The sour taste of not being able to shift and not being loved had driven Vera into marrying a ruthless Alpha. Vera's life wasn't easy before the marriage but she didn't expect to be married to the Alpha Phil of BlackDiamond Pack. Alpha Phil Hammerstock was rejected by his first mate and it had been two years since Phil took a glassful of rejection but he still had the bitter aftertaste of that night. Every night since that night, the words seemed to re-echo as he shifted. But Lucy’s words weren’t the only words that ached his physique every time he shifted. There were also the words of the Grand Pack Committee, an ultimatum to find a Luna for himself or risk forfeiting the title of Alpha to someone more capable. Alpha Phil had wooed Vera into marrying him but a few months after their marriage, Phil signed a non-disclosure agreement with his first mate to be his breeder because Vera was unable to give him an heir. Does Vera stand a chance to maintain the Luna title or forfeit it to Lucy, Phil's first mate?
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Phil's POV: In my head, I wanted Lucy and I to be together. I loved the woman she was, and I still do. The wild flame in her, the freedom that danced behind her eyes. And damn, I admired the way she saw the world—so untamed, so open, so hers. She once told me. “Phil, I love the man that you are. I do. The leader you want to become. The way you throw yourself in for the Pack…” My heart latched onto those words, hungry for more. “Then be my woman, Lucy,” I remember saying, voice barely steady. “I glow brighter with you by my side. I bloom better with you in my corner.” I’d looked into her eyes, hoping—praying—that somewhere deep in there was a place where I belonged. But Lucy… Lucy was never that kind of wolf. She wasn’t the settling type. She craved open air, the thrill of new territory. While I was building a legacy, she was chasing the wind. “I can’t, Phil,” She said, her voice barely above a whisper. “There’s just too much on the line for me. I’ll be crushed by the weight of the responsibility.” She touched my face gently. “Phil, you know me. We can only ever be this…” “Only ever be this…” Those words still echo every time I shift. It’s been two years, but that night never left me. The ache and the taste of rejection still lingered. I heard about her about a year after that. Word came from the East—she’d been caught in the middle of a pack war. Some misadventure or work, maybe. But it sounded like her. My first instinct was to say what I always said: “She can handle herself.” And she could. Because she was strong, capable, and relentless. But my rejection from Lucy wasn’t the only thing that haunted me. The Grand Pack Committee made sure of that. “Find a Luna or forfeit your title.” That was the ultimatum. “But Ray, he’s only a growing child,” My mother said during the meeting. Always the mother hen, always my shield. She was a statutory member of the Committee, but even her influence couldn’t tip the scales. “Oh, woman. This growing child will need to become a man soon.” My father, Ray Hammerstock said. He was not only my father, he was also the Former Alpha and the head of the Committee. He was a Living, breathing proof of what discipline and leadership looked like. His battle scars—over four hundred claw marks—were a constant reminder that leadership wasn’t given. It was earned. He wore them like medals. While I just wore expectations like chains. “What qualifies him more than all the victories and expansions he’s brought to this pack since he became Alpha?” My mother snapped back. “What qualifies him more is a Luna,” Alexander cut in. Alexander was an ancient, wise, and infuriatingly calm man. He’d seen three generations of Alphas come and go. So his words held weight. “Alpha Phil needs a Luna.” He declared. “He needs an heir, he needs to know what fatherhood is. To raise a wolf, teach him to hunt.” “And he cannot do this without a Luna,” My father added. It didn’t matter how many battles I’d won or how many lands I’d claimed. Without a Luna, I was incomplete in their eyes. That left me cornered. Because I had only Three weeks left on the Committee’s deadline. Which meant that there was no time to build a bond, and no room for mistakes. That’s when she came into the picture—Cassie Alonso. I’d never met her before, but the black market whispered her name with caution. And from what I heard, she was smart, greedy, and impossible to control. “I have a niece,” She said with that velvet voice, watching me like a cat studying a cornered mouse. “What about your niece?” I asked, trying to mask the desperation creeping into my voice. “She fits the role because she won’t give you trouble. But…” “But what?” “She has a little anomaly,” She said. Of course, there was a catch. There’s always a catch. “What anomaly? How can it be fixed?” I snapped. “Isn’t there anyone else in the pack?” Desperation was choking me by then. My time was running out, and from what my contacts told me, Cassie’s niece was my best—and only—option. “She hasn’t been able to wolf out since attaining full circle,” Cassie said. Silence. I should’ve walked away. But I didn’t. “I’ll have her like that,” I heard myself say. I didn’t even recognize the sound of my voice. Was it me talking? Or was it the pressure? The suffocating need to prove something to everyone? “I’ll have her for myself. As long as she can give me an heir.” Cassie chuckled. That knowing smug chuckle made me want to punch a wall. Another deal closed for her. Another pawn moved on the board. She was marrying off her wolfless niece to the Alpha of the Black Diamond Pack. Probably already celebrating in her mind. “You know where to drop the middleman f*e.” She asked and I nodded. “This is what she looks like,” She said, sending over a picture. And damn it—she looked like Lucy. Same sharp eyes. Same dentition. That small detail hit me harder than it should have. Maybe it was a sign. Maybe I was trying to convince myself she could be something she wasn’t. Our first meeting was… ordinary. “Hi, my name is Vera. I was told I’d meet you here,” She said, boldly. I raised a brow, impressed but careful not to show it. This wasn’t romance, it was an arrangement. “What would you have?” I asked, trying to take control of the moment. “A dry martini,” She replied, like she belonged there. Like she belonged with me. Vera, for someone who couldn’t shift, carried herself like a queen. “Join me for a dance,” I said, extending my hand. The moment our fingers touched, something surged through me. A spark—no, more than that. Suddenly, the wolf stirred, then howled. “Mate!” Fuck. The word left my lips before I could stop it. The Moon Goddess, in her twisted ways, had paired me with a wolfless woman. And I didn’t know what the hell to do with that. She was meant to be a Luna for the show, an heir-giver, and a formality. But now? She was my Second Chance Mate?Vera's POVPhil had called for another meeting at the pack hall. I could quite guess what it was all about already—what he was going to talk about at the meeting—but what I couldn't pinpoint was the look on his face. So stiff, unreadable.I wish I had talked to him first before he called for everyone, to know what this was all about exactly. It was likely about Drew or the upcoming war. Lucy and the maid Carol were the last people to walk into the hall before Phil began to talk.“I shall begin by asking if anyone here isn't aware of Drew's death,” he stated, darting his gaze around the room. Phil saw that no one was unaware of Drew's death and moved forward to whisper something in his beta’s ear. His beta left the room for a moment and returned with a familiar man.I had seen the bald-headed man a couple of times in the pack and sometimes I had wanted to ask Phil who he was, but somehow it always skipped my mind.“This is Mr. Ross, my physician,” Phil introduced the man to us. “And he
Lucy's POVLast night with Phil was great. I had woken up just before he caught me staring at him while he slept.“Good morning,” I said, irritated that he had just risen from bed and hadn’t bothered to say good morning to me. I was naked on his bed, the bed sheets covering me from my chest to my toes.“Oh, sorry. It kind of skipped my mind. Maybe it wouldn’t have, if I hadn’t caught you watching me while I slept.”“And what’s so wrong with that? I mean, you looked so cute when you were sleeping. I couldn’t resist.” I rose, back against the headboard, as I sized him up from head to toe.“It’s creepy, Lucy.”My brows furrowed. “What?”He grabbed a shirt from his cupboard. “Stop acting like we are still lovebirds. All that ended a year ago.”I chuckled. “I see what’s going on here,” I said, wrapping the blankets around me as I walked up to him where he was changing his clothes. He was halfway through putting on the tight-fitting top. I gently placed my hands on his chest, taking over. H
Vera's POVI couldn’t contend with the jealousy in me; I couldn’t let it all out either. It felt difficult being around Phil now that his ex-mate, Lucy, was back in his life. And it felt worse that she was his breeder. After dinner, Phil called out to me before I could walk up to my bedroom.“Are you okay?” he asked me.Lucy's voice cut through our pending conversation. “Don't keep me waiting, Phil,” she said, making it obvious that she and Phil had a private thing to do. She strode away. It was killing me, and I wasn’t fine. I didn’t want to be selfish—Phil needed an heir, and it was what I couldn’t give him.I wrinkled my eyes. “Why shouldn't I be?”He watched me as if trying to read my mind through my eyes. He nudged his head over to his bedroom, indicating that I could be worried about him and Lucy. Of course, I was, but I would never show it.“You need an heir, Phil. I understand,” I assured him. But he wasn’t convinced.“Goodnight,” I said to him, and with that, I left. I could
Phil's POVI was reminded of Drew again the moment I saw his mate, Claudia. The guilt intensified in my heart, the guilt of having Drew locked up before he died. Just as I walked back to my bedroom, my beta followed behind me.“Have you given her a room?” I asked, without looking back at him.“Yes.” My beta replied.Giving her a room wasn't going to change the fact that I was part of the reason her mate died. And it was quite surreal that she didn't blame me for his death.I turned around before entering my office. “Bring in the gamma that guarded Drew’s dungeon.” I instructed my betaand he left immediately.“Phil.” I heard Lucy call out to me. She walked angrily towards me and I knew why she was here. “Now is not the time Lucy.”“I know. You never really have my time anymore. I'm just here to ask who the lady is.”“She's Drew's mate. And she will only be staying here just for tonight. Don't cause a scene.”She scoffed, blinking her eyes. “Why the hell would I cause a scene? I don't e
Vera's POVThe moment the sun rose, I visited the training field again. I couldn't remember the last time I did some stretches and held a weapon. The training field was different, it felt different without Drew.His presence still hovered around even though he was gone. He was also quickly replaced by another man, another trainer employed by Phil. I guess the pack couldn't be left without a trainer.I trained on my own, away from the rest of the people on the field. I loved the early morning solitude and how the breeze found its way into my hair every time I threw a punch in the air.It was easy to hit the air with punches, there are no retaliations, just easy hits but then battling with someone, I have actually never tried it. Apparently, the need for that would come soon, with the upcoming war, it'd be necessary to train myself so as to defend myself when that time comes.As I punched and kicked the air multiple times, a voice echoed behind me. “Can you save that energy for a real f
Lucy's POV“Argh!!!” Immediately I entered my bedroom. I let out my anger, throwing everything I came in contact with, to the ground. The thought that Phil kept choosing Vera over me, over and over again, was outrageous.How else could I get to him if Vera was someone he'd do anything for, even having the instinct to kill me? I touched my neck, and it was as if his hands were still strangling it.Vera had to go. That was the only solution.My door creaked open, it was carol. Her eyes glared around the disarranged room. She looked up at me. “Are you okay, madam Lucy.” she asked, still looking at everything I had thrown on the floor.I sighed, brushing my hair backward, “What do you think, Carol?”She stood there, speechless. “I'll get this cleaned up.” She says.I called her back before she could leave the room. “Do you still have the remnant of the wolfsbane potion?” I asked. She shakes her head. “Did you use all of it?”She shakes her head again.“Bitch, one more head shake… can't yo
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