Arriving at Cecily and Edwin's home, which was actually a slightly more upscale apartment compared to the villa earlier, there was no comparison between the two.
"Cecily, how about I accompany you upstairs and stay with you for a while? Jenny is really worried."
Cecily shook her head, and she even smiled at Jenny, "Don't worry, I'm fine," she said, then got out of the car.
Jenny watched her slender and petite figure head inside, and she couldn't help but think, if Cecily hadn't been adopted by the Turner family, if she hadn't fallen in love with Edwin, if she hadn't married Edwin, how much better it would have been.
She would definitely find a man who loved her deeply and could make her happy because Cecily deserved it. However, who could say for sure about these "what-ifs"?
In a daze, she entered the house and went straight to the bathroom. She stood under the shower, allowing the water, whether it was hot or cold, to pour over her head and face until she was soaked through.
"Cecily, marry me, will you never regret it?" This was the question Edwin asked her on their wedding day. At the time, her answer was, "I won't regret it."
Even today, if Edwin were to ask her the same question, her answer would be the same, but her state of mind would be different.
Late at night, Cecily lay awake, unsure of the time. She felt a chill run through her body, and suddenly, she heard the sound of a door opening. Shortly after, a cold draft blew in from under the covers, and Cecily shivered. Soon, her back was embraced by arms carrying a mixture of coldness.
He had returned. Cecily's entire body tensed; she had thought he wouldn't come back tonight.
Without a word, the only piece of clothing on her was stripped away by Edwin. Then, as usual, what was supposed to happen began to unfold.
They had been married for over a year, and every time, Edwin behaved this way. Whenever he wanted, regardless of the time or place, whether she consented or not, he could boldly encroach upon her. However, he had a peculiar habit: he never made direct contact with her, and he never kissed her. In the past, Cecily felt that she was to blame and never dared to argue with him.
In the darkness, Cecily lay there, powerless, gripping the sheets tightly. She had no idea how long this humiliating punishment had lasted, but finally, Edwin released his hold on her. She longed to take deep breaths, but found it difficult.
Her eyes were dry and slightly stinging. After a while, Cecily slowly turned her body and heard a cold voice, "Remember to take your pills."
Her heart sank abruptly, and Cecily had to place her hand over her chest to alleviate the discomfort. Edwin had a way of inflicting emotional pain like no other man in the world.
She felt fortunate that it happened in the dark; Edwin couldn't see her in such a humiliated state.
After a while, she regained some strength. Her arms gently encircled Edwin's waist, and she reached up to caress his cheek, tracing his features. She genuinely liked and loved everything about him, which is why she felt so helpless.
Cecily lifted her head, and even in the darkness, she could find Edwin's lips with precision. She kissed him while he was still awake. In the past, she had always done it secretly, waiting for him to fall asleep, as he would get angry. Surprisingly, tonight's Edwin didn't show anger.
He remained entirely still, like an iceberg. Cecily moved closer, her voice slightly choked, yet devoid of tears. "Edwin, let's get a divorce." It was easier to be his sister than his wife. She didn't regret marrying him, but she was tired.
After a moment of silence, Cecily continued, "In the future, you will still be Edwin, the Turner family's eldest son and the CEO of Turner Group, and I will still be the child adopted by the Turner family, your sister."
Just when Cecily thought he had fallen asleep and wouldn't say anything more, Edwin turned her over abruptly.
Their positions changed, with Edwin pressing against her. It was the first time they were so close, face to face in the darkness. Cecily couldn't see his expression clearly, but she could feel his intense gaze and his anger.
"Do you have something to say to me?" Cecily reached up to touch Edwin's cheek again.
"Are you regretting it?" His tone carried a mocking undertone. Cecily shook her head, though she wasn't sure if Edwin could sense it. Her hand fell limply, and for the first time, she couldn't see his facial expression. It was a unique feeling that he, too, could get angry with her.
Cecily pushed Edwin away and got up, barefoot and wearing only a thin nightgown. Soon, the entire room was lit.
Without turning around, Cecily walked to the wardrobe and retrieved some pills from the drawer. For some reason, at that moment, she suddenly thought of the girl she had seen tonight—the girl who was pregnant.
Her heart felt as if a large piece had been torn out. With no water, she tilted her head and placed the pills in her mouth, swallowing them down. The nauseating sensation nearly drove her to the brink of collapse.
After a while, she felt slightly better. She turned to look at Edwin. His eyes seemed capable of drilling a hole right through her, and there was a hint of bitterness at the corner of his lips. She slowly spoke, "Edwin, I've been taking these pills for over a year. I suppose I can't be a mother in this lifetime."
It was the one thing she could say confidently to Edwin, the one thing that gave her courage—the pills.
Something flickered in Edwin's eyes. "You're willing, aren't you?" He said it with an icy tone.
Cecily smiled faintly, nodded, and replied, "You're right. You're willing, and I'm willing. That's the price of loving Edwin. But loving you is just too exhausting."
As if remembering something else, Cecily glanced at Edwin. "Also, before we divorce, I want to explain one last time—Pamela's departure has nothing to do with me. Get some rest. I'll sleep in the guest room." With that, she turned, opened the door, and walked out.
Once Cecily left the room, she heard the sound of things being thrown inside. The smile at the corner of her mouth gradually faded. She finally understood why Sadie had said that men were foolish. What they couldn't have was always the best in their eyes, while what they got easily was deemed worthless.
To Edwin Turner, Pamela Parker was the unattainable one, while Cecily Turner was the one he had effortlessly obtained.
Early in the morning, Cecily returned to her room as she heard the sound of Edwin getting ready in the bathroom. Unlike her usual routine of making breakfast for Edwin, she took out her suitcase and started packing her belongings. Sadie's car would arrive shortly, as they had arranged the previous night for Cecily to stay with her for a few days.Cecily didn't have much to pack, just a few clothes and some everyday essentials. Although she was married to Edwin, he had never gifted her any jewelry or clothes, except for...Cecily raised her hand and looked at the ring on her ring finger. The diamond on it was dazzlingly large. This ring, in fact, couldn't be considered a gift from Edwin; it was purchased together with her mom's second husband. When they got married, she put it on herself. Since then, she had never taken it off.After a moment's contemplation, Cecily took off the ring. Since she had put it on herself, she felt it was only right that she removed it herself.Edwin emerged
On the top floor of the luxurious presidential suite of the hotel, Edwin's favorite classical music played from the speakers. Cecily sat on the Persian carpet near the floor-to-ceiling windows, silently gazing at the view outside.This location in Moon Bay offered the best view of the entire island, with a beach adorned by huge fireworks and a crowd of tourists. However, for some reason, Cecily felt as though the festivities belonged to others, and she had nothing.Two days ago, she hadn't left her apartment when she was supposed to. What could she do? Her heart was imprisoned by Edwin.Edwin had brought her here, but after entering the hotel, she hadn't seen him since.In fact, when they got married, she had wanted to come here for their honeymoon, but the Turner Group's affairs had delayed their plans. Over a year had passed since then, and now, finally, she was here with him. When he said, "Give me one more chance," did he mean they were starting over? Cecily had no idea.The sound
Early the next morning, Cecily indeed met the "doctor" that Edwin had arranged for her. She was not unfamiliar with this person. Even though Colin was Edwin's biological brother, Archie, a well-known young physician in A City, had a closer relationship with Edwin. Cecily had always disliked him because he had been the one who had researched the medication Edwin had given her. She had resisted any contact with him. But later, she realized that it had nothing to do with him. The medicine was something Edwin had him develop, after all. Unexpectedly, now it was him who had come to examine her. It felt ironic, yes, very ironic. "Miss Turner, we meet again," Archie said with a faint smile. Cecily nodded and didn't say much. Early in the morning, Edwin had taken her to the hospital, and all the necessary tests had already been done. Archie was now looking at her test results, his brows slightly furrowed. After a while, the room was filled with silence. Edwin wasn't there, and Cecily cou
Since arriving in Moon Bay, this matter had been a knot in Cecily's heart, constantly troubling her, preventing her from finding peace."Child, nobody has a smooth journey in life, including relationships, careers, and many other things. Things that come too easily might not be beautiful. As long as you're alive, there's hope. What could be worse than life and death parting?""Sometimes, when you can't convince yourself and can't deceive yourself, just follow your heart. Be happy one day, sad the next. Why not live happily?""You came here with him, which means you have thoughts and decisions in your heart, right? Live life the way you want."Fidelia wasn't trying to lead Cecily into a pit of fire. She knew Edwin had deep-seated biases, and it was impossible for his personality to change overnight. But she couldn't bear to see Cecily so miserable. It was like looking at a version of herself from many years ago—someone who was a stranger yet familiar. Fidelia had already decided what t
After Edwin finished his work and took a shower, Cecily was still lost in thought. Suddenly, she felt her body being lifted, and she jumped in surprise, quickly wrapping her arms around Edwin's neck."Edwin."Edwin gently placed her on the bed and began to undress her. Cecily gripped his hand nervously.As things progressed, Edwin paused and looked at her. Cecily's cheeks turned slightly red. "Dr. Baker said my body isn't fully recovered yet. It'll take some time."If they wanted a healthy baby.Edwin furrowed his brow but continued his actions. "It won't happen on the first try..."Although they had been married for more than a year, hearing him say that still made Cecily feel a bit embarrassed. She nodded and let him continue. However, Edwin was still avoiding kissing her lips. Cecily stubbornly cupped his cheek and pressed her lips against his, and Edwin didn't resist.Afterward, feeling a bit tired, Cecily lay gently against Edwin's chest. "Edwin."Edwin responded with a low "Mm."
"Archie, I don't know what you like to eat, so I've prepared the dishes according to Edwin's taste," Cecily said.Cecily believed that if Edwin liked certain foods, Archie probably did too. If it weren't for Pamela being the one Edwin liked, and later even marrying her, she would have suspected they were a couple.Archie didn't know what was going on in her mind, so he just smiled and said, "That's great."After they finished eating, Archie mentioned that Cecily should get more rest, so he went upstairs to sleep.Edwin and Archie were in the yard. Edwin suddenly asked, "How's her health?""Are you talking about Cecily or Pamela?" Archie responded.Seeing Edwin's stern expression, Archie continued, "Cecily has stopped taking that medicine. With another month or two of recovery, she should be fine. But even if she gets pregnant, I can't guarantee the safety and health of both mother and child. She was given the strongest medication back then.""I don't need safety and health; I just wan
Late at night, Cecily's fever worsened. Luckily, Archie hadn't left yet. When Cecily's fever subsided a bit, Archie gave her some medicine and told Edwin to keep an eye on her. Edwin took his responsibility seriously.Perhaps due to dreaming or the confusion caused by her illness, Cecily held Edwin's hand tightly and even began to speak incoherently. At first, Edwin couldn't make out what she was saying, but as she grew louder, her words became clearer."Edwin, if I ever stop loving you, I won't like you anymore."Edwin was taken aback. He had never wanted Cecily's love, nor did he want her to like him. Besides, once he completed his plans, that day would come sooner or later.Early in the morning, Cecily woke up to an empty room. Because of her fever, her throat was sore. She decided to get out of bed to pour herself some water.However, thinking that she might encounter Archie, she changed into fresh clothes first.In the living room, Archie was playing games on a tablet, occasional
When Edwin came downstairs and saw that Cecily hadn't sat on the carpet, he was momentarily surprised.Cecily glanced at him. She had come to a realization. She loved Edwin, and she was willing to let him go. Even if she couldn't bring herself to bless him with another woman, at least she could spare him from any discomfort.The day she lost him had not yet arrived, so she decided to cherish every day they had together. She considered it time well earned. Cecily had no intention of loving another man so fervently in her remaining years. Some things were meant to be experienced once, and once experienced, they brought no regrets.Suddenly, she sat up, feeling uncomfortable. She looked at Edwin and smiled. "Edwin, could you please lift me up?"Edwin pondered for a moment before he did as she asked. "Do you want to take a bath?"Cecily nodded and allowed Edwin to help her. She wondered if she was making things difficult for him, but she was truly exhausted. She didn't want to move, and a