Ash felt his lips collide with hers; It was the first time she kissed him; In 2 and a half months of their relationship; a fake relationship; this was the first time, Ash touched Maya, and that too just because she wanted it.10 days; it has been ten days; from ten days Maya came to the library every night but Roy did not come; her hope was falling with each passing second; he was nowhere; even at the campus and classes, Maya checked them but there was no sign of him.This night she held Ash's hand before he could open the door of the apartment; she was kissing him but he was not. Not because he did not want to but because he knew why she was doing this." Are you so tired of me that you don't want me anymore? " Maya asked as he looked at her; her body was pressed against his." Not happening, My love but this is not the way to forget your Roy, " Ash said as he hugged her. a tear escaped her eye as she held him close to her body." I'm not using you, I just want you... " Maya said.Ho
" You look pale, are you taking the stress of something? " The doctor asked as Ash looked at Maya who was playing with her fingers.He held her hand as she looked at him; Roy was back in her life, she was at the biggest crossroad of her life; She gave a place to Ash just because she was made believe that Roy was just a hallucination; it can still be but others do not need to know it." Just exams and all, nothing else, " Maya said with a small smile, She did not know 6 months can change her life so drastically but it did.The doctor gave her some medicines that she needs to take but just for some time; it was raining, once again...Maya could see herself in the rain when she walked into the library but Ash he could see the memory when he saw her the first time entering the class.they both had their memories together yet different from each other; Ash held her hand as Maya looked at him; he placed the reports and other things on the ground before he climbed down the stairs that led to
" All of these look normal, I don't understand why you can not remember anything, " The doctor said to Ash; It was the 7th day of 14.Ash could not remember anything he does at night; he started observing patterns and decided to consult a doctor; he can not remember his moments with Maya while Max mentioned they were pretty loud.It was only adding to his confusion and stress; visiting a doctor was the best option." Do you have any childhood or adulthood trauma, anything that makes you want to forget your past? " the doctor asked all of a sudden.Ash's life was not easy; his parents had constant fights in childhood then seeing them dying right in front of him, then Maya's hospital incident; there could be some issues here but he never felt to forget his past; sure it was painful but it was a part of him." No, " His reply made the doctor suspicious." Why don't you record yourself for a few nights? that will help you to recognize your patterns and it will help me with your treatment
A small hiss escaped her lips as all the hatred towards himself came back, crushing him under its weight as he placed an ice pack on her forearm.It was all his doing, his fault." don't give me that look, " the softness in her voice shocked him because he had not expected her to even see his face after all he heard from Azora about himself and his acts of last night." Yeah you should not be showing you my face after what I have done, but here I am, holding you back after all my wrongdoings, " Maya placed the ice pack on his head making him confused." Who are you to decide that? " her question caught him off guard." you did not ask me anything and just believed what you heard about yourself, Ash, " she cupped his face making him look at her rather than the ground that had held him interested even so suddenly." what they saw isn't the truth, " he frowned." I hurt you, hit you yet you are here, " He pushed her a little away from him as hurt flashed in her eyes and throughout her ve
MAYA Chapter 1 ( If you couldn't be there for the one you love, was your love fair enough? If you count be sacrificed for the one you love, was your love, love enough? ) Can someone love someone so much to take his own life? can someone love someone so much that he is ready to leave her for her? Ash's love was the kind of love someone would consider themselves lucky to have, but we all forget that to be lucky we have to be unlucky first; but does everyone who gets unlucky gets love or not? Maya didn't...Staring at the guy who just left the world for her didn't seem right to her anymore; something was breaking in her, she did not know what but something was there... breaking into tiny pieces; shattering maybe. " A-as-ash... " She called his name but he did not answer; his closed eyes are scaring her but the chill is scaring her for the first time... the chills She was familiar with scared her at that moment. " Maya, " She could not hold back the tears when she heard his voice;
Chapter 2Ash's eyebrows joined together when he saw a new young girl probably a year younger than him walking towards the same class as his.Strange, was the word that came in his mind when he looked at her; Who takes admission when half of the session is over already?He shook his head as he walked towards the back door; Ash wasn't like others; he would keep his distance from other students; eat alone, sit alone, In short always alone neither he made any friends nor anyone tried to befriend him because of the cold aura he gives off. He is difficult to approach but anyone never tried so they do not know him... at all." I saw him walking in the woods last night, " he heard a whisper." did you get anything unusual? " another one." I was following him but he disappeared suddenly like he wasn't there in the first place, " that one sure made him smirk." What's so interesting girls? " He attempted to shut those girls in his style; the girl's face suddenly turned paler than she already
Chapter 3Trying to sleep that night was the thoughtest task for Maya; great now she developed insomnia because of tablets; She was feeling lightheaded; she turned towards the right only to see there was no water in the room anymore.She wrapped a fluffy white small blanket around her shoulders before she took the water bottle and opened the door of the room; making that scary but small scratch sound, Maya gazed around if there was anyone out of looking her way.Practically it was impossible because there was fog all around; It was 2 am, why wouldn't there be smoke and fog with the cold winds making her shiver.She held the blanket tightly before she started walking; She was halfway in the corridor when she heard the door of another room opening; slaps of cold wind increased as she turned around only to see a girl rubbing her eyes; her eyes fell on Maya as she froze.Maya knew if that girl will scream she will be in trouble and that means attention; uncle Max will tell all the teacher
Beauty in Blue, that's what every model used to call her including her fans; She was not that big of a modeling sensation but still, she was known.Today again she is wearing blue but the only difference is the blue is a school dress; Maya walked inside the class as Azora smiled at her; Maya offered her a small smile before she walked towards the same seat, she took yesterday.The weather was even colder today though there was the sun peeking in between the clouds, still, the fog did not let them see after a few feet; the window was closed but Maya felt suffocated because of it all of a sudden. when she tried to open it a few other classmates protested, it was chilly outside." Maya, you can take the last seat if you want some air, " Azora said as Maya turned her head to look at the few empty seats.Unknowingly her eyes lingered on the seat where that mysterious guy was sitting yesterday; Maya looked around but he was nowhere in the class.Maybe he didn't come today.She brushed it of