy Vicky called me, his already outside the Hotel waiting for me. Maaliwalas naman daw ang lobby at mukhang walang mga reporters kaya naman nagmadali na akong bumaba.
Nakabukas ang pinto ng sasakyan kaya agad-agad na akong pumasok. I put on my seatbelt before browsing the internet for some news about me. At tama nga ang hinala ko. Kalat ang larawan namin ni Kuya Daryl na nakayakap ako sa kanya sa mismong pinto ng condo unit ko. We look like a lover, mabuti na lang at hindi nakuhanan ang mukha niya.
But when I scroll down again, my eyes widen. Nagkalat din kasi ang larawan namin ng antipatikong lalaki sa hagdan. Mayroong karga-karga niya ako na pa-bridal style. Mayroon ding parang nakapalupot ang braso niya sa baywang ko habang nakahawak ako sa balikat niya at magkahinang ang mata naming dalawa.
Nag ani ng iba't-ibang komento ang mga larawan naming iyon. I sighed and massaged my head. In-off ko na ang cellphone ko at nilagay sa bag. Hindi ko naman mapipigilan ang mga tao na isipin kung ano man ang maisip at masabi nila. Buong biyahe ay tahimik lang ako na nakamasid sa bintana ng sasakyan.
PAGKARATING namin sa La Tigra ay kaagad kaming sinalubong ni Grace.
"The Seductress Ryza Reyes, I'm so glad you came!" Grace kissed me on both sides of my cheeks. "This is for you, hope you like it!"
"Of course. How could I not?" I smiled at her. "I really like your collection. I just received the clothes you sent me last week, and I must say... What a wonderful work!"
We just chitchatted for almost an hour before I left. I must say that Grace did really great when it comes to designing. Walang halong biro, maganda talaga ang mga gawa niya.
"Miss Ryza, can you do a pose for us, please?"
I suddenly stopped walking to smile and look at the group of photographers waiting outside the La Tigra Hotel. I took my shades off and put a hand inside my pocket to do a pose for them before Mommy Vicky called me. I was already late for the photoshoot.
I waved at the photographers before walking again and getting inside the car.
"The great, Ryza Reyes!" The female director of YBC welcomed me with open arms. "Come on, guys! Let's Move! Take care of her!"
I gave her a small hug before I went inside the dressing room. Mommy Vicky stays beside me while busy typing on his phone.
"Ang guwapo ng boyfriend mo Ma'am, bagay na bagay kayo!" One of the YBC Staff told me. "Ay, do you understand tagalog Ma'am?"
My brows furrowed a bit, and pursed my lips, thinking if I should deny it or just let her think that. I mean, wala naman akong pakialam kung iisipin nilang may boyfriend ako or what but... I didn't want people to believe a lie. Tsaka sinong lalaki kaya ang tinutukoy niya.
"He's not my boyfriend, and yes, nakakaintindi at nakakapagsalita ako ng tagalog. I'm a pure Pilipina." I answered.
Bahagyang nanlaki ang mga mata niya, pero kalaunan ay ngumiti rin. "Sus, kunwari ka pa Ma'am! Trending ka kaya sa socmed! But don't panic, I'm not judging you... sobrang ganda mo naman kasi sa personal!"
"Uh..." I gave her an awkward smile through the mirror. I didn't want to argue anymore. Baka mas humaba lang ang usapan.
Mommy Vicky was now sitting there with the YBC director, holding his MacBook and attending the Zoom meeting that I was supposed to attend, while the YBC staff started the shoot.
I did five poses including my signature pose for New Mens Magazine. After that, Mommy Vicky just finished the Zoom meeting and had a little conversation with the YBC Director before we left.
Halos buong araw kaming bumabyahe ni Mommy Vicky para lang matapos ang schedule ko. Hindi na rin ako nakakain, sa sasakyan na lang pag may time.
Alas otso pasado na nang matapos kami sa lahat ng ganap sa araw na ito. I was about to go home but Mommy Vicky reminded me about the bachelor's party.
I almost forgot...
"What should I wear?" I ask Mommy Vicky.
He looked at me from my head down to my toes then smiled. "Wear anything that made their heads turn and make a statement of you to the next level!"
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When was the last time I ate streets food?Second day ko sa public school na 'to at hindi pa rin ako masaya. Bukod sa I'm not happy, I feel alone pa. I don't have friends. My classmates finds me masungit and maarte just because I was from a private school before. Girl's rolled their eyes on me, while boys keeps on talking about me. Like kung may boyfriend na raw ba ako. First momol, like what the heck was that?! And if I prepared lights on or lights off."This school drains me real quick," I murmured while staring at the two girls enjoying their foods on a plastic cup.Kanina pa kumakalam ang tiyan ko pero tinitiis ko na lang dahil itinatabi ko ang natitirang fifteen pesos ko para pamasahe pauwi. Napapagod na akong maglakad araw-araw papunta sa school at pauwi sa amin kaya kahit gutom pa ako ay lunok laway na lang.As usual, lutang na naman si Mommy kung kaya't wala na namang sinaing. Ubos na rin ang stocks namin kaya hindi ako makapag luto sa umaga. Kaya naman ang five hundred pesos
[[FLASH BACK]] BAKIT PA KASI KAMI LUMIPAT NG BAHAY?Okay lang naman na kila Tita Divina kami tumira. At least doon ay komportable at may sasakyan pa. Edi sana ay palagi kaming magkasabay ni Kuya Daryl sa pagpasok sa eskwela. And I thought were rich? Sabi ni Mommy ay sa exclusive school na for girls niya ako pag-aaralin this year, pero hindi pala. Sa public school lang din pala ang bagsak ko, at kung kailan naman last semester na ay saka pa ako naisipang i-transfer ni Mommy.I was so spoiled when we were still living in Tita Divina's house. Ni hindi nga ako pinadadapuan ng kahit na anong insekto. Sa klase rin kasi ng work ko - I mean career, dapat makinis at laging fresh. Well, at my age, I am proud to say that I am a model. Hindi 'yong model na rumarampa sa stage at nag gi-guest sa malalaking event. Pero model ako ng baby blush cosmetic na tinodo push ni Mommy para lang ako ang mapili.Pati nga sanitary napkin ay minodel ko na rin, kahit hindi pa naman ako nag kaka-menstruation duri
"I'm sorry about that-""And I thought walang cannibal sa pamilya nyo?" putol ko sa kanya sabay ngisi. "Anyway, it's okay. I deserved that slap. I know Suzane was still mad at me-""How'd you know my cousin?" agap niya sa akin na ikinagulat ko. Nadala ako sa sitwasyon at nawala sa isip ko na sa harap ni Ruther ay nagpapanggap pala akong walang maalala. "Akala ko ba wala kang masyadong maalala? At sa dami ng tao na pwede mong maalala ay ang pinsan ko pa talaga?"Hindi ako nakapagsalita kaagad at tila nabingi. Ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko lalo na nang halos malunod na ako sa lalim ng tingin niya sa akin. Para bang lalabas na ang puso ko mula sa dibdib ko kaya naman wala sa loob na napahawak ako roon.Dumako naman ang mga mata ni Ruther sa kamay kong nakahawak sa dibdib ko. Ang kaninang malalim at madilim niyang tingin sa akin ay biglang nag iba. Naging malamlam iyon na para bang nag-aalala."Are you okay?" he asked me. "You look pale. Tell me, may masakit ba sayo?"Sunod-sunod akong
"Are you sure you gonna be okay here?"I look at Kuya Daryl. He seemed so concerned and worried about me. Dati pa naman ay ganyan na siya. Mabait sa lahat. Maawain. At palaging kalmado.Gusto ko sanang umiling at kumapit sa kamay niya. Gusto kong sabihin na 'wag niya akong iwan sa mala-palasyong bahay na ito. But when I looked at Ruther... his cold brown eyes were staring at me like he would kill me if I made a move."She'll be fine..." Si Ruther na ang sumagot. "She'll be safe here with me-""You sure about that?" putol naman ni Kuya Daryl saka maingat na hinawakan ang kaliwang braso ko. "The last time I checked, Ryza was hospitalized because of you."Bago pa magkainitan si Kuya Daryl at Ruther ay pumagitna na si Asia. Sinabunutan niya si Ruther at piningot pa sa tenga."Umayos kang bakulaw ka! Kapag may nangyari sa nag-iisa kong hipag babatihin ko talaga yang itlog mo!""Salbahe ka talagang babae ka!" singhal naman ni Ruther kay Asia habang hawak ang taenga niyang piningot. "Nakaram
"Answer me!" I was frustrated. They were just looking at me as if I said something funny. Na para bang tinubuan ako ng isa pang ulo. "Sino kayo? Nasaan ako? Am I at the Hospital? Why what happened?" sunud-sunod ko pang tanong. "Anyare sayo?" tanong naman sa akin ng babae. Hindi ko alam kung saan, kailan at paano, pero pakiramdam ko ay nakita ko na siya. "K-drama lang ang peg? My Amnesia Girl ganern?" Kumunot ang noo ko. Hindi ko maintindihan kung ano ang pinagsasabi niya. Wala akong Amnesia! Malakas pa ako sa kalabaw kaya paanong magkakasakit ako at may amnesia pa nga."Ryza..." Nilingon ko ang lalaking ngayon ay nagtataka ng nakatitig sa akin. "Are you alright? Tell me, ano ang nararamdaman mo?"Sunod-sunod ang tanong niya sa akin. Yong mga mata niya, hindi ko maintindihan kung awa, lungkot, pagtataka o galit ba ang naroon. Iba-ibang emosyon na minsan ko na ring nakita. Tama! Nakita ko na siya!"I remember you..." halos pabulong na sabi ko saka napayuko. Bigla akong nakadama ng hiy
"I CAN'T..."Halos manlumo ako ng dahil sa binitawan niyang salita. Nangliliit ako sa aking sarili. Why would I tell him that anyway? That I want him? Nadala lang siguro ako ng sitwasyon ngayon. Idagdag pa na parang napakaguwapo niya sa paningin ko ngayon.But he said, he can't... why? I mean... ayaw niya ba? Sawa na ba siya? Or maybe... he is still the same guy I knew. Heartless. Arrogant. The cold and annoying asshole."W-why?" I stammered as I asked him. "You can't because you don't want to, or you can't because you just can't?""No, that's not what I mean-""Then what?!" putol ko sa kanya. "Tell me, ano ba talagang plano mo sa akin? Ang gawin akong sex slave mo? Ano ba tayo? Ano bang meron sa atin? Please pakisagot naman kasi ang hirap ng manghula. Ayaw kong mag assume."Ang tagal niyang nakatitig lang sa akin at ganoon din ako sa kanya. I'm still waiting for his answer but he never heard him a thing. Mapait na napangisi na lang ako sa aking sarili. As I expected... I lose.Nang