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A Presence We Are Not Part Of
Josh is taking me home, to his home. Right now I don’t feel like arguing so I let him. I don’t want to go through this again. Our relationship is so complicated, it makes my head spin.
I don’t know what he wants anymore and I doubt he knows what I do. We spend more time apart than together. It can’t be healthy, it is just not right.
We stop in front of his building.
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