MasukStaring at the guy who just left the world for me didn't seem right to me; something was breaking in me I did not know what but something was there... breaking into tiny pieces; shattering maybe. " A-as-ash... " I called his name but he did not answer; his closed eyes are scaring me but the chill is scaring me for the first time... the chills I was familiar with scare me at this moment. " Maya, " I could not hold back the tears when I heard his voice; crawling away from him, my body shivering from the strong sense of cold terror that filled in my bones. I killed him " R-ro-Roy, " I breathed out but did not feel my breath back. " he has to die, Maya, he has to die, " those words did not seem right but these are maybe true. or maybe not " 3 hours, Maya... 3 hours, " that was what I am left with 3 hours. .
Lihat lebih banyakA small hiss escaped her lips as all the hatred towards himself came back, crushing him under its weight as he placed an ice pack on her forearm.It was all his doing, his fault." don't give me that look, " the softness in her voice shocked him because he had not expected her to even see his face after all he heard from Azora about himself and his acts of last night." Yeah you should not be showing you my face after what I have done, but here I am, holding you back after all my wrongdoings, " Maya placed the ice pack on his head making him confused." Who are you to decide that? " her question caught him off guard." you did not ask me anything and just believed what you heard about yourself, Ash, " she cupped his face making him look at her rather than the ground that had held him interested even so suddenly." what they saw isn't the truth, " he frowned." I hurt you, hit you yet you are here, " He pushed her a little away from him as hurt flashed in her eyes and throughout her ve
" All of these look normal, I don't understand why you can not remember anything, " The doctor said to Ash; It was the 7th day of 14.Ash could not remember anything he does at night; he started observing patterns and decided to consult a doctor; he can not remember his moments with Maya while Max mentioned they were pretty loud.It was only adding to his confusion and stress; visiting a doctor was the best option." Do you have any childhood or adulthood trauma, anything that makes you want to forget your past? " the doctor asked all of a sudden.Ash's life was not easy; his parents had constant fights in childhood then seeing them dying right in front of him, then Maya's hospital incident; there could be some issues here but he never felt to forget his past; sure it was painful but it was a part of him." No, " His reply made the doctor suspicious." Why don't you record yourself for a few nights? that will help you to recognize your patterns and it will help me with your treatment
" You look pale, are you taking the stress of something? " The doctor asked as Ash looked at Maya who was playing with her fingers.He held her hand as she looked at him; Roy was back in her life, she was at the biggest crossroad of her life; She gave a place to Ash just because she was made believe that Roy was just a hallucination; it can still be but others do not need to know it." Just exams and all, nothing else, " Maya said with a small smile, She did not know 6 months can change her life so drastically but it did.The doctor gave her some medicines that she needs to take but just for some time; it was raining, once again...Maya could see herself in the rain when she walked into the library but Ash he could see the memory when he saw her the first time entering the class.they both had their memories together yet different from each other; Ash held her hand as Maya looked at him; he placed the reports and other things on the ground before he climbed down the stairs that led to
Ash felt his lips collide with hers; It was the first time she kissed him; In 2 and a half months of their relationship; a fake relationship; this was the first time, Ash touched Maya, and that too just because she wanted it.10 days; it has been ten days; from ten days Maya came to the library every night but Roy did not come; her hope was falling with each passing second; he was nowhere; even at the campus and classes, Maya checked them but there was no sign of him.This night she held Ash's hand before he could open the door of the apartment; she was kissing him but he was not. Not because he did not want to but because he knew why she was doing this." Are you so tired of me that you don't want me anymore? " Maya asked as he looked at her; her body was pressed against his." Not happening, My love but this is not the way to forget your Roy, " Ash said as he hugged her. a tear escaped her eye as she held him close to her body." I'm not using you, I just want you... " Maya said.Ho
1 month later" Finally getting discharged, how do you feel? "Maya's brother asked as She smiled at him; She was healed enough and the good thing was she could go back and meet Roy." I'll get your bags from school, " Maya's father said as her smile dropped." What do you mean, dad? " She asked as a kn
Ash saw Maya walking inside the library with a smile once again; he was at a distance; she did see him watching her; she looked happy but her pale face showed how sick she was; it had been three weeks since the incident. he walked towards the music room; standing at the door he glanced at the librar
" How? " the only word escaped her lips when she saw his eyes; they were not the same; the brown eyes she fell in love with were nowhere seen. Roy changed his eyes back to the same as he looked at Maya.This time she believed him; that it was not a joke; it was the truth; the truth of his dark side."
Max looked at Ash as he clenched his jaw; the way Ash kissed Maya's forehead before he left is still fresh in his mind; it's not his fault too, he is just a protective uncle. " Do not try to touch her, " Max said. " Don't worry principal Max, I value her life more than mine, I won't let my bad luck
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