30. START GERRY

A few months later, I received a wedding invitation letter from Roby and Yeyen, still the same with a long sigh. O Allah, maybe if I was not married my heart would suddenly stop accepting it, my hands were trembling and I still had to try to be quiet for a few moments to calm myself down, I was present, I was accompanied by Rahman. Starting from these few months, I learned to become an artist who has various characters at heart, I must be able to cover up what I really feel. I have to be able to live everything, as if I was smiling even though I was crying, as if I was a tough woman even though my heart was shattered into pieces.

 

I make it a habit to polish my face with a variety of make-up, not only for the office but for every day I'm anywhere, red lipstick, pink blush, and light eye shadow colors I choose to give a fresh and beautiful effect. always cheerful.

 

Rahman he held me and hugged me. Yes, Rahman really understood what I was going through. Even so